Anyone else here? I’m estimating O to be around last Monday based on OPKs and CM. So I’m trying to calm the crazy and wait for the weekend to test. My H is crazier than I am and wants me to start earlier, like Wednesday lol
TTC history in spoiler
Me: 31 Him: 37 Married: Oct 2015 Baby G born June 2017 TTC#2: July 2018 BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19 BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
@Mack2342 I definitely will. I think at this point I’m kind of frightened of/worried about either outcome, so I am realizing part of me appreciates the ignorance for now.
TTC history in spoiler
Me: 31 Him: 37 Married: Oct 2015 Baby G born June 2017 TTC#2: July 2018 BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19 BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
I think I'm 2dpo but I'm not quite sure. I wasn't consistent with using opks and I never had my normal ewcm, but I had high temps yesterday and today. My guess is the surgery last week followed by a few pain meds might have messed with the cm? Who knows, if I did o, we had terrible (read: no) timing lol. I guess we'll see what tomorrow's temps bring.
@splashmountain sometimes my mind plays tricks on me when I know I don't have a chance in hell to get pg and yet I keep waiting, thinking maybe I'm like the Virgin Mary or something.
@40momma lol at your Virgin Mary comment. I’m hanging in there. I pretty much have givin up. I’m good with it now. I’m very focused on me and losing weight and getting back to my old self both physically and emotionally. Not to say I won’t have a bad day or two when we aren’t KU and no longer trying. I feel like my body is so wacky now that there is just no way this is happening and I’m now starting to really worry that if it does happen the chance of there being something wrong is so much increased now than when I started this process 3 1/2 years ago. How are you doing?
@Mack2342 I'm happy to hear you are finding a bit of peace with this journey coming to an end. It's been a long road for us. Right now we are NTNP but also trying to avoid the FW. I've decided I'm going to reach out to a counselor for some help. I know that I will need all the support I can get if we decide to stop TTC and also if instead we decide to give it another shot and I get KU. Either way, I'll be an emotional wreck. I hate the ticking time bomb of our age and the whole issues that could accompany it.
@40momma I think that’s a great idea. I’ve been thinking about that myself lately. I just want to find the right fit with counselor. I agree about the age thing it sucks!
I’m in my TWW now and I’m forcing myself to go to bootcamp. I’m all in my head with anxiety that I’m going to mess myself up, cause my egg not to implant, or cause another loss.
I KNOW THIS IS NOT A THING. But my irrational brain doesn’t care about facts.
I’m 3 DPO, we had decent timing. Just waiting now until 10 DPO or AF.
@tyrion_ I feel the exact same way! But at this point I’ve been trying so long and avoided certain things at certain times of the month that I’m at the point where I’m just gonna live my life. I keep telling myself people get pregnant all the time doing all sorts of things! Hope you enjoy boot camp!
@Mack2342 I'm so sorry. My heart aches for you. I was so excited when you decided to give it one more cycle and had every thing I could possibly cross crossed for you. Thank you for being the big support system that you are to all of us here.
Thanks ladies. I will be taking with my DH when he gets back from his work trip but pretty sure we will stop trying. I’m going to hang around until we make that decision
I'm 8ish DPO, CD 24 and feeling super tired, sore boobs, sore back and I know it means absolutely nothing but I'm so tempted to start testing. I usually don't keep tests in the house but the OPKs I got came with a bunch pregnancy tests and the temptation might be too much for me
Got a BFP while on vacation this week so I scheduled betas for Monday. The tests are getting darker so that’s good but I’m trying not to get too excited. Although I did see the biggest rainbow I’ve ever seen this week! Im taking that as a good sign!
Re: June TWW
I’m estimating O to be around last Monday based on OPKs and CM. So I’m trying to calm the crazy and wait for the weekend to test. My H is crazier than I am and wants me to start earlier, like Wednesday lol
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
@manillabar hold out as long as you can.
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
@Mack2342 how are you holding up?
@Mack2342 sending lots of hugs your way. I'm glad that focusing on yourself is helping.
@Mack2342 I’m glad you’re finding meaning in focusing on yourself. And your recent healthy check in post has me seriously considering rejoining WW!
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
I KNOW THIS IS NOT A THING. But my irrational brain doesn’t care about facts.
I’m 3 DPO, we had decent timing. Just waiting now until 10 DPO or AF.
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
married 11.1.14
ttc #1 since 5.18
bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone
d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks
bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI
little girl A born 3.26.20
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
@char245 Congrats!
married 11.1.14
ttc #1 since 5.18
bfp 12.22.18 letrozole + progesterone
d&e due to trisomy 13/hydrops at 15wks
bfp 7.21.19 letrozole + IUI
little girl A born 3.26.20
Omg @char245 every.damn.thing.crossed for you.
But much love and congrats to you @char245!