So I remember back when we were in 3T or the IF boards we always said we'd never complain about our children, how we'd love sleepless nights cuz we'd have kids etc etc.
I just need to vent a little, I'm feeling very overwhelmed. Hannah is having another sleep regression, awesome... BUT to make it all the more worse. I think it's b/c of a growth spurt, I say that b/c all she wants to do is NURSE. Holy smokes, I haven't nursed her this much in a long time. And she only wants me, my hubby tries to snuggle with her in the evening and not happening. She only wants to either cruise around, which doesn't help her go to bed on time. Or she wants me to hold. her. Normally I wouldn't mind, but I've got so much going on/to do before Christmas. I used to love that Hannah wanted to see daddy when he got home, now it's like "nope, mommy only". It's very exhausting being the only one who can do something with the baby. I look forward to hubby being home so I can have a little break and have adult time. And since she's not sleeping, she's up later cuz she won't go to sleep, she just stands in her crib crying and won't lie down. So we try to put her down asleep, and she frequently wakes up as soon as we put her in the crib. And if she does fall asleep in the crib it only lasts a few hours. So at 1:00am when she's standing up and screaming, I pick her up bring to her to my bed, nurse her, try to put her back in her crib, not happening. I end up kicking DH out of bed so that at least we all can sleep. It's so not ideal. Please tell me it gets better. That she will eventually want to go to my hubby again.
Diagonsed PCOS TTC since May 2009
First M/C December 2010 Second M/C August 2011
Oct 2011~Second round clomid 50 mg; BFN
Nov 2011~Third round clomid 50 mg: BFP
Dec 11- Beta #1 91;Dec 13- Beta #2 186.2
Dec 27- third miscarriage
May 25th- Beta #1 369;May 27th- Beta #2 798
Baby girl born Jan 23, 9lbs 3oz, 21 1/2" long
May 27th-Beta #1 80; May 29th- Beta #2 304; May 31st- Beta #3 860