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Re: June TWW

  • manillabarmanillabar member
    Anyone else here? 
    I’m estimating O to be around last Monday based on OPKs and CM. So I’m trying to calm the crazy and wait for the weekend to test. My H is crazier than I am and wants me to start earlier, like Wednesday lol 
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    Ok I go here now about 3 DPO.  

    @manillabar hold out as long as you can.  
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  • manillabarmanillabar member
    @Mack2342 I definitely will. I think at this point I’m kind of frightened of/worried about either outcome, so I am realizing part of me appreciates the ignorance for now. 
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • manillabarmanillabar member
    Well, cd 1 for me. Good luck!
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    Sorry @manillabar
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  • tyrion_tyrion_ member
    Sorry about CD 1, @manillabar. 
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    I think I'm 2dpo but I'm not quite sure. I wasn't consistent with using opks and I never had my normal ewcm, but I had high temps yesterday and today. My guess is the surgery last week followed by a few pain meds might have messed with the cm? Who knows, if I did o, we had terrible (read: no) timing lol. I guess we'll see what tomorrow's temps bring.
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    Got my dotted ch this morning, had no timing this cycle so just waiting for af. 
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  • 40momma40momma member
    @splashmountain sometimes my mind plays tricks on me when I know I don't have a chance in hell to get pg and yet I keep waiting, thinking maybe I'm like the Virgin Mary or something. 

    @Mack2342 how are you holding up? 


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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    @40momma lol at your Virgin Mary comment.  I’m hanging in there.  I pretty much have givin up.  I’m good with it now.  I’m very focused on me and losing weight and getting back to my old self both physically and emotionally.   Not to say I won’t have a bad day or two when we aren’t KU and no longer trying.  I feel like my body is so wacky now that there is just no way this is happening and I’m now starting to really worry that if it does happen the chance of there being something wrong is so much increased now than when I started this process 3 1/2 years ago.  How are you doing? 
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    @40momma lol love your virgin mary comment! Yeah, I'm sure this tww will still mess with my head

    @Mack2342 sending lots of hugs your way. I'm glad that focusing on yourself is helping. 
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  • manillabarmanillabar member
    @40momma I have definitely had some of those “virgin Mary” delusions in past TWWs. The things TTC does to your brain, lol

    @Mack2342 I’m glad you’re finding meaning in focusing on yourself. And your recent healthy check in post has me seriously considering rejoining WW!
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    I go here now. Pretty sure I ovulated yesterday, although it always takes a couple days for my temps to rise. 
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  • 40momma40momma member
    @Mack2342 I'm happy to hear you are finding a bit of peace with this journey coming to an end. It's been a long road for us. Right now we are NTNP but also trying to avoid the FW. I've decided I'm going to reach out to a counselor for some help. I know that I will need all the support I can get if we decide to stop TTC and also if instead we decide to give it another shot and I get KU. Either way, I'll be an emotional wreck. I hate the ticking time bomb of our age and the whole issues that could accompany it. 

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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    @40momma I think that’s a great idea.  I’ve been thinking about that myself lately.  I just want to find the right fit with counselor.  I agree about the age thing it sucks! 
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  • tyrion_tyrion_ member
    I’m in my TWW now and I’m forcing myself to go to bootcamp. I’m all in my head with anxiety that I’m going to mess myself up, cause my egg not to implant, or cause another loss. 

    I KNOW THIS IS NOT A THING. But my irrational brain doesn’t care about facts. 

    I’m 3 DPO, we had decent timing. Just waiting now until 10 DPO or AF. 
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    @tyrion_ the tww does crazy things to our heads lol. Have fun at boot camp 😊
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  • char245char245 member
    @tyrion_ I feel the exact same way! But at this point I’ve been trying so long and avoided certain things at certain times of the month that I’m at the point where I’m just gonna live my life. I keep telling myself people get pregnant all the time doing all sorts of things! Hope you enjoy boot camp! 
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    I’m out AF arrived.   
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  • char245char245 member
    @mack2342 I’m so sorry. Was this your last month trying? You have been so wonderful and helpful to so many of us! 
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    @Mack2342 I'm so sorry. My heart aches for you. I was so excited when you decided to give it one more cycle and had every thing I could possibly cross crossed for you. Thank you for being the big support system that you are to all of us here.
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  • manillabarmanillabar member
    Ugh @Mack2342 I’m so so sorry. I was so hopeful for you! Sending you virtual hugs 
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • 40momma40momma member
    @Mack2342 I'm so sorry. This just breaks my heart but I understand what a long road it's been. Thinking of you
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    Thanks ladies.  I will be taking with my DH when he gets back from his work trip but pretty sure we will stop trying.  I’m going to hang around until we make that decision 
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    @Mack2342 I'm so sorry. Its such a heartbreaking decision to have to make. Please stick around for a long as you want.  <3<3
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  • chichiphinchichiphin member
    @Mack2342 I'm so sorry... I hope you and your husband can come to a mutual decision that you're both happy with. 
    **tw**


    married 11.1.14

    ttc #1 since 5.18

    bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone

    d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks

    bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI 

    little girl A born 3.26.20

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  • emlettuceemlettuce member
    I'm 8ish DPO, CD 24 and feeling super tired, sore boobs, sore back and I know it means absolutely nothing but I'm so tempted to start testing. I usually don't keep tests in the house but the OPKs I got came with a bunch pregnancy tests and the temptation might be too much for me
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  • 40momma40momma member
    @char245 excellent news!!! Fingers crossed for good betas 
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    That’s great @char245!  FX for good numbers
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    Yay @char245 fx for good betas and a super sticky baby!
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    Great news @char245! Everything is crossed for you! <3
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  • manillabarmanillabar member
    Omg @char245 congrats!!!! My fingers are crossed for you!!
    TTC history in spoiler
    Me: 31 Him: 37
    Married: Oct 2015
    Baby G born June 2017
    TTC#2: July 2018
    BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
    BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Baby Tracker


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  • justsuziejustsuzie member
    ***lurking***

    @char245 Congrats! 
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  • tyrion_tyrion_ member
    Congratulations, @char245! Fingers crossed for rising betas! 
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  • chichiphinchichiphin member
    ahhh @char245 fingers crossed for your betas! that rainbow though gives me so much hope for you! 
    **tw**


    married 11.1.14

    ttc #1 since 5.18

    bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone

    d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks

    bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI 

    little girl A born 3.26.20

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  • prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
    **lurking**

    Omg @char245 every.damn.thing.crossed for you.
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  • emlettuceemlettuce member
    It's CD1 for me. The real bummer is that I was really hoping for a leap day baby.

    But much love and congrats to you @char245!
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  • splashmountainsplashmountain member
    Sorry for af @emlettuce
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