...but I'm out. My symptoms all but disappeared last week and last night I had a tinge of blood and a tiny clot. U/S today showed sac measuring 5wk 6, no heartbeat, no baby visible. I should be 7w1d. More blood and spotting after that exam.
I feel ok. I kept thinking "how am I going to handle another baby," and now I don't have to, so there is a bit of guilty feeling I'm struggling with. I don't think I will be trying again as this was a huge suprise pregnancy and I'm 42. But I kinda wish I could forget these last 3 weeks and the emotional rollercoaster of it all....
Good luck everyone! Hope for a happy and healthy 9 months for you all.
Sorry to hear Eveinshock - thinking of you during this time. Sending you all the virtual stranger love. Take it easy and give yourself all the grace during this time ❤️
@Eveinshock I'm so sorry you're here too:( Like you we already have 2 (a 7 year old and 18 month old) and I'll be 42 in a couple of months. I think we're probably throwing in the towel after this too. Sending you so much love ❤
@Eveinshock Don't beat yourself up with guilt. I think everyone has that "omg how am I going to do this" thought, even if they don't have any kids yet. Just because you worried a little didn't mean you wanted it any less. I hope you can give yourself time to grieve. There are so many emotions that come along with this type of thing. Best wishes to you
Re: (TW) Good Luck everyone...
I am so sorry to hear this. Definitely give yourself time to heal and grieve.