Hi ladies, sorry I’ve been MIA. I’ve been in limbo hell. And still am, really.
*TW*
So I’m trying not to read too much into it, but my RE thinks the ER doc may have misdiagnosed a CP. I went in for some bleeding the day I got my BFP and the ER doc said likely early loss #5. I basically fell into a depression for the past two weeks and have hardly been able to function, but haven’t had any more bleeding. Had an U/S today and didn’t see a HB at 5w6d, so I’m remaining realistic. I just didn’t want to ghost you, and I will still be here lurking and hoping so much for all of our happy endings.
Good grief @cassafrass15 I cant imagine how all over the place you feel. FX that ER doc was dead wrong. I hate how they just breeze through things assumptions instead of diagnosis.
@cassafrass15 I'm so sorry for everything you've been through these last couple of weeks. When is your next ultrasound? Have you had hcg blood draws? Being in limbo is the worst. I hope you know one way or the other soon but I REALLY hope you see that heart beat soon.
@Kath525 Next US is Weds, when I should be 6w4d based on LMP. I’ve had HCG draws and the first 3 results showed appropriate doubling, even tripling, in 48hrs, but there were 9 days in between my last 2 draws and my RE’s lab doesn’t give exact values over 5000 (so my most recent result was simply “< 5000”) so I really have no clue if the levels rose appropriately this last time. Which makes this all the more frustrating. My RE is optimistic, but I just know too much and have been through too much to not question everything.
@cassafrass15, wow how unbelievably frustrating and emotional! Oh I do pray so much that this nightmare will end for you on Wed, seeing a heartbeat. ((Hugs)) my dear.
I’m impatiently back in the TWW! 7 dpo...but I took a booster hcg shot 1 week after my trigger shot so I can’t safely test until June 30th....which seems like forever away! Hoping to see some positives in this thread.
You guys...WE HAVE A HEARTBEAT. For the first time in 5 pregnancies (not even counting an early MC 10 years ago when I wasn’t trying). I can’t velieve it. I’m in shock. I cried happy tears in the ultrasound room for a change. I know a lot can still happen, but I am starting to feel more hopeful. Keep your FX for me, and I will be lurking and hoping and love titting for you ladies so hard! Thank you for your unwavering support and kindness.
Spotting last night and this morning, as well as temp dropping a bit (.2 degrees). Just waiting for AF now. She may not fully rear her ugly head until tomorrow but I'm totally expecting her to show up in the next 24 hours.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I go here now. I think.... Temp spike this morning, so hopefully it will stay up and FF will give me crosshairs in a couple of days. OPK still looked positive this morning, but I'm telling myself that it's just the end of the surge because I'm too tired to care anymore this month.
So, I just had a FET on 6/14. Lost my little girl at 20 weeks 3 months ago. Made the mistake of testing this morning (followed the same logic from my fresh transfer) and got a negative. I know hormones are different with Frozen Egg Transfer, but couldn't wait. Gonna resist the urge to test again and wait for blood test on Tuesday, but it's hard (as everyone here knows). Really hoping this one took!
Finally in TWW. I O'd late in my cycle on CD 19 which was on Tuesday. I think that we had good timing this month with -6, -4, -1, 0, +1. I have not been tempting but have been using OPKs.
Re: June TWW
Ugh to those injections
*TW*
So I’m trying not to read too much into it, but my RE thinks the ER doc may have misdiagnosed a CP. I went in for some bleeding the day I got my BFP and the ER doc said likely early loss #5. I basically fell into a depression for the past two weeks and have hardly been able to function, but haven’t had any more bleeding. Had an U/S today and didn’t see a HB at 5w6d, so I’m remaining realistic. I just didn’t want to ghost you, and I will still be here lurking and hoping so much for all of our happy endings.
@Kath525 Next US is Weds, when I should be 6w4d based on LMP. I’ve had HCG draws and the first 3 results showed appropriate doubling, even tripling, in 48hrs, but there were 9 days in between my last 2 draws and my RE’s lab doesn’t give exact values over 5000 (so my most recent result was simply “< 5000”) so I really have no clue if the levels rose appropriately this last time. Which makes this all the more frustrating. My RE is optimistic, but I just know too much and have been through too much to not question everything.
Married: 2016
BFP #1 4/23/18, blighted ovum 5/29/18
BFP#2 7/14/18, DS 4/5/19
Married: 2016
BFP #1 4/23/18, blighted ovum 5/29/18
BFP#2 7/14/18, DS 4/5/19
@catlady2015 I have an itchy trigger finger when it comes to testing, too. Hang in there!
@bakerstreetboys and @rowedking6: Ladies, thanks for thinking of me. TW in spoiler:
@cassafrass15 I'm elated! Thank goodness ♡♡ how precious for you! I really love this! Thanks for sharing
@cassafrass15 I am so flipping excited for you. Hooray! Fingers crossed so hard that everything goes well from here on out.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@cassafrass15 so amazing!! Congratulations!!! Keeping everything crossed for a good and easy 9 months for you!!! Please keep us updated still!
Married: 2016
BFP #1 4/23/18, blighted ovum 5/29/18
BFP#2 7/14/18, DS 4/5/19
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
I go here now. I think.... Temp spike this morning, so hopefully it will stay up and FF will give me crosshairs in a couple of days. OPK still looked positive this morning, but I'm telling myself that it's just the end of the surge because I'm too tired to care anymore this month.
@catlady2015 Sorry for the temp drop
Married: 2016
BFP #1 4/23/18, blighted ovum 5/29/18
BFP#2 7/14/18, DS 4/5/19
So, I just had a FET on 6/14. Lost my little girl at 20 weeks 3 months ago. Made the mistake of testing this morning (followed the same logic from my fresh transfer) and got a negative. I know hormones are different with Frozen Egg Transfer, but couldn't wait. Gonna resist the urge to test again and wait for blood test on Tuesday, but it's hard (as everyone here knows). Really hoping this one took!
Just needed to vent to release some stress
Married: 8/10/13
BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21
Married: 8/10/13
BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21