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Re: Low AMH Level

  • @babyhopeful442 :( I’m sorry to hear about the empty follicles lady. It is truly awful. I was plagued by this as well. My first retrieval was the only one that I did not suffer from empty follicles, all subsequent cycles I always had the issue. I had been doing all the things the whole time. Coq10, wheatgrass, 100% gluten free diet, yoga, acupuncture... My RE said that the follicles that were empty were likely of poor quality which of course was awful to hear. I follow a couple other ladies with this issue and it seems hit or miss with the cycle. Even though I only ever retrieved a small amount of eggs the ones that were mature seemed to be good quality because they did a pretty good job at getting to day 5, it was just really hard to get any that were PGS normal because of how few I would have on day 5. I always did menopur and follistim. Later I started using HGH (human growth hormone) as well and always triggered with HCG. (Oh and cetrotide to ward off ovulation) I am so hoping you have a good outcome this cycle and don’t need another cycle. I have seen ladies have luck with DOR on round 1 so it could absolutely happen for you! Crossing everything for you and looking forward for a great report!
    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
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  • thank you for your kind words @hopefuljj. I too have been on wheatgrass, fish oil, ubiqunol, 100% gluten and diary free, acupuncture, chinese herbs since November 2017. I recently stopped DHEA because my testosterone was high from DHEA. Did you feel the HGH helped your egg quality? So it sounds like you were always on the antagonist protocol too? Can i ask what were your results? i don't see any siggy. Have you ever tried the mini ivf? my RE wants to do that next since i only get 4 eggs anyways. Has anyone tried ovarian rejuvenation? 
    ***** child/loss TW *****
    Age: 32 DH: 35
    natural pregnancy DD 2012 TTC #2 since 2014
    9/2015 chemical pregnancy
    Initial workup: 
         AMH: 0.898 ng/ml
         Antral Follicle Count: 5
         FSH day 3: 6.56 mIU/ml
         LH day 3: 5.24 mIU/ml
         Estradiol day 3: 46.75 pg/ml

    IUI 1-4 BFN

    IVF #1 After ovulation was confirmed with progesterone levels on CD19. Cetrotide ½ dose X4 doses and minivelle was started CD 20 to continue through stim. Upon AF, started follistim 150 bid and menopur 75 bid on CD3. Started cetrotide 1 dose when biggest follicle reached 13mm. Retrieved 4 eggs out of 12 follicles, 2 PGS normal, FET #1 9/14/18 BFP beta#1 10dp6dt 369, 12dp6dt 1210 
  • @hopefuljj- yay for a plan! I think that is a great compromise!! If you are really concerned about Endo too, you could try a non inflammatory Endo diet. I believe its less carbs/sugars etc. Between that and a month of Lupron, hopefully it would quiet any endo down enough to not impact implantation.

    @adc0417- what a dilemma! I respond to your PM. Thinking of you!

    @emmasemm- taking meds always makes me feel like we have "started" the cycle at least somehow. Yay for no more MBA! Home projects really made the time fly for me this winter, so I hope it helps makes your weeks pass quickly too!

    @babyhopeful442- sorry to hear about the 4 eggs. THis process is brutal. I didn't have issues with empty follicles really, but I agree its quality over quantity. @hopefuljj maybe had less than me retrieved, but mine just didn't really make it to day 5 likes hers. So I think you are def still in this if those are good quality eggs!

    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • moly416moly416 member
    @babyhopeful442 I completely understand how you feel! I pretty much have the same situation as you for my first IVF cycle. We were expecting at least a dozen eggs but only got 4 after ER, only 2 were mature and none made it to blastocyst stage. Found out later my AMH went down from 2.8 to 0.6 in less than a year. That could be part of it. My doctors were positive the 2nd cycle would work since my AFC count was good. They added COq10 and DHEA to my supplements. We increased my doses of menopur and gonal-F for in the 2nd round, dual ovidrel and lupron trigger,  and ended up with 22 eggs, 16 mature. Now I'm waiting for FET. 
    History in Spoiler
    Me: 34 DH: 31
    Dx: PCOS with history of endometrial cancer (under control with hormone therapy)
    RE advised IVF as fastest way to get pregnant before hysterectomy
    IVF #1, Jan 2018: Tons of follies, only 2 eggs, zero blasts :(
    IVF #2, April 2018: 22 eggs-> 16 mature -> 9 fertilized -> 3 5-day blasts -> 2 PGS normal
    FET#1 June 2018


  • @adc0417 what did you decide?

    @babyhopeful442 as long as you have embies you’re still in the game. 
    Also it is possible to freeze on any day and then defrost and transfer later. They only need to have day 5 embies (well blastocysts) if they want to do the most modern form of PGS testing. If no PGS then you can freeze and transfer whenever you want (and whenever you can get a good lining). Of course if embies are poor quality there is a higher chance they don’t survive the thaw. 
    Did you get an update on their growth?

    @jamieh2000 are you on a trip now?

    @hopefuljj how are things with you?

    @moly416 are you going straight to FET?

    @hopeful_mom I’m stalking you on the PAIF board so I don’t have to keep asking you for updates every day!

    AFM well after more crazy drama re medication, I have the higher dose of DHEA on order and enough to keep me going in between (even if I have to take 8 pills a day...), I have the estrogen patches and we should be picking up the progesterone in the morning. Not the one the RE wanted, but a good substitute that he is happy with. So I should start with my priming tomorrow! Very interested to see what happens.
    In other news DH is sick with a bad stomach, has a referral to an internal medicine specialist and so has me worried about him. On the plus side he was home and making several trips to the pharmacy each day to sort all the meds out!

    Me 43 DH 45
    Married 12/2016
    TTC #1 since 04/2015
    AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
    7 retrievals, 3 transfers
    Jun19 FET BFP, due date 7th March 2020, DD born Feb20
    Sep17 IVF1 - 1ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
    Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
    Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
    Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
    Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
    Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
    Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
    Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
    Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
    Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
    Sep17 - Pergoveris 10-17 Sep, Orgalutran 15-18 Sep, Ovitrelle 18 Sep, ER 20 Sep for 2 follies, 1 mature egg, fertilized, ET 1x 2d 4-cell embryo 22/09, 05/10 BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
    Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality 

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  • @emmasemm- nope, no trip until 5/26!  Glad you got everything sorted out again with the meds. It’s so stressful! My mandated pharmacy was out of lupron last week and it was quite a mess getting it from another one with insurance. So when about will you start your next cycle if everything looks good this time?!
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • adc0417adc0417 member
    @emmasemm ahh nice that you got your meds and can start priming soon.  
    AFM, last night we decided to just cx this cycle and look forward to our DE.  I called my RE to inform him of that, and he kept on saying that these are the best numbers you’ve had so far but that doesn’t mean you won’t have them again.  He was trying to convince me in his own way that I shouldn’t let this opportunity go.  So, I’m back in the cycle.  I hope I’m doing the right thing.  As for the DE cycle, we should be ok to start BCP in June.  
  • hopefuljjhopefuljj member
    edited May 2018

    @jamieH2000 my mandated pharmacy is also out of Lupron?!! And PIO!  I found a pharmacy to fill the PIO in the city during my ERA cycle  and out of pocket and now I just did the same for the Lupron.   Now I’m fighting with the insurance company to get some of the money back.  Oh and that’s a good idea about the diet! Maybe I’ll go back on my AIP diet which is the Auto immune protocol:) it’s a bit of work to keep up with but I’m game!!

    @emmasemm that is so great about getting all the meds sorted out!   Glad DH was able to help out getting all the meds! I hope he feels better soon:)

    @adc0417 way to jump back in on this cycle!! I think it makes total sense to listen to the doctor in this case:)

    @babyhopeful442 sorry I still have never made a signature:-/ I’m so bad.  Ok here we go... I went into IVF trying to bank PGS normal embryos.  I am very lucky to have insurance cover a lot of the cost of IVF.  So although I have spent a lot it is nothing compared to some ladies.  My first IVF I  started with 3 follicles and by the end had 7.   6 were mature and all fertilized.  I had 2 5AA and 1 6BB on day 5 but both were abnormal. 

    Next IVF   I stimmed for a record 19 days!!!   7 follicles but one we had to let go cuz it was too far ahead and 2 looked maybe ok in size and  4 were measuring  in the perfect size range at ER but i only got 2 mature...the rest were empty.   Both fertilized with PICSI.  Nothing made it to day 5.   

    Next IVF  I had 6 follicles, 2 empty, 4 mature all fertilized with PICSI, and I ended up with 3 on day 5!  (1 PGS normal!!)

    Then  I tried to up my meds because I had been doing 75 menopur and 225 gonal.  Bad idea.  I had the next 2 cycles canceled for 0 response other than a fast growing follicle once cycle and 2 the other. I figured if I only had 2 they could both be empty.

    last IVF I had 3 mature retrieved (I think 2 empty??)  2 fertilized. 1 made it to day 5 and that one was  PGS normal:)


    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
  • moly416moly416 member
    edited May 2018
    @emmasemm Yes, we are going straight to FET. My RE never brought up banking embryos but I think that's because of my history (see sig). 

    @hopefuljj Is PIO low in stock? My pharmacy called me and asked when I wanted it...I said it could wait since my next AF won't be until first week of June. Maybe I should just pick them up now.
    History in Spoiler
    Me: 34 DH: 31
    Dx: PCOS with history of endometrial cancer (under control with hormone therapy)
    RE advised IVF as fastest way to get pregnant before hysterectomy
    IVF #1, Jan 2018: Tons of follies, only 2 eggs, zero blasts :(
    IVF #2, April 2018: 22 eggs-> 16 mature -> 9 fertilized -> 3 5-day blasts -> 2 PGS normal
    FET#1 June 2018


  • @adc0417- if the timing works out to try once more, it definitely can't hurt! praying that this is your miracle cycle!! keep us posted :)

    @hopefuljj- my pharmacy (CVS specialty) had to put in a special exception before I ordered it from another pharmacy. Then that pharmacy was able to charge it directly to my insurance. it took 4 calls to get it all figured out, so it was definitely a pain! Gosh, I remember your long journey, but seeing it all in one place is so crazy! I am SO excited for your FET! You have been through such a long road, you deserve this so much!

    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @hopefuljj I'm so excited for u!! In every aspect I can't wait!! You so deserve this!!

    @adc0417 I would've said to give it one more try so I'm glad ur dr put it out there!! At least you'll know you gave it your all! Have everything crossed for u!!

    @emmasemm u are so cute!! I thought of u the other day as my vag and I are already at odds again  :s  update below TW pregnancy mentioned 
    things are looking good, dr did cervix check which did not tickle at all!!! But so far the shop is closed.  He said I'm softening and the lining is thinning so I guess my body is doing what it needs. Of course my vag is irritated which is annoying and not welcomed! Makes me want a csection that much more!! My vag killed at the beginning of this process makes sense to annoy me at the end, good grief!! Most important babe is great and about 5lb 12oz. 


    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

  • @moly416 that's incredible! You give me so much hope that maybe with a change in protocol, my numbers will change. Can i ask what the results are from the 16 mature eggs?

    @hopefuljj That's crazy 6BB and 5AA were abnormal! The grading is so confusing. I'm so glad to hear that you've got 2 PGS normals! 

    AFM, i just got the results back of my 4 embryos and 3 made it to day 6 for biopsy, but the grades are horrible :( 2bb, 2cc, 3cb. so the chances of one being normal is very low. I'm super bummed and have my WTF appointment on monday with my RE to see what to do next. I just don't know how to afford this kind of cash going forward at just a chance of a baby, not even a guarantee. I'm heavily invested now in looking at donor eggs and want to pursue that if i have another failed cycle. DH, however, wants to keep trying with my eggs. I"m just so exhausted and emotionally drained, i just want to smell a brand newborn baby again. i know it sounds so weird, but i miss that smell. Results will be back in two weeks for the PGS testing. @hopefuljj on the cycles where you got your PGS normal embryo, what was the protocol? Did you use HGH? 
    ***** child/loss TW *****
    Age: 32 DH: 35
    natural pregnancy DD 2012 TTC #2 since 2014
    9/2015 chemical pregnancy
    Initial workup: 
         AMH: 0.898 ng/ml
         Antral Follicle Count: 5
         FSH day 3: 6.56 mIU/ml
         LH day 3: 5.24 mIU/ml
         Estradiol day 3: 46.75 pg/ml

    IUI 1-4 BFN

    IVF #1 After ovulation was confirmed with progesterone levels on CD19. Cetrotide ½ dose X4 doses and minivelle was started CD 20 to continue through stim. Upon AF, started follistim 150 bid and menopur 75 bid on CD3. Started cetrotide 1 dose when biggest follicle reached 13mm. Retrieved 4 eggs out of 12 follicles, 2 PGS normal, FET #1 9/14/18 BFP beta#1 10dp6dt 369, 12dp6dt 1210 
  • @babyhopeful442 that’s great some were sent for testing and just remember the grades are like a beauty contest. You don’t need a show pony, just a strong and steady one that can pull the cart up the hill! 

    @hopeful_mom 5lbs 12oz is crazy!!!!! 

    @adc0417 how are the stims going? Is your first monitoring on Monday?

    @moly416 makes sense from your history and you got a good number this time which should be more than enough hopefully 

    @jamieh2000 is your Lupron to stay on until next FET or just ready for after your trip?

    @hopefuljj what are you doing in the end with the Lupron now - 1 month?

    AFM well I’m 5 days into progesterone and today was my second estrogen patch. Progesterone is as normal bloating me like crazy. But OMG the estrogen patches. Friday when we did the first one I thought I was just a bit tired as we’d had a busy day Thursday. But today I now realized the patches act like a tranquilizer for the first 6-8 hours. I literally cannot keep my eyes open, my limbs feel like lead, my brain is fuzzy. Whilst this was ok on a weekend (Friday was a holiday) I have no idea how to manage this with work Tuesday and Thursday. I’m not even sure I’m safe to drive in the morning so might have to try and time going into work with DH or work from home. Let’s see. I have a feeling it’s going to be a looonnnng week!
    Me 43 DH 45
    Married 12/2016
    TTC #1 since 04/2015
    AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
    7 retrievals, 3 transfers
    Jun19 FET BFP, due date 7th March 2020, DD born Feb20
    Sep17 IVF1 - 1ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
    Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
    Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
    Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
    Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
    Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
    Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
    Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
    Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
    Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
    Sep17 - Pergoveris 10-17 Sep, Orgalutran 15-18 Sep, Ovitrelle 18 Sep, ER 20 Sep for 2 follies, 1 mature egg, fertilized, ET 1x 2d 4-cell embryo 22/09, 05/10 BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
    Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality 

    Fav Quote: The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return

  • @emmasemm- I stay on Lupron until i start my progesterone in about 2.5 weeks hopefully :) Transfer should be in 3 weeks from today.. but trying not to count on it since I have had 4-5 transfer dates that haven't came to be at this point. Sorry to hear that the patches are making you so groggy! That does not sound fun and I have not noticed any side effects. Maybe my patches are different tho. I have often wondered if my patches even help with anything! I hope you are feeling better now and getting used to them! Keep us posted.

    @babyhopeful442- sorry to hear about your embryo grades, but I do think some lower grade ones can definitely be normal. If they come back normal, that is way more important than the grade, so you should have a good chance! If you do really start considering donor eggs, definitely join us on the DE IVF thread.

    @hopefuljj- if you haven't already, you should check out the latest Beat Infertility podcast with Dr. Rodgers about uterine linings. She has an interesting perspective on all the tests (ERA, EFT, ETC) and the 3 month Lupron protocol. Spoiler- she doesn't think there is enough science to believe that the 3 months of Lupron helps endo. I really think you made a great call to do it for a month and then month on to transfer. She also talked about how much success she has had with the ERA. It gave me a lot of hope. Lets do this!!


    AFM- baseline is tomorrow. Hopefully shouldn't be any issues. Will be much more nervous for my first lining check on Tuesday 5/22. Hoping this is it!

    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • adc0417adc0417 member
    How’s everyone doing??

    We had a terrible last couple of days.  First, my cycle got cancelled.  Then, our donor backed out making some stupid excuses and blaming it on her boss.  To top it all off, it was Mother’s Day and that made me oh so emotional.  I’m finally rising up from all that craziness.  We have selected a new donor.  She has donated twice before, but we can’t get her records.  She will have to do all her baseline.  It’s a long road ahead
  • @adc0417- omg no! How did that happen? Why would they cancel the cycle- didn't you just get started? So sorry to hear about your donor. Praying everything goes smoothly with your second. Having a two time proven donor hopefully shouldn't have any issues with testing/baseline if she can just be committed!

    AFM- no issues at baseline today! Starting estrogen tonight and go back next Tuesday. Trying to just take it one day at a time and just be neutral- not too hopeful and not too negative.

    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @jamieh2000 one step at a time and a good baseline appointment is an important step! Come on Tuesday!
    And yes perfect timing on the lining episode. When you see Dr Rogers next tell her I’m her one woman fan club in Germany, I am addicted to the episodes where it’s just Heather and her.

    @adc0417 omg wth??? What happened? I thought the RE convinced you to go for it? Was the first monitoring not on track?
    And I’m so sorry about the donor. That really sucks. But knowing what happened to @jamieh2000 last year with her first donor, and also seeing several others have bumps I know the DE route still needs amazing patience and perseverance as well as lots of luck at every step. I do so hope your luck changes with this new donor!
    Me 43 DH 45
    Married 12/2016
    TTC #1 since 04/2015
    AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
    7 retrievals, 3 transfers
    Jun19 FET BFP, due date 7th March 2020, DD born Feb20
    Sep17 IVF1 - 1ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
    Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
    Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
    Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
    Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
    Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
    Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
    Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
    Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
    Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
    Sep17 - Pergoveris 10-17 Sep, Orgalutran 15-18 Sep, Ovitrelle 18 Sep, ER 20 Sep for 2 follies, 1 mature egg, fertilized, ET 1x 2d 4-cell embryo 22/09, 05/10 BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
    Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality 

    Fav Quote: The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return

  • adc0417adc0417 member
    @jamieh2000 keeping FX for your Tuesday’s appointment!! It’s about time things go right for you.

    @emmasemm Apparently, there was a dominant follicle which possibly had ovulated.  Not sure how it got missed on the baseline.  For now, I’m just focusing on getting this new donor on track as she’s due to get her period next week and I want her to have her directions and orders before then.  I would like her to be ready and cleared when we come back from our trip on 6/12.  What’s going on with you?
  • @adc0417 dang that's one hell of a weekend!! I'm really surprise don't ur dominate follow would be missed and not even show up in ur blood work? I want to smack your donor sorry to sound so violent but WTH!!! As it was already said it so sux and we've already seen this unfortunate circumstance has come up
    before but I'm thrilled you already found someone and r ready to go!!  

    @jaimeh2000 I'm thrilled to see ur update and hoping and looking forward to more good updates.  I will be cautiously optimistic with u!!

    @emmasemm wow to all the effects you're getting from ur patches and such!! Damn that sux!! It's amazing some of U can pinpoint the effects of which drugs do what to u.  For me the patches killed my skin Cause of coarse I'm super sensitive....what part of me isn't  :D I do hope ur feeling more like yourself all these hormones truly impact our bodies like no other!!

    @hopefuljj how r we doing?
    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

  • @JamieH2000 I thought of you immediately when I listened to it this weekend! I kept meaning to come on here and post about it!   She also talked about empty follicles and how what is happening is the quality is so bad of the egg that it basically disintegrates during collection with the aspiration. I basically knew that because my RE said that after my 2nd cycle with empty follicles it was poor egg quality,  but hearing it explained like that made me just cringe and want to hide for some reason:(  but enough of that,

    Yay for a good baseline!  Crossing everything for Tuesday!!!!!  Neutral works, just keep taking it one day at a time:). I totally get not being excited, but I’m totally excited for you :)


    @adc0417 lady, I am so so so sorry to read this! What a horrible week!  I am glad you found another donor but I am so so sorry that you are going through all of this!!    What a series of disappointments and how frustrating about that dominant follicle that may have even ovulated???  I’m just so sorry.  


    @babyhopeful442 on the cycles where I finally found normal embryos I was on HGH, but a pretty small dose.  And I was doing 75 menopur and 225 follistim and then cetrotide towards the end of the cycle.  I did an HCG trigger.  I also was on all the supplements for many months, coq-10, vitamin E, I was taking melatonin only during stims at night, and am always on a GF diet.  But I really think a lot of it is just that each month is different with different possibilities.


    @emmasemm those estrogen patches sound crazy!! Can you ask to do the estrace pill 3 times a day? That is what I do.  That just sounds awful


    @hopeful_mom thank you for thinking about me:) I’m doing ok.  I was a sorry mess on Mother’s Day this year missing my mom and wishing I was one, but many of us know what that feels like.   I am headed in for my Lupron Shot now! I’m doing the one month shot because the daily shots were already becoming a scheduling issue due to some crazy weekend work event where I won’t be around refrigerators or available to be giving myself morning shots in porter potties:-/  so since it’s just one month and I didn’t have any bad reaction when I did the daily shots for 18 days, here I go! And with no added estrogen, bring on the menopause! (yikes!)

    I’m excited to get a schedule or when my long FET protocol begins:)

    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
  • @emmasemm- I will tell her that! I really only listen to the ones where its Dr. Rodgers. The success stories don't really give me hope anymore. There have hardly been any donor egg ones. I may submit my story if i ever get success. Hope you aren't still feeling icky from the patches!!

    @adc0417- been thinking of you alot! Before I did donor eggs, I actually tried for 2 more months to do one cycle but I kept having cysts. I took it as a sign my body was done, since I had never had them before. its been a hard week, but hopefully you will look back (soon!) and realize you were meant to have this second donor and have those babies :)

    @hopeful_mom- thank you for your continued support!! I can't believe how close you are :) we may not get to be bump buddies, but hopefully our kids won't be more than 1 year apart ;)

    @hopefuljj- sorry this mothers day was so hard. I just don't go to any celebrations for it anymore, and stay at home with DH keep busy. Glad you listened to the BI episode too!  When i have doubts, I need to remind myself we have come so far and at this point we have good embryos and should have the right timing. Finaly the odds should be in both of our's favor. I can't wait for you to get your schedule either! Keep us posted :)
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • adc0417adc0417 member
    Thank you all for being so so supportive in these tough times.  I’m so glad I’m part of this group and can share these tough moments with all of you friends.
    @JamieH2000 I can’t thank you enough for such kind and motivating words.  I too now feel like I’m done with my own for now and with our upcoming vacation, probably won’t try the next cycle.  For now, we have another problem with our second donor.  My clinical coordinator has been communicating with the donor via email and she doesn’t feel comfortable is proceeding forward with her, spp given what we have already been through.  According to her, the donor got very defensive when she asked her the regular donor questions, plus she went to a Zika destination in February and won’t be able to do egg donation before August.
    Arggggghhhhh.  I have become such an emotional hot mess.  I close my eyes and tears just roll out of my eyes.

    Anyways, how is everyone doing? @JamieH2000 looking forward to your update on Tuesday
    @emmasemm hope those estrogen patches are getting better
  • @adc0417 I'm so frustrated for you!! There r just too many highs and lows through this process.  You're strong and will get through this too!! You want the best eggs possible and the Zika virus is no joke! I haven't gone anywhere in the last 3yrs because of that alone! Is there another donor u like?

    @hopefuljj I'm thrilled ur just doing the one month of lupron! Hoping it doesn't give u crazy side effects!!  Anything that gets u closer to transfer!! Are you going to just transfer one?

    @JamieH2000 when's ur follow up?

    @emmasemm how are u feeling?

    TW it's my bump something to make u all smile I hope!! 


    Its a cute shirt but was so so itchy I literally got a pic and ripped it off.  Guess I should've tried it on a few wks ago  :D

    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

  • adc0417adc0417 member
    Hopeful_mom Aww that is the cutest bump!!! That brought a smile to my face.  I agree with you about the Zika.  I haven’t travelled in the Zika areas in so long.  They have to wait 6 months for egg retrieval after visiting Zika area.  And August seems just soooooo far away.  We really don’t know which way to go now.
  • @adc0417- that is so stressful! I wouldn’t want to wait until August and her defensiveness doesn’t sound good. What agency are you going thru? Maybe it’s time to try a new one or expand your search? I mean things do happen with donors so it’s not their fault but still. Maybe you would have better luck with an in house Donor clinic? Thinking of you and hope you enjoy your vacation! Where are you going?

    @hopeful_mom- I go in on tuesday!
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @hopeful_mom what a lovely bump!!!!!! So adorable!:) and what a bummer about the shirt being scratchy!! I hate when I love something and it ends up not being comfortable, it’s like what gives?

    @jamieH200d0 lining check is coming up!!! I’m crossing everything and have been sending all the thickening vibes your way:) 

    @adc0417 that is soooo frustrating lady.  It does sound like it really is best not to go with that donor:( but I know how frustrating that must be.  I know this feels like it will never end, and I am just so sorry for this set back.
    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
  • @hopefuljj- good to hear from you! thanks for all the good vibes. You just got the monthly lupron shot right? How are you feeling? Hoping the headaches aren't too bad... Hopefully they gave you your FET calendar so you have something to look forward too?!
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @jamieh2000 so far the side effects are not to bad:) I listened to the most recent beat infertility podcast, I honestly don’t usually listen to them either anymore unless it is one with Dr. Rogers, but for some reason I did and now I’m convinced I have a hydrosalphinx....I’m legit a crazy person from all of this BUT I did have fluid on my scans after 2 different IVF cycles! So what was that mystery fluid if not toxic fluid that made its way in from a hydrosalpinx! So anyway I am feeling crazy and wish I had just done a lap at some point...but I’m going to try to put it out of my mind?? If that is possible? Last week I fell down the rabbit hole of women with Hashi who got pregnant and then thyroid antibodies attacked the babies thyroid and killed them...so I’m just stacking up my list of fears I suppose.  But enough about my crazy medical hunches, lol!  Good luck at your scan tomorrow!!!!! I hope it goes perfectly!
    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
  • @hopefuljj- aww try not to go down the rabbit hole! I had fluid once but it was caused by polyps. With all your recent testing, your uterus should hopefully be in tip top shape! I know its hard to not worry, but maybe try to take a break from IF for this month while you are "off"?

    AFM- Lining was at 6.6mm and nice and trilameter. Ideally they want it above 7mm at this point, but I will take it. Way better than 5mm at this point last month. I am guessing I will go back on Friday before my trip Sat-Wed. Just hoping its above 8mm by friday and I won't have to go in early next thursday before I am supposed to start progesterone. 
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @hopefuljj glad the lupron isn't beating u up! And try to not beat yourself up either! Your RE must feel confident to do the transfer and that ur ready so let's have faith!! Excited to hear ur calendar!!

    @jaimeh2000 looking good just let it continue 
    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

  • @JamieH2000 oh yay! That sounds great Jamie!  And thanks for the advice! I think I need to stay away from most thing IF and just ride out this Lupron for a while!! Hoping with everything Friday’s scan looks perfect!!

    @hopeful_mom thanks lady!!!! I’m going to focus on positive thoughts and trust!!!!!
    Me: Hashimoto Autoimune Disease
    Homozygous MTHFR Cr677
    DOR - AMH  .27 High FSH (don't even know how high)
    2 iui's to start - BFN 
    IVF 1 -3 made it do day 5!    2 5AA 1 6BB  PGS results =  all abnormal :(
    IVF 2 - stimmed for 19 days. insanity. Had 5 follicles that looked mature but only 2 contained mature eggs the others were empty.  Nothing made it to day 5
    IVF 3 - added in HGH - 4 mature follicles (had some empties again) 3 made it to day 5/6 for PGS (held for testing with next retrieval
    IVF 4 - Upped my dosage for the first time - Canceled 11 days into sims - looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 5 - Canceled -  looked like 1 follicle and we were afraid it was empty
    IVF 6 - 3 mature, 2 fertalized 1 made it to day 5 and sent for PGS

    Sent in IVF round 3 and 6 (4 embryos) for PGS testing and got 2 normal embryos!!!  1Boy and 1Girl. Took a little over a year to get those two embryos so demanded all sorts of test prior to attempting transfer. Did EFT, ERA and NK Cells testing.

    FET#1 - Intralipid drips, Prednisone, and did a depot lupron shot before starting the FET protocol
    Chemical pregnancy
    FET#2 - PGS normal boy - BFN
    Natural pregnancy - cycle following the FET2????   Miscarriage at 8 weeks.  viability scan had shown an enlarged yolk sac so I had been warned that it was likely not chromosonally normal :(

    DEIVF cycle - picked a donor who is willing to be open! Her cycle resulted in in 4 PGS Normal embryos
    1st transfer - chemical pregnancy
    2nd transfer - success, May 17 2020 due date!
  • adc0417adc0417 member
    @hopefuljj it’s so easy to drive ourselves insane in this fertility journey. Sometimes we just need to have faith that this too shall pass and it’ll all be ok.

    @JamieH2000 that lining is looking good so far.  Praying for it to continue looking good.  Where are you going for vacay?
  • @hopeful_mom, @hopefuljj- thanks ladies! I was feeling ok about the 6.6mm, but the nurse email didn't assure me too much. She said we still have time but they want me back on Friday. If its not much thicker they want me to do IM estrogen shots. Which now I am trying to order and get delivered on Friday, just in case I need it, since I leave on Sat morning. 

    @adc0417- I am going to Charleston, SC. Its been on our list for a while to check out, and I always love going to the ocean (since we are land locked here in the midwest). Did you decide anything about the second donor?
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • @jamieh2000 mine was like 7.1 at transfer so don’t let the numbers scare you. You got this!
     *****Trigger Warning, Loss and Pregnancy Mentioned*****

    Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz. Then four months later got pregnant naturally and had a healthy baby boy on 6/13/18 7lbs 6oz (at age 38). Needless to say, anything is possible! I'm keeping my signature open so it gives someone out there hope that anything is possible. Message me if you ever have any questions or just need someone to talk to. DON'T GIVE UP!

  • @jamieh2000 mine was like 7.1 at transfer so don’t let the numbers scare you. You got this!
     *****Trigger Warning, Loss and Pregnancy Mentioned*****

    Married my best friend in 2013 (I was 33), After 1.5yrs of TTC got my first BFP naturally on 2/7/15 but ended in DNC on 4/14/15, not viable. In 2015 I was 35...Found out I had only one working ovary, which was DOR, with scar tissue and I ovulated at 7 days, with a small cervix opening and a tilted uterus... Needing an RE was a must.....IUI#1 Sept 2015,,, BFN IUI#2 Oct 2015,,,BFN IUI#3 Dec 2015,,BFN IVF#1 2/1/16- BFN IVF# on 3/29/16 retrieval only - 1 healthy chromosome tested embryo. IVF#3 retrieval 4/23/16- 0 healthy embryos. IVF#4 retrieval 6/17/16- 1 healthy embryo. FET#1-Transferred Both Healthy Embryos on 9/6/16 BFP!! 9/15/16 Beta 22.3, 9/17/16 Beta 60.5 & 9/19/16 Beta 195! 1st US on 9/23/16, only 1 Gast Sac & Yolk Sac found, US 9/30/16 US 6wk 1day saw and heard Heartbeat 120bpm!! EDD 5/25/2017 Had a healthy baby girl via CSection on 5/18/17 8lbs 15oz. Then four months later got pregnant naturally and had a healthy baby boy on 6/13/18 7lbs 6oz (at age 38). Needless to say, anything is possible! I'm keeping my signature open so it gives someone out there hope that anything is possible. Message me if you ever have any questions or just need someone to talk to. DON'T GIVE UP!

  • adc0417adc0417 member
    @JamieH2000 Will be nice to be on the beach for a few days.  We go on our vacay next weekend.  We decided not to go with the second donor...too much drama with her.  We are now considering frozen egg bank.  Have you heard of many success stories with frozen eggs?
  • @lsatturo126- thanks girl! I know my RE will transfer if its over 7mm but they def prefer 8mm. Given that my receptive lining was at 9mm and nice and trilameter, i know my RE will want it as close to that as possible. Just really hoping its over 8mm tomorrow morning or else we will add in the IM estrogen.

    @adc0417- I think thats a good choice! I think there are some girls on the DE board that used frozen. I think there is alot of success, its just a little more risky with only 6-8 eggs, but its also cheaper. If you want to have two children, I would still advice trying to find a fresh donor. Are there any clinics in your area with an in house donor pool? that may be quicker than using an agency. Where are you going on your trip? I am super bummed since now it looks like rain the entire time we are in Charleston :( 
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
  • adc0417adc0417 member
    @JamieH2000 we are looking into all different options, but done with agencies.  We are going to Greece....so much needed and looking forward to it. I know rain is in the forecast for the weekend but you never know, it might change.  Praying for good number tmrw  :)
  • IlkyIlky member
    @JamieH2000 your lining numbers look great! you still have time and hoping it will get to the thickness your RE is looking for. Praying  <3
  • I’m so sorry for being MIA the last week. 

    @jamieh2000 Fx your lining is plumping up today. You can have some of mine if you want ???
    My baseline US was today on CD2 and I’m bleeding like never before and still have a lining over 6mm - how the hell can that be? 
    And if Charleston is raining come visit me in Europe - we have crazy hot sunny weather at the moment! So hot you get the feeling that global warming is right here today... 

    @adc0417 are you just going on vacation to Greece or will you do DE whilst you’re there? It’s a big DE destination in Europe! 
    If not I listened to the Fertility Friday podcast this week whichever interviewed the founder of the world egg bank and she said she’s can ship you your chosen frozen eggs to any clinic within one week! I thought that was crazy fast! And they liaise with your clinic directly, you don’t have to be the middle man (or woman).

    @hopefuljj it’s perfectly reasonable that you’re already looking for the next problem after everything so far. Maybe it’s the Lupron talking though ;-)

    @hopeful_mom omg you almost gave me a hear attack when I saw you post in the PAIF thread for new moms. I thought your LO had arrived. Then I read it and I calmed down again. But it will happen so so soon! Last September seems so long ago yet only yesterday in so many ways. Oh I wish I was so relaxed and innocent as I was then.

    AFM well the last few days I’ve been so stressed, more so than at any other point in the last three years with today almost being a step too far.
    AF was determined to come on her own schedule, so only started Wednesday night which meant CD2 baseline today. A day where all doctors close at lunchtime. Tricky when you need same day BW back. But I had a smart plan. Get the lab to fax the results direct to the clinic in London. Which failed spectacularly when the fax machine was broken at the clinic. This left me with results at a lab I couldn’t contact who were trying to send results to a broken fax machine and no way to intercept them. Though of course I spent the whole afternoon trying. And failing. With the clinic threatening to make us wait until next month, we asked if we could start and then take the risk that the RE cancels on Monday when we get the BW. After a lot of persuading (including by DH) they have agreed, so we’re just about to do the first HGH and Rekovelle injections in a few minutes.
    And I so want to start as I have three perfectly aligned follicles at around 5-6mm. I never had three the same size at baseline before. That’s kind of amazing for me. There are possibly some really really small 1-2mm follies hanging out too, but we won’t know for sure until we’ve stimmed a few days.
    I so want to get started and just see what will happen with this new protocol. But on the other hand the crazy stress of the last days and then the sobbing in DHs arms tonight are probably not the perfect start we were looking for...
    I really asked tonight why the hell this has to be so damn difficult. I mean it’s like moving a mountain just to be allowed to start stimming. 
    But i know you’ve all been there, know what this feels like and have come out the other side. And this too shall pass.
    Me 43 DH 45
    Married 12/2016
    TTC #1 since 04/2015
    AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
    7 retrievals, 3 transfers
    Jun19 FET BFP, due date 7th March 2020, DD born Feb20
    Sep17 IVF1 - 1ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
    Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
    Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
    Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
    Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
    Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
    Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
    Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
    Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
    Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
    Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
    Sep17 - Pergoveris 10-17 Sep, Orgalutran 15-18 Sep, Ovitrelle 18 Sep, ER 20 Sep for 2 follies, 1 mature egg, fertilized, ET 1x 2d 4-cell embryo 22/09, 05/10 BFN
    Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
    Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
    May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
    Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
    Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality 

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