Thank you all so much. I have felt so much love today, here and from all my providers. You ladies are truly amazing and I'm so glad for the time I've shared here (and on TTGP) with you.
My OB was able to move things along very quickly for me (thanks to me being wise enough to avoid food and drink all morning). I am home from surgery and resting. DH has been wonderful and is currently out getting my RX filled from the amazing ER doc last night. They told me I shouldn't need more then ibuprofen but since the vicodin was available, I'm taking full advantage since I've been sleeping so aweful anyway (plus I know from last time ibuprofen wasnt quite cutting it). I'm not really sure what our next steps are. OB seems like he wants to chalk it up to shitty luck since I do have DS. My mom wonders about my ability to carry girls. I have no idea right now but I will not stand idly by and "wait and see". I plan to push at my follow up if he doesnt seem forthcoming with testing.
To anyone who may (and I sincerely hope it doesnt happen) find themselves here in the future, my inbox is always open to talk. And even for those who may just want to chat, I'll be there. ❤❤❤
I’m glad to hear your doctors have taken good care of you physically. Already missing you here so much. And I will be lurking TTGP hardcore to see what your OB does for follow up. But for now take it easy friend. ❤️
*TW* Spoiler
Me: 33 DH:30 DD: Aug '16 10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks. 10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero surgery 11/2/17 Twin A & B born 11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU Benched 6 months BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
@prpl11butterfly I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad your doctors have taken care of you so well. I hope you can take care of yourself and am sending love your way.
*lurking* @prpl11butterfly I am so terribly sorry to hear this. My heart aches for you and for how unfair it all is. Please reach out if you need anything. And even though it's so hard, please take care of yourself as best you can during this horrible time. Lots of love being sent your way.
@prpl11butterfly I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you and your family right now reading this. Thank you for being such an strong source of support in this community. I’ll be thinking about you and sending strength.
@prpl11butterfly, so sorry for your loss. It's great that you were so well taken care of by your doctors during such a tough time. Good luck with the next steps and definitely advocate for yourself. Best wishes.
I know I haven’t been as active lately but I wanted to pop in and say that I’m so so sorry that this happened to you! I’m glad you had a great medical team and support of your family. Lots of love and light to you and your family and I pray you get your rainbow baby as soon as you’re ready to start trying again ❤️
People think we become mothers when we give birth but the truth is we become mothers the moment we start calling our babies to us in our thoughts, dreams and prayers. Some paths are short and some are so long that you can easily forget where you were headed.
How I feel all of the time. My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI Back on Levothyroxine FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt, 1st Beta on 7dpt 93 2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule. Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017 New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
Ugh worst news to come back to. I'm so so sorry, friend. My heart is hurting so much for you and I wish I could give you a huge hug. Please be gentle with yourself while you are healing and know that this BMB will not be the same without you here
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Me: 33 DH: 32 DS: March 2014 DD: May 2015 BFP: 12/24/17 CP: 1/2/18 @ 4w 3d BFP: 1/26/18 CP: 2/2/18 @ 4w 4d BFP: 5/16/18 MMC: 6/15/18 @ 7w 5d BFP: 9/25/18! EDD: 6/9/19 TEAM GREEN
Re: Tw, my tearful goodbye
Oh no, no, no. I am so sorry for you. You've been through so much and I can't believe that you have to go through it again. Hugs!
My OB was able to move things along very quickly for me (thanks to me being wise enough to avoid food and drink all morning). I am home from surgery and resting. DH has been wonderful and is currently out getting my RX filled from the amazing ER doc last night. They told me I shouldn't need more then ibuprofen but since the vicodin was available, I'm taking full advantage since I've been sleeping so aweful anyway (plus I know from last time ibuprofen wasnt quite cutting it). I'm not really sure what our next steps are. OB seems like he wants to chalk it up to shitty luck since I do have DS. My mom wonders about my ability to carry girls. I have no idea right now but I will not stand idly by and "wait and see". I plan to push at my follow up if he doesnt seem forthcoming with testing.
To anyone who may (and I sincerely hope it doesnt happen) find themselves here in the future, my inbox is always open to talk. And even for those who may just want to chat, I'll be there. ❤❤❤
DD: Aug '16
10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks.
10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero surgery
11/2/17 Twin A & B born
11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU
Benched 6 months
BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO
BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
@prpl11butterfly I just audibly gasped, I am so so sorry for your loss
@prpl11butterfly I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad your doctors have taken care of you so well. I hope you can take care of yourself and am sending love your way.
@prpl11butterfly I am so terribly sorry to hear this. My heart aches for you and for how unfair it all is. Please reach out if you need anything. And even though it's so hard, please take care of yourself as best you can during this horrible time. Lots of love being sent your way.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@prpl11butterfly my heart breaks for you my dear friend. As I'm sure you know, I'm a message away. I'm thinking of you. ❤
My 7 Year Journey ***Tw in spoiler***
IVF #1 - September 2018; Follistim, Menopur, Cetrotide & Lupron/HCG combo trigger; PGS; ICSI
Back on Levothyroxine
FET #1 - October 2018; cancelled, all PGS aneuploid
FET #1 - November 30th, transferred anyway
Wondfo BFP 5dp5dt, CB Digi 6dpt,
1st Beta on 7dpt 93
2nd Beta on 10dpt 510!
TTC #1 since 2011. Tried for 5 years before we knew there was a one year rule.
Diag w/MS 2016; w/PCOS & IF 2017
New RE 2018; PCOS diagnosis taken away, IF due to ovary adhesions, but prev. RE insists PCOS IF
IUI
IUI #1 July 2017 w/100mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #2 October 2017 w/50mg Clo+trigger; BFN; benched w/big cysts
IUI #3 February 2018 w/5mg Femara+trigger; low P
BFP February; mc March; Subclinical hypothyroid started Levothyroxine
IUI #4 March 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Medicated cycle & TI April 2018 w/7.5mg Femara+trigger; BFN
Tried several cycles on our own; all BFN
DS: March 2014
DD: May 2015
BFP: 12/24/17 CP: 1/2/18 @ 4w 3d
BFP: 1/26/18 CP: 2/2/18 @ 4w 4d
BFP: 5/16/18 MMC: 6/15/18 @ 7w 5d
BFP: 9/25/18! EDD: 6/9/19 TEAM GREEN
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
BFP 11/30/2017 | MMC 12/31/2017
BFP 6/22/2018 | CP 6/27/2018
BFP 10/5/2018 | EDD 6/14/2019
Baby girl born 6/19/19
TTC #2 May 2020-November 2021
BFP 7/18/2020 | MonoDi Twins | MMC 9/10/2020
BFP 11/7/2020 | CP 11/9/2020
RE Consult January 2021 | Dx "borderline DOR"/RPL
IVF with PGT:
Standard Antagonist:
ER #1 3/27/2021 7R | 5M | 3F | 2B | 1 PGT-A Normal, 1 low-level mosaic
ER #2 4/22/2021 10R | 7M | 3F | 2B | 0 normal, 2 aneuploid
ER #3 5/19/2021 2R | 1M | 0F
Estrogen Priming Antagonist:
ER #4 7/10/2021 5R | 4M | 3F | 1B | 1 PGT-A Normal
Duostim (Standard Antagonist):
ER #5 9/22/2021 13R | 11M | 8F | 5B | 2 PGT-A Normal, 1 low-level mosaic, 2 aneuploid
ER #6 10/9/2021 9R | 6M | 4 F | 1B | 1 aneuploid
FET #1 11/5/2021 | EDD 7/24/2022
Baby boy born 7/19/22
TTC #3 since May 2023 (ntnp)
IVF Started Fall 2023 (Standard Antagonist)
ER #7 10/6/2023 | 9R | 6M | 5F | 3B | 2 aneuploid, 1 high-level mosaic
ER #8 10/31/2023 | 5R | 4M | 3F | 1B | 1 PGT-A Normal
FET #2 11/27/23 | CP (bHCG = 8)
FET #3 planned Jan 2024