I made it! Due date!!! yay. I also took 2 benadryl last night so I got a good 5.5 hour stretch before I starting having to wake up to pee every 30 min to an hour so I feel soooo much better than I have for the past several days. Alright Little One, you can come out now.
Our agenda for this weekend is: make it to target at some point, take our older son for a badly needed haircut, and take him for new shoes because he had a growth spurt and poor kid isn’t fitting into his shoes anymore. Other than that, I hope there’s a nap or two.
@nimmle that’s great!! Enjoy that uninterrupted sleep!
@zande2016 I have been meaning to go to target for weeks, I had to return some maternity dresses I never got to wear since I had LO early. I finally went last night- on my way to a wake. Because that’s life now for me. If I don’t get as much in at a time I will never do a thing!
Im planning to do nothing today except cuddle and spend time with my DS. His day and nights are still a little confused. He wakes up for the day around 12pm. I’m currently watching old episodes of Dr. Pimple popper cuz I’m a psycho- I cannot stop watching....
@catftm2018 lol my DH and I also watched it! It's addictive! Happy due date @nimmle! Afm I definitely need a nap today and then tonight I'm hoping to go down to the beach front for a walk and then eat out. LO may have other plans...a girl can dream!
Baby is now officially past due! With no signs of progressing. Let’s get this show on the road already!
@nimmle 5.5 hours sounds amazing! Congrats on making it to due date!
@zande2016 also planning on target as well as Costco today, but more for the purposes of walking up and down every aisle since it’s raining again and I need a way to get this LO moving!
@catftm2018 so sorry to hear about the wake. Hope you enjoy all the snuggles!
@kissableviv good luck with nap time and what sounds like a lovely evening in the beach front!
We managed to fold 3 loads of laundry this morning, just one more to go and we'll actually be caught up. Currently out to breakfast. Later we're making a costco run today and then to Target for more diapers because we live with the poop king. Later DH set up my hammock and said he'd hang inside with DS while I lounge, listen to baseball and get some sun before it gets too hot. I'm usually pale, but I'm currently the next level pasty and need some vitamin d!
@zande2016 we are actually on our way to Target right now. Off to get last minute supplies for the house and hospital. Really want to grab a pair of comfy slippers since the only thing I have that fits my feet right now are flip flops and they are not very comfy.
@nimmle I grabbed a really soft comfy robe for the hospital at target prebaby. Bonus my target has a Starbucks and I’m craving some sort of strong cold/frozen espresso concoction. What yumminess is everyone drinking at Starbucks these days?
@zande2016 their white chocolate mocha is my fav. The hot espresso drink, cold espresso, or frappucino. All so good! ETA: and I get an extra shot of espresso in mine.
@kissableviv the evening at the beach sounds amazing! I would love to live somewhere coastal and be able to go to the beach anytime. I’m in Ohio so no such luck! I hope LO cooperates for you!
I’m terrible at keeping up these couple of weeks! We’ve been so busy and my toddler is an even bigger handful than usual. I’m sure that baby is messing with his routine and I think the terrible twos have hit us hard. “No” is his favorite word now and he just scream/whines the word no on repeat and makes me want to pull my hair out. At least the baby has been fairly easy so far. She sleeps and eats pretty well so I can’t complain there. I just need my toddler to nap (they are few and far between lately) and stop being such a grump.
Married 9/19/09 Me (32) Dx PCOS, DH (32) SA = Normal/mild morph issues TTC#5 July 2017 - 3rd cycle TTC = BFP on 11/12/17 at 9dpo Beta #1 = 96 at 13dpo - Beta #2 = 207 at 15dpo
TTC#1 starting Nov. 2009 3 rounds of Clomid + TI and 3 rounds of 7.5 mg Femara + IUI before our BFP on 11/8/10 at 12dpiui TTC #2 3rd cycle of Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 4 follies = BFP on 10/12/12 TTC#3 July 2014 - Metformin +TI = BFP at 9dpo - Twins, one baby lost at 5.5 weeks Macy Annabelle born at 37w4d on 4/29/15. Diagnosed with Cri du Chat and passed away on 6/6/15. Forever in our hearts. TTC#4 3rd cycle of Metformin + Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 3 follies = BFP on 12/24/16
@zande2016 We just got back and I am obsessed with my new slippers. They have memory foam on the bottom and I'm in heaven. I already had a robe so now my leisure look is complete.
Apparently we are going to our friends wedding tonight. We had already RSVP'd no because it's the same day as our due date, but we saw them a couple days ago and they said we should at least come for the ceremony and cocktail hour if we feel up to it. Luckily, the venue is only about 20-25 minutes from the hospital so we'll go for that part and then peace out. I honestly couldn't handle more than that anyway. I feel like I'm setting myself up for a dramatic going into labor at a wedding scenario, but then it won't happen because we will have our bags in the car lol.
@zande2016 I usually only get iced coffee at starbucks and recently had an iced coffee with the sweet cream...i don't like the nitro, which is what they usually do the sweet cream with, I just get regular iced coffee. Also I go old school and do the skinny vanilla iced latte. They haven't had any new fancy drinks lately that float my boat (although we only JUST got one in my area and its in NH lol).
ETA: I got home from the library to find out that DH took DS to his grandma's early and they cleaned the playroom! Holy surprise! So I have about an hour of hardcore nesting to jump into before we head out for date night. For some reason, it seems like everything should be more done now that I am overdue...
@zande2016 it’s not espresso but I’ve recently discovered the matcha green tea frappuchino and it’s my new favorite indulgence!
@nimmle Target is my next spot, I might need to check out their slipper selection. I packed grippy socks as I was recommended to bring some to the hospital, but I think I like the idea of slippers better so I don’t bring dirt into my bed, and mine don’t really fit well these days.
Thanks for all the recs, turns out I was starving so I ended up betting a frapp...got the caramel with an extra shot, yum! Lets hope baby tolerates all that caffeine. I always had to avoid the sugary drinks due to GD so it felt good to just get whatever I felt like haha. And then when we got home I was busy with the baby and my husband was on the phone and next thing we know, our toddler is about to take a sip of H’s iced coffee. He had the straw in his mouth and it was like slow motion watching him take a sip as my H bolted across the room to stop him. We aren’t entirely sure if he had any or not, it could be another long night...
@zande2016 I typically get a venti double shot over ice, breve (half and half) with 4 pumps vanilla. Sounds like a lot however it hits the spot on those much needed caffeine days. Otherwise I get An iced caramel macchiato, upside down. Non caffeinated, I go with a passion tea lemonade with raspberry syrup instead of the original syrup. I've been ordering items through the Target app and having dh pick them up at customer service because I'm still not fully ready to take lo out in public yet.
@zombiehoohaa that’s genius! I may have to take advantage of the app ordering idea. Still really bummed the town zoning board put the ax on the Starbucks drivethru that was going to open up by me.
I’m getting the hang of this keeping two kids alive thing, sort of. Minus LO’s witching hour RIGHT when I have to cook dinner for DS, and DS’s terrible behavior lately. I think DH going back to work is hitting him hard, so I’ve been trying to spend extra time with him and hoping this will pass. Somehow I’m even halfway through deep cleaning(ish) my house... I guess its more like catching up on housework, but standards are low these days.
@zande2016 my DS loves trying to steal my coffee. Fx he didn’t get any- or fx he crashes at bed time!
@Sarafuss +1 for toddler troubles. Threenager hit in my house, plus a new baby and DH going back to work made for a whole new level of defiance.
Meeting some friends at Starbucks tonight so they can meet DS because honestly our house is too messed up for visitors. Loving all of these drink ideas.
@catftm2018 I totally get you about the never doing anything if you don't fit it in somewhere. I am so bad about things lately. I Still haven't set up the bassinet someone gave us at my baby shower and he's almost at the weight limit to not be able to use it lol.. Thinking I'll donate it at this point.
@zande2016 A lot of times things are cheaper on the app because of cartwheel. Downside though, not everything is available to order for pick up (i.e. coffee creamer, ice cream, etc.).
I’ve been absent today because my phone was upstairs.. That is my level of laziness lol going up the stairs was too much work so I just went without a phone all day. ANYWAY, we stayed in most of today. For the first day in over 6 weeks it wasn’t 85-90 degrees so I had all the windows open and enjoyed a nice breeze. Tonight we took toddler and baby on a walk to the park which was nice but ended with a grouchy, tired toddler. He’s been skipping naps the last week so by 6-7 pm he is in a mood.
Right now little one is in her cot asleep.. Lets see how long this lasts!
@zande2016 I always get a venti soy latte with two pumps of vanilla syrup. It’s my fave and it isn’t too sweet which I love. So far I’ve had coffee a few times and it doesn’t seem to bother DD so THANK GOODNESS for that. Now I want coffee lol
@zande2016 I love the iced caramel macchiato. It hits the spot in the summertime.
So my husband was off for two weeks and I cried randomly during those two weeks. Not a lot but at random moments. I mostly attributed that to postpartum blues and sadness thinking about him not being with us every day. Then my mom came and stayed with me last week and other than the first morning my husband left I didn’t cry at all. She left this morning and I was a little teary but mostly fine. Then hours later I had my worst crying session yet. It lasted much longer than any of the others and I’m slightly worried. Everything I’ve read says postpartum blues doesn’t go past two weeks so I don’t know if I’m having PPD or I’m just worried about being alone next week. I am a little panicked at the thought of being alone so hopefully that’s it. I’m just not ready to talk to anyone about it so I needed to get it out here to you ladies.
Rant time. I fed this kid for an hour and a half. He was quiet maybe 10 minutes. Screamed for food. Topped him off with an ounce from a bottle. Still rooting like a crazy person. Fed him again. Going on 2 hrs on this couch and seriously want to murder my mom everytime she says " poor baby". I have not showered or had lunch yet, nevermind napping. But DH went back to bed for over an hour this morning.
What happened to "I'm going to give you a break since I'm not at work?". Also between him and my mom sitting and starting at me breastfeeeding I feel like I have an audience. This comes at the right time since my mom moves out on Tuesday and my stepdad arrives Thursday. A lot easier to handle this cluster feeding business by myself.
PS seriously feeling the mom guilt right now because breastfeeding is going really well at the moment but I'm really not doing well with cluster feeding and intense sessions. I think I'm gonna start building my milk supply in the fridge and not just be one or 2 feedings ahead.
@zande2016 the other day we went to this downtown area where there’s a park with rock like benches and my husband chose one that had a deserted old ice coffee, left there by a stranger... DD was running around having fun, next thing we know she has grabbed this ice coffee and taken a huge gulp I was not even bothered by the caffeine consumption because I was so mortified that she put her mouth on a strangers straw! Ugh I think I will be grossed out by that for the rest of my life
@ashbub714 I’m so sorry you’re struggling, it can be so hard but I’m glad you are reaching out about it. With my first I remember feeling so ashamed about how I was feeling that I didnt confide in anyone and faked being happy. I also just missed being with my H just the two of us Is this your first? I hope that once you get through the first day alone you’ll feel better. It might just be the unknown and anticipation that’s causing so much sadness and anxiety.
@kissableviv totally feel you on the bf craziness. Sometimes I worry she’s not getting enough if she needs to eat sooo much?? It’s so frustrating because I too feel like I can’t catch a break. Giving bottles can feel like life savers because it’s faster and she’s content for a while. I’ve talked about my fear of giving bottles but I need a break somehow!
@ashbub714 weepiness is normal, as long as you’re not feeling depressed, I think it sounds like baby blues. I was the same way with # 1 for at least a couple weeks, and then it suddenly just went away one day. I just cried for no reason every single night. But if you’re worried don’t be afraid to reach out.
@kissableviv ugh I feel ya, clusterfeeding here too and between the baby and my toddler I haven’t had more than a few minutes all day without a kid attached to me. I bought pacifiers today and very well may break down and use them tonight. Sounds like it’ll be good for your mom to move out and give you some space.
@ashbub714 hugs. Weepiness is normal, it sounds a lot like I felt with DS. Id randomly cry for no reason for a few weeks but it did pass. Be gentle with yourself, I hope your first few days alone help calm any anxieties you might have. If not don’t be afraid to talk to someone.
@kissableviv I hope LO gives you a break! I remember feeling so frustrated and tied down when DS would clusterfeed. You’d think someone would throw you a sandwich or something!
@catftm2018 and @kissableviv lol I saw ads for that show and though ew who the f watches that.
I am doing pretty well minus a similar breastfeeding struggle to what I experienced with my daughter plus a situation that happened at the end of my hospital stay that really got to me.
I'm soaking in the time with my two girls and enjoying every minute of DH being home with us.
Thank you for the support, ladies! I am in my bedroom now, he fed for a few more minutes, fell asleep, woke up with some spit up and the hiccups because of course he had a huge meal and was having issues burping. I also worried maybe he isn't getting enough but since we saw the LC yesterday and did the weighed feeding I know he is...I just seriously feel like I have no more milk lol. @ashbub714 just read your post. We are here for you! I've had some random crying too, mostly I get frustrated because of how tiring it is to BF and I just want to be alone. Anyways it can be hard to think About being on your own but just take small steps you don't have to do everything on your own. This mommying thing can be very overwhelming so feel free to reach out for help if needed!
@zande2016 I absolutely loved the sunset summer drink from Starbucks it was sweet but so refreshing!I asked a friend to bring me one and she said they were not making it anymore though. Which is weird because my friend who works at Starbucks gave me one just a couple of weeks ago. May have been a limited release?
@ashbub714 like others said, completely normal! I almost started crying at Breakfast today (2.5 weeks pp) just because I was so tired. Definitely share here and evaluate yourself but based on what you posted, I think it's just hormones.
@ashbub714 hang in there, I agree with what everyone else said. Sending a virtual hug your way.
@acunamatada LMAO at the comment for @kissableviv seriously, I’ve had this same thought! Get me a snack, a drink anything. I’ve actually yelled this at people staring at me while BF.
My day of nothing turned into me organizing more baby things, cleaning, and doing laundry. Now I’m exhausted like I ran a marathon. I have my post partum appointment on aug 9, and I’m wondering how I will feel when I can start working out again. After not working out for like 10 months...... slow and steady it will have to be I guess!
@ashbub714 I'm also struggling with hormonal weeping and freaking out about being alone all day with toddler plus baby. With DD it took me till about 3 weeks pp to feel anywhere close to normal. Coming on here and seeing other moms with the same situation helps tremendously, makes me not feel so alone.
Thank y’all for the support. It really helps to hear what I’m going through is normal. This is my first baby and I tend to struggle initially with big life changes so I should have known having a baby would be no different.
@julianne0 I think that’s part of it as well...I keep thinking about our life pre baby and I do miss it some. I can’t say that out loud though bc it sounds so terrible. Obviously I love my baby but I can’t help but mourn the loss of our old life sometimes.
@ashbub714 I just lost it a bit tonight as well. Felt super sad and emotional after a trying night and day with baby. Really started missing our old life and wondering if I was cut out for this whole mom thing. DH noticed me being a little blue and talked things out with me. Hoping as time goes by things will get easier as they all say!
TTC History:
Me: 36 H: 40 Married 2015. Together since 2010. TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017 BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018. TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020 Due date was Nov 2020 DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma. TTC: March 2021 IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022 IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
@ashbub714 I think that’s so totally normal! No shame at all, the way you’re feeling is perfectly reasonable. I felt the exact same way with my first. This time has been like night and day, so far no weepiness at all, and I think it’s because adding a 2nd isn’t a huge life change like having your first is. Give it some time and I promise pretty soon it’ll be your new normal and you won’t be able to imagine life without your LO.
Well, DS slept a whooping 1 hour and 10 minutes. Then again, eating time! I just fed him roughly 20 min per side and DH burped him but then he went crazy again. I attached him for a bit again on both sides and he is crying AGAIN. I'm at a loss as his belly looks sooooooooo full so I'm wondering if he is fussy because of something else but literally nothing else aside the boob will calm him down. At this point we've played this game for 7 hours and I'm exhausted.
@ashbub714 yes that’s exactly it- the guilt with even thinking it. It felt so weird to me because we planned to have her so how could I not be ready for the life change? I think it’s just because you don’t know how it will be until they’re here and having a newborn is so hard. This time around when I found myself getting a little down and/or stressed I would remind myself of how much I love my DD1 and how much fun she is now- compared to the fussy newborn who isn’t sleeping! It just takes time. You and your H will have a newer lifestyle with LO but you both will be able to focus on eachother soon
Target. Weddings. Library. Beach. Oh my! Lots going on this weekend already! So sorry to hear about the hormonal shifts that are starting to take place but also happy to see they are being recognized she talked through, whether to DHs or here.
@kissableviv your day sounds like mine. I’m up to 14 feedings now. Hang in there!
@ashbub714 my baby blues lasted almost 2 months with my first. I was mostly functional, it was just an emotional roller coaster. I was overwhelmed, and I didn’t eat or drink enough. It went away, but if your worried, it wouldn’t hurt to mention it to your dr. @kissableviv I hate cluster feeding with an audience! And my nipples are so raw I’m starting to resent this kid. AFM, dh worked Friday and Saturday and will work Sunday. Even though he was supposed to be off until Monday. I’m trying to be nice about it, but he went from super helpful to asking me for things, like breakfast, so I’m making sure he doesn’t forget I had major surgery 9 days ago.
Anyone else have a furbaby that is having a rough time adapting to a new housemate? One of our dogs is fine, the other is a wreck. He waffles between being afraid of DS and also trying to "correct" the crying. Life with a herding breed isn't easy to begin with, but now we've had to start having him we're a basket muzzle so he can't nip or shut him away in another room entirely and I feel terrible.
In the morning he's better about the baby, even has good body language and wants to sniff and be around, but by the afternoon he's just over it. Exercise helps but we're in a heat wave with temps around 100 which we're not accustomed to here so getting our side isn't really happening this week.
Re: Weekend Randoms 7/28 - 7/29
Our agenda for this weekend is: make it to target at some point, take our older son for a badly needed haircut, and take him for new shoes because he had a growth spurt and poor kid isn’t fitting into his shoes anymore. Other than that, I hope there’s a nap or two.
@zande2016 I have been meaning to go to target for weeks, I had to return some maternity dresses I never got to wear since I had LO early. I finally went last night- on my way to a wake. Because that’s life now for me. If I don’t get as much in at a time I will never do a thing!
Im planning to do nothing today except cuddle and spend time with my DS. His day and nights are still a little confused. He wakes up for the day around 12pm. I’m currently watching old episodes of Dr. Pimple popper cuz I’m a psycho- I cannot stop watching....
Afm I definitely need a nap today and then tonight I'm hoping to go down to the beach front for a walk and then eat out. LO may have other plans...a girl can dream!
@nimmle 5.5 hours sounds amazing! Congrats on making it to due date!
@zande2016 also planning on target as well as Costco today, but more for the purposes of walking up and down every aisle since it’s raining again and I need a way to get this LO moving!
@catftm2018 so sorry to hear about the wake. Hope you enjoy all the snuggles!
@kissableviv good luck with nap time and what sounds like a lovely evening in the beach front!
@kissableviv the evening at the beach sounds amazing! I would love to live somewhere coastal and be able to go to the beach anytime. I’m in Ohio so no such luck! I hope LO cooperates for you!
I’m terrible at keeping up these couple of weeks! We’ve been so busy and my toddler is an even bigger handful than usual. I’m sure that baby is messing with his routine and I think the terrible twos have hit us hard. “No” is his favorite word now and he just scream/whines the word no on repeat and makes me want to pull my hair out. At least the baby has been fairly easy so far. She sleeps and eats pretty well so I can’t complain there. I just need my toddler to nap (they are few and far between lately) and stop being such a grump.
Me (32) Dx PCOS, DH (32) SA = Normal/mild morph issues
TTC#5 July 2017 - 3rd cycle TTC = BFP on 11/12/17 at 9dpo Beta #1 = 96 at 13dpo - Beta #2 = 207 at 15dpo
3 rounds of Clomid + TI and 3 rounds of 7.5 mg Femara + IUI before our BFP on 11/8/10 at 12dpiui
TTC #2 3rd cycle of Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 4 follies = BFP on 10/12/12
TTC#3 July 2014 - Metformin +TI = BFP at 9dpo - Twins, one baby lost at 5.5 weeks
Macy Annabelle born at 37w4d on 4/29/15. Diagnosed with Cri du Chat and passed away on 6/6/15. Forever in our hearts.
TTC#4 3rd cycle of Metformin + Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 3 follies = BFP on 12/24/16
Apparently we are going to our friends wedding tonight. We had already RSVP'd no because it's the same day as our due date, but we saw them a couple days ago and they said we should at least come for the ceremony and cocktail hour if we feel up to it. Luckily, the venue is only about 20-25 minutes from the hospital so we'll go for that part and then peace out. I honestly couldn't handle more than that anyway. I feel like I'm setting myself up for a dramatic going into labor at a wedding scenario, but then it won't happen because we will have our bags in the car lol.
ETA: I got home from the library to find out that DH took DS to his grandma's early and they cleaned the playroom! Holy surprise! So I have about an hour of hardcore nesting to jump into before we head out for date night. For some reason, it seems like everything should be more done now that I am overdue...
@nimmle Target is my next spot, I might need to check out their slipper selection. I packed grippy socks as I was recommended to bring some to the hospital, but I think I like the idea of slippers better so I don’t bring dirt into my bed, and mine don’t really fit well these days.
I've been ordering items through the Target app and having dh pick them up at customer service because I'm still not fully ready to take lo out in public yet.
@zande2016 my DS loves trying to steal my coffee. Fx he didn’t get any- or fx he crashes at bed time!
@Sarafuss +1 for toddler troubles. Threenager hit in my house, plus a new baby and DH going back to work made for a whole new level of defiance.
@catftm2018 I totally get you about the never doing anything if you don't fit it in somewhere. I am so bad about things lately. I Still haven't set up the bassinet someone gave us at my baby shower and he's almost at the weight limit to not be able to use it lol.. Thinking I'll donate it at this point.
Right now little one is in her cot asleep.. Lets see how long this lasts!
@zande2016 I always get a venti soy latte with two pumps of vanilla syrup. It’s my fave and it isn’t too sweet which I love. So far I’ve had coffee a few times and it doesn’t seem to bother DD so THANK GOODNESS for that. Now I want coffee lol
Kylie M.
Baby #1 Born 12.16.2015
Baby #2 Due 7.13.2018
@noideawhatshesdoing ugh I wish I had a hammock! That sounds heavenly!
@zande2016 I love the iced caramel macchiato. It hits the spot in the summertime.
So my husband was off for two weeks and I cried randomly during those two weeks. Not a lot but at random moments. I mostly attributed that to postpartum blues and sadness thinking about him not being with us every day. Then my mom came and stayed with me last week and other than the first morning my husband left I didn’t cry at all. She left this morning and I was a little teary but mostly fine. Then hours later I had my worst crying session yet. It lasted much longer than any of the others and I’m slightly worried. Everything I’ve read says postpartum blues doesn’t go past two weeks so I don’t know if I’m having PPD or I’m just worried about being alone next week. I am a little panicked at the thought of being alone so hopefully that’s it. I’m just not ready to talk to anyone about it so I needed to get it out here to you ladies.
What happened to "I'm going to give you a break since I'm not at work?". Also between him and my mom sitting and starting at me breastfeeeding I feel like I have an audience. This comes at the right time since my mom moves out on Tuesday and my stepdad arrives Thursday. A lot easier to handle this cluster feeding business by myself.
PS seriously feeling the mom guilt right now because breastfeeding is going really well at the moment but I'm really not doing well with cluster feeding and intense sessions. I think I'm gonna start building my milk supply in the fridge and not just be one or 2 feedings ahead.
@ashbub714 I’m so sorry you’re struggling, it can be so hard but I’m glad you are reaching out about it. With my first I remember feeling so ashamed about how I was feeling that I didnt confide in anyone and faked being happy. I also just missed being with my H just the two of us
Is this your first? I hope that once you get through the first day alone you’ll feel better. It might just be the unknown and anticipation that’s causing so much sadness and anxiety.
@kissableviv totally feel you on the bf craziness. Sometimes I worry she’s not getting enough if she needs to eat sooo much?? It’s so frustrating because I too feel like I can’t catch a break. Giving bottles can feel like life savers because it’s faster and she’s content for a while. I’ve talked about my fear of giving bottles but I need a break somehow!
for at least a couple weeks, and then it suddenly just went away one day. I just cried for no reason every single night. But if you’re worried don’t be afraid to reach out.
@kissableviv ugh I feel ya, clusterfeeding here too and between the baby and my toddler I haven’t had more than a few minutes all day without a kid attached to me. I bought pacifiers today and very well may break down and use them tonight. Sounds like it’ll be good for your mom to move out and give you some space.
@julianne0 iiiiiccckkkkk!
@kissableviv I hope LO gives you a break! I remember feeling so frustrated and tied down when DS would clusterfeed. You’d think someone would throw you a sandwich or something!
@ashbub714 just read your post. We are here for you! I've had some random crying too, mostly I get frustrated because of how tiring it is to BF and I just want to be alone.
Anyways it can be hard to think About being on your own but just take small steps you don't have to do everything on your own. This mommying thing can be very overwhelming so feel free to reach out for help if needed!
@zande2016 I absolutely loved the sunset summer drink from Starbucks it was sweet but so refreshing!I asked a friend to bring me one and she said they were not making it anymore though. Which is weird because my friend who works at Starbucks gave me one just a couple of weeks ago. May have been a limited release?
@acunamatada LMAO at the comment for @kissableviv seriously, I’ve had this same thought! Get me a snack, a drink anything. I’ve actually yelled this at people staring at me while BF.
My day of nothing turned into me organizing more baby things, cleaning, and doing laundry. Now I’m exhausted like I ran a marathon. I have my post partum appointment on aug 9, and I’m wondering how I will feel when I can start working out again. After not working out for like 10 months...... slow and steady it will have to be I guess!
@julianne0 I think that’s part of it as well...I keep thinking about our life pre baby and I do miss it some. I can’t say that out loud though bc it sounds so terrible. Obviously I love my baby but I can’t help but mourn the loss of our old life sometimes.
TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017
BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018.
TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020
Due date was Nov 2020
DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma.
TTC: March 2021
IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN
IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022
IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN
IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN
AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
At this point we've played this game for 7 hours and I'm exhausted.
@kissableviv your day sounds like mine. I’m up to 14 feedings now. Hang in there!
@kissableviv I hate cluster feeding with an audience! And my nipples are so raw I’m starting to resent this kid.
AFM, dh worked Friday and Saturday and will work Sunday. Even though he was supposed to be off until Monday. I’m trying to be nice about it, but he went from super helpful to asking me for things, like breakfast, so I’m making sure he doesn’t forget I had major surgery 9 days ago.
In the morning he's better about the baby, even has good body language and wants to sniff and be around, but by the afternoon he's just over it. Exercise helps but we're in a heat wave with temps around 100 which we're not accustomed to here so getting our side isn't really happening this week.