I am so sorry, this is truly heartbreaking. I'm glad you have love ones to support you during this time. I have said a little prayer for you and your family.Be blessed!
I am so incredibly sorry that you and your family have to endure this hardship . My heart is breaking for you and my thoughts will be with you, especially tomorrow night. Please take care of yourself.
I am so sorry for you and your husbands loss. Cherish what little time you did have and don't be afraid to move forward or try again in the future. You won't be replacing this baby with another but honouring their memory by striving for the happiness you felt before this loss. I too have experienced the loss of a baby and know that it can be debilitating. Don't give up hope! Remember to stay as positive as you can and don't be afraid to lean on your support group or ask for help. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
My heart absolutely breaks for you. I am beyond sorry for you and your family. May your little angel rest in peace and fly high. God bless you and Caleb.
IVF #1 began August 2013- BC, 4 days of Estrace, stimmed with Gonal F and Menopur, Ganirelix, 9R 5M 5F, Medrol and Doxycycline, 5 day transfer of 2 early blastocysts- good quality, Progesterone, Estrace, and baby aspirin, BETA on 9/20 BFN, IVF #2 began September 2013, stimming with Gonal F (higher dose) and Menopur, Ganirelix, 18R 14M 9F with ICSI, 5 day transfer of 2 BBs one was starting to hatch, 2 frosties: 1 BB and 1 AC, BETA on 10/21, BFN BETA was a 5- chemical
Getting some more testing and trying to figure out what the issue is before FET in December, started acupuncture on 11/10, RLP and some other BW nothing major to report except slightly high Prolactin. Prolactin was slightly high when I started with my RE and I already had an MRI which was Neg. Endo biopsy=negative. WTF is wrong with us???
12/18/13 FET of 1 BB and 1 AC. Hoping for a miracle. Beta 12/26 Low BETA-8 2nd BETA 5- chemical
After 3 failed transfers IDK where to go from here. Still no real answers as to why this isn't working. Getting a second opinion in February and looking into immune testing.
2/14- NEW RE- Immune testing showed a partial dq alpha match with DH- On prednisone and did intralipids prior to transfer. 3/14 Lupron, gonal f, menopur, HGH. ER 15 mature all 15 fertilized! 5dt of an early blast grade 1 and an expanded blast grade 2. BETA on 4/21. 1 grade 2 embryo frozen BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121. US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE. EDD 12/28
Oh, sweetie, I'm so very sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you and yours. Please be easy and gentle on yourself. I hope you have a great support system. My thoughts are with you. Many, many hugs. (((hugs)))
There are many wonderful support forums and resources when you're ready.
G 12.04 | E 11.06 | D 11.08 | H 12.09 | R 11.14 | Expecting #6 2.16.18.
Re: Update: Goodbye (Loss mentioned)
BFP #1 5/12/12; EDD 1/20/13; Eliana Grace born 1/25/13
BFP #2 12/11/13; EDD 8/23/14; M/C 6 weeks
BFP #3 4/3/14; EDD 12/13/14
Xoxo
PgAL : 04/2013 BFP - mmc/d&c : 12/2013 BFP - chemical pregnancy
You have such a lovely spirit and will make an exceptional mommy when rainbow baby comes along.
DD#1 December '12
DD#2 New Year's Baby '15
Married 07/09
December Siggy: Free for all!EDD: 12/12/14
Expected completion of dissertation: ?
DX: Unexplained
BETA #1 59 BETA #2 148 BETA #3 283 BETA #4 2,783! US at 6w2d shows 1 bean measuring right on track! HR 121. US at 8w3d measuring on track HR 177. Released form my RE. EDD 12/28