@highsteaks I won't lie, things are rough. M refuses to be put down, screams when I do. For the last 2 nights, he's screamed and cried all night. Reflux and gas seem to be taking a toll on us all. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss the quiet days of NICU where he slept peacefully. When he does sleep, it's very fitful and he seems like he's in pain. Even when I'm holding him, he's not settled. I'm hanging by a thread. Last night, I got about 2 hours of sleep total.