@keikilove i am hoping so much everything good for you right now. feelings of impending doom can definitely make you overanalyse every little itch & cramp & all that, and it's so hard to "try not to" overanalyze. do the best you can for you & here's to hoping the next results give you some relief.
@keikilove I am thinking of you and sending you all the positive vibes I can muster. I am so sorry you didn't get great news and I hope things are just starting out slowly. Hugs.
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Me: 32 │ DH: 35 Married 8/16/13 BFP#1 DS 11/13/16 BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18 BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
@keikilove I am sending you and little bean so much love and positivity. I am praying that your numbers start to double- I’ve been in beta hell also so I know how you feel. Sending you all the hugs.
Welcome to all the new members who’ve posted since I’ve been on my break! It’s my first day back to work in 6 weeks after I had spinal fusion surgery. I will post more responses later.
I wanted to update you all that an MFM at work scanned me today (though he admitted he hadn’t done an early US in awhile). HR is perfect at 148 and measuring only 2 days behind, which is tracking with where I’ve been the last two scans. I’m terrified because this is giving me hope and that is very scary.
Even though we are just getting to know each other, I missed this community when I was gone.
Update on me: Betas came back lower, was at 2900 on Friday, yesterday’s came back at 2037. Dr has ordered another round for tomorrow and another ultrasound for next week. I kind of feel like what is the point, I’ve been having significant bleeding since Friday.
I’m supposed to be working, but it’s impossible. Trying to navigate this while still acting like a normal human is not natural
@klhelder so so much love & power to you right now. i hope you can take some time to relax/rest soon, because i can't imagine trying to be a normal human in that moment.
@klhelder I’m so, so sorry. Please take some time off if you can, I really needed it both when I was in limbo and when I went through my losses. Lots of hugs to you.
@klhelder I’m so so sorry you are going through this. Huge hugs. I found some peace in taking time and connecting with other women that went through loss before. I know there’s nothing that we can say to make it better but just know that we are thinking of you.
@eme520 I am so sorry you’re found through this but I hope for the best!
How far along are you? 5 w Current mood? Wish I were sleeping If you haven't already, or want to share again, please share your loss history, if comfortable. July 2014 loss at 6 wJune 2015 First son born Feb 2016 second miscarriageNov 17 Second son born
I have a pattern found on here abs I really hope this baby breaks the mold!
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? 1st apt on Feb 22 or 23
GTKY: Share a fun fact about yoursI am a twin! Sorry this reads like a mess! It is formatted nicely when I edit it and when I press done it goes back to looking like I’m a second grader.
Re: W/o 1/16: PgAL (Pregnant After a Loss) Check-in
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
DS: 18 months
Dx DOR AMH .2
<a href="http://www.thebump.com/?utm_source=ticker&utm_medium=HTML&utm_campaign=tickers" title="Pregnancy"><img
I wanted to update you all that an MFM at work scanned me today (though he admitted he hadn’t done an early US in awhile). HR is perfect at 148 and measuring only 2 days behind, which is tracking with where I’ve been the last two scans. I’m terrified because this is giving me hope and that is very scary.
Even though we are just getting to know each other, I missed this community when I was gone.
@eme520 that is great news!
Update on me: Betas came back lower, was at 2900 on Friday, yesterday’s came back at 2037. Dr has ordered another round for tomorrow and another ultrasound for next week. I kind of feel like what is the point, I’ve been having significant bleeding since Friday.
I’m supposed to be working, but it’s impossible. Trying to navigate this while still acting like a normal human is not natural
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
DS: 18 months
Dx DOR AMH .2
<a href="http://www.thebump.com/?utm_source=ticker&utm_medium=HTML&utm_campaign=tickers" title="Pregnancy"><img
How far along are you? 5 w
Current mood? Wish I were sleeping
If you haven't already, or want to share again, please share your loss history, if comfortable.
July 2014 loss at 6 wJune 2015 First son born Feb 2016 second miscarriageNov 17 Second son born
I have a pattern found on here abs I really hope this baby breaks the mold!
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs?
1st apt on Feb 22 or 23
GTKY: Share a fun fact about yoursI am a twin!
Sorry this reads like a mess! It is formatted nicely when I edit it and when I press done it goes back to looking like I’m a second grader.