Today was my final check up with our Dr and tomorrow my husband and I will be heading to the hospital for a d&c. This is not how we pictured our first pregnancy.. I will give you a little background. My husband and I have been trying for a family for several months and finally after a trial with opk's we were ecstatic to find out we were pregnant! We went in for our 8 week ultrasound only to find out baby was about 2mm and had no heart beat, devastating news! We went back 10days later for a follow up appt, no changes but I had began to have spotting. Dr wanted to wait the weekend and see me today in case my body would miscarry naturally but no luck with that. I am so ready for all of this to be over and start trying again but all of a sudden it has hit me and I am feeling very emotional. This is the end of my first pregnancy. I know this is very common but I just never envisioned it happening to us, I'm sure no one does.
I just needed to vent a little and put this out there, my family and friends know what we have been going through and have been so supportive but its hard when no one else has gone through this. I have been on a rollercoaster of emotions, I thought I had come to terms with things and was feeling good but with my d&c tomorrow it started to stir up emotions again. Does anyone have any suggestions or tips when it comes to what to expect tomorrow with the d&c and healing? I'm hoping for a smooth transition and easy healing, I'm just looking forward to having this all done. It will be two weeks from when we found out the pregnancy wasn't viable to when I have the d&c and it just seems to have been a lifetime. This guessing game has been horrible, I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Well I guess that's enough rambling, thank you for anyone who bothered to read