I was torn between not wanting to AW, and not wanting to ghost out after being a part of this great board for months now.
We had an appointment today that confirmed the NIPT via ultrasound. We will be scheduled into the hospital next week to officially end the pregnancy. It has been an incredibly difficult three weeks since we got the NIPT results, but we believe that we are making the best decision for our little boy. I am feeling destroyed right now, and don't know that I'll be able to deal with the heartbreak of trying again, but I might be back on the TTCAL board after I've done some healing.
I wish you all the best over the next few months. Thank you for all the support and the messages.
Re: *TW My official goodbye
My heart is shattered reading your words. I am so sorry for you and your family that you have to endure this. Take all the time you need to grieve your son and don’t let anyone make you feel otherwise. You are a wonderful mother. My PM door is always open if you need to vent, cry, or talk about daily life after.
So much love and internet hugs to you today.
DD: Aug '16
10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks.
10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero placenta surgery
11/2/17 Twin A & B born
11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU
Benched 6 months
BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO
BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
William Alexander born 18 September, 2015
Harper Grace born 9 June, 2017
Colton Miles born 9 June, 2017
Bowen James due 19 June, 2019
@bakerstreetboys I’m so incredibly sorry for what you are going through. I also had a previous loss and then had to make the horrible decision to TMFR- my baby girl had Triploidy. I found a lot of comfort on Baby Center boards about triploidy and TMFR and I thought that I would share that as a resource for you since TB does not have any resources or boards on these topics. I hope that knowing that you are not alone and that others have gone through it are going through the same thing could provide even a small bit of comfort at this awful time.
Take care of yourself.
DD: Aug '16
10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks.
10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero placenta surgery
11/2/17 Twin A & B born
11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU
Benched 6 months
BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO
BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
I am so sorry to hear this @bakerstreetboys take care of yourself and give yourself time to heal. I will be thinking of you my fellow canuck.
Friends since 2008
Started dating: July 1st, 2013
Engaged: July 1st, 2014
Married: July 1st, 2016
R born: July 8th, 2017
N born: June 30th, 2019
Baby #3 Due: July 7th, 2022
(maybe I only ovulate in October XD)
@bakerstreetboys I'm absolutely heartbroken for you and I'm so incredibly sorry this happened. So much love to you and YH.
I am so sorry @bakerstreetboys. It's absolutely heartbreaking. You are so strong and I am sending you huge hugs and tons of love.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle