People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.
Re: WTF Wednesday
Then my brother flaked out st the last minute and got mad that we couldn’t do something Thursday night. My husband works this week, Thursday is not a good day. Also the day we originally planned was good for us, so not my problem.
And lastly, my friend was bringing her two daughters and asked—while she was already on her way—if she could bring an extra kid with her. At that point I can’t say no but she knows I’m pregnant and have HG so I’m insanely sick. But suuuuure. Go ahead and bring a strange child to my house on Christmas Day.
I am so ranty and ragey lately.
Me 32 H 33
TTC#1 January 2016 BFP 5/16/2016 DD Born 1/27/17
TFAS: BFP 11/26/2018 Estimated due date: 8/2/2019
My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
Back on Levothyroxine
FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt,
1st Beta on 7dpt 93
2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI
IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine
IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
@moon1417 I'm so sorry you're not feeling well. Definitely feel you on being ready for second trimester.
@suzycupcake Ouch! I'm not married now, but I remember how tense holidays with the in-laws sometimes were with my ex-husband. It will be okay once you get away from his folks. Hang in there.
Its honestly a control thing. They hate that we don’t go anywhere for the holidays so they just boundary cross and act like complete assholes. Last year H and I both talked to them about not bringing steaks to our house for Christmas but they did it anyway, it caused a huge fight. It was so rude. So this year they didn’t make time to see their grandsons at all. Spent five days in a row at SILs house seeing her daughter but that’s normal. It’s so frustrating.