(TW) Good Luck everyone...

Eveinshock

...but I'm out.  My symptoms all but disappeared last week and last night I had a tinge of blood and a tiny clot.  U/S today showed sac measuring 5wk 6, no heartbeat, no baby visible.  I should be 7w1d. More blood and spotting after that exam. 

I feel ok. I kept thinking "how am I going to handle another baby," and now I don't have to, so there is a bit of guilty feeling I'm struggling with. I don't think I will be trying again as this was a huge suprise pregnancy and I'm 42.  But I kinda wish I could forget these last 3 weeks and the emotional rollercoaster of it all.... 

Good luck everyone! Hope for a happy and healthy 9 months for you all. 

bmo88

@Eveinshock

I am so sorry to hear this. Definitely give yourself time to heal and grieve.

pickle-chips

I am so sorry for your loss, @Eveinshock. Please be gentle with yourself as you heal and process your feelings. My heart goes out to you.

claireloSC

@Eveinshock I'm so sorry. Good luck to your family. Wishing you well and that you heal well.

grogu

@Eveinshock I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself 💓💕

emmylou78

I’m so sorry. 

the_most_happy

I’m so sorry, be kind to yourself and take care.

doodlemom131

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you and your family can continue to find happiness.

cyanope

I am so sorry for you loss. Be kind to yourself as you navigate all of those emotions. 

jaxalia

Sorry to hear Eveinshock - thinking of you during this time. Sending you all the virtual stranger love. Take it easy and give yourself all the grace during this time ❤️

emily1052

@Eveinshock I’m so sorry.  Give yourself some grace.  Sending you lots of healing thoughts.  

gingermama29

@Eveinshock so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself

Panaceia

@Eveinshock I'm so sorry you're here too:( Like you we already have 2 (a 7 year old and 18 month old) and I'll be 42 in a couple of months. I think we're probably throwing in the towel after this too. Sending you so much love ❤

surrenderdorothy

I’m so sorry to read this. Thinking of you tonight. 😔

Kenneylynn3

I'm so sorry.

ladyk127

@Eveinshock Don't beat yourself up with guilt.  I think everyone has that "omg how am I going to do this" thought, even if they don't have any kids yet.  Just because you worried a little didn't mean you wanted it any less.  I hope you can give yourself time to grieve.  There are so many emotions that come along with this type of thing.  Best wishes to you

coastalmomma3

I'm sorry to hear that. You're entitled to all the complicated feelings. Take care.