FFFC Anyone?

jellybean529

Friday flame-free confessions to those of you who haven't been around the bump much

I'm so excited to move out of this house in January that I am stalking rental sites every single day. Even though I can't move yet. I need the dream.

I've had fast food for the past four meals because I'm sick and too tired to cook.

I took Monday off because I had a migraine...wish I hadn't so I could take today off for this stupid fucking cold.

20thirteen

I want the higher ups to see that we need to hire 2 people, one to replace a position they took away and one for the collection department.  I don't know how I'd beat it into them, but I for sure would love to throw a couple punches at them.

That's not really a confession.

This is:

I have been off my diet for a while now and I stepped on a scale and, wow, it shows!  I have been walking during my lunch at minimum once a week (max. 3 times) but that's not enough.  I also have been snacking so much more.  And that's probably because I stopped logging what I eat and how often.  And today, I'm just pissy because I'm eating Wendy's, which I stopped eating most fast foods a few months ago.  I'm mad.  I can't stick to a diet and I want to be able to fit in my pre-pregnancy pants.  I'm not trying to get stick thin or anything, I just want to wear 14s again.

MinnesotaMomma91

Im more upset then i should be that i still havent gotten my hours of beauty done at school. Im broke and im sick of having people say theyll do it and then not do it.

jellybean529

ontherock2012 said:

I left work 2hrs early today and didn't pick up DD till her regular time.... I really needed some time to myself. Still felt guilty about it.

Don't! She won't know the difference and you were probably a better/more relaxed mom for it. Healthy happy moms make healthy happy kids...mental health falls into that same category

FTR I have taken entire weeks off of work, stayed home, and sent DD to daycare. 

20thirteen

I've taken days off and sent DD to daycare, too. No shame.

LongIslandMama1114

I left work 3 hours early today because I had "so much" to do. I stopped at Wendy's ate too much, and took a two hour nap.

MinnesotaMomma91

AmandaRae529 said:

I left work 3 hours early today because I had "so much" to do. I stopped at Wendy's ate too much, and took a two hour nap.

God i miss those days!

LongIslandMama1114

Yeah, everyone tells me to take advantage of the naps now so that's what I'm doing. But I always feel guilty about what could've been done in that time.

freeatlast2014

I put a pic of the kids on fb even though I am court ordered to not do it. I will delete but I'm so jealous of seeing cute happy families and I don't even have a profile picture cause I always look shitty and have black ass bags under my eyes. I want to aw the pic here too but I'm trying not to!!!!

LongIslandMama1114

freeatlast2014 said:

I put a pic of the kids on fb even though I am court ordered to not do it. I will delete but I'm so jealous of seeing cute happy families and I don't even have a profile picture cause I always look shitty and have black ass bags under my eyes. I want to aw the pic here too but I'm trying not to!!!!

I had no idea that anyone could even be court ordered not to. I can imagine my BD doing that because he hated when I even put a picture of myself up.

freeatlast2014

@AmandaRae529‌ it all started because i wanted the kids' pictures off of plenty of fish. Then his lawyer said she doesn't want my sister posting pictures on facebook. To which i replied that his sister does the same (i didn't have fb at the time). Then his lawyer said no pics at all on social media. I was fine with that cause as i said i never had a fb. But now i do and i want to show off my kids. Not like i'm using them to get a piece of ass. His sister still puts pics on instagram. It's that ridiculous, this whole thing.

LongIslandMama1114

Ugh. I'm sorry for your hassle. Dealing with BD is already a struggle. I know I'm tied to him for life now. And I know it sounds awful and it wouldn't be fair for my son but I really wish BD would just disappear from our lives.

MinnesotaMomma91

freeatlast2014 said:

I put a pic of the kids on fb even though I am court ordered to not do it. I will delete but I'm so jealous of seeing cute happy families and I don't even have a profile picture cause I always look shitty and have black ass bags under my eyes. I want to aw the pic here too but I'm trying not to!!!!

Get a yellow concealer and use it to minimize the blackness, a good foindation will also help. And try cold spoons on the bags to refuce puffyness

MinnesotaMomma91

Also i give up on trying to inforce a bed time. B can crawl in the dark mommas tired doesnt want to listen to him scream and figure hell pass out eventually. Aaaaand he just bit me. Hes going in the pnp