December 2018 Moms
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*TW* loss

coco2787coco2787 member
edited June 2018 in December 2018 Moms
I went in for my NT scan yesterday, and the news was not good.  I had thought I had been feeling baby move for the past week or so, but I guess not.  As soon as I saw the ultrasound screen I knew the baby looked way too small for 13.5 weeks.  Sadly, our baby girl had stopped growing about 4 weeks ago.  We had seen the heartbeat at 10 weeks, so things must have ended soon after that appointment.  This is my second missed miscarriage and 4th loss overall.  I never thought I would be in this position again, especially after making it this far.  I'll be getting a D&C next week, and they'll test the tissue.  We did the NIPT and we were low risk, so there's a good chance they won't find a chromosomal issue, but I hope we can get some sort of answer.  I'm sad my journey is ending here, but I wish you all the best with the remainder of your pregnancies.
Me: 35  H: 35
Married: 4/5/13

"You know that place between sleep and awake, 
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.  
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan 

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BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022 
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    morgantumorgantu member
    edited June 2018
    Oh coco, I'm so sorry. Thank you for being part of this board and we will miss you. I know it's easier said than done, but take care of yourself. I will be thinking of you 
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    Oh no, I am heartbroken to hear this. You've been through so much and it's so unfair. I'm sending you lots of love and I'm just incredibly sorry.
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    I'm so sorry, coco. Holding you in my heart today. You and your baby girl will be missed.
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    I’m so, so sorry :(. I’ll be thinking of you- take care of yourself  <3
    Lilypie Maternity tickers
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    Oh no, I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how hard this is for you right now. Take care of yourself 
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    hkomhkom member
    I'm so so sorry coco.  It's not fair.  We will miss you.  Take care of yourself   <3 





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    @coco2787 I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I know there are no words that will bring comfort. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself.
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    I'm so sorry. My heart dropped when I saw who it was. Take care of yourself during this very difficult time. 
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    I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. It’s so unfair. I will be holding you and your family in my heart. 
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    I’m so so sorry. This is so unfair what you’re going through. I hope you are able to get some answers. We will miss you so much and I’ll be thinking of you.  <3<3<3
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    @coco2787 I am so very sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. Hugs.  <3<3<3
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    *lurking from nov '18*
    Oh coco, I am so so so sorry girl :'( *hugs* I wish with all my heart you weren't going through this. Be kind to yourself and know we're all here for you if you need anything. Thinking of you <3

    BFP 3/21/2020!  OMG We're having TWINS! 4/17/2020
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    LO arrived 11/9/2018!  We have a baby!
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    Me: 33 | DH: 41
    Married: March 2016
    TTC #1/IUD out January 2017
    PCOS dx January 2018
    Medicated cycle 2.5mg Letrozole CD3-7 February 2018
    BFP 3/10/2018! 
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    I’m so very sorry coco.  <3
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    Oh no, I am so sorry. I am so crushed to see this, my heart is breaking for you and your family. Please take care of yourself. You will be in my thoughts  <3
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    I am sorry and you will be in my thoughts. I saw your name and instantly started crying for you.  You have gone through so much, this just isn’t fair.  Please take care of yourself.  If you need any support we are still here for you. 
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    Coco, I’m heartbroken to be seeing this update. I’m so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. ❤️❤️❤️
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    I am so deeply sorry for your loss, Coco. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers sweet mama. I have enjoyed your voice this board and will miss you. <3
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    Coco, I'm so heartbroken for you. I saw your name and didn't want to believe it. I'm so so sorry for your loss. I'm going to miss you so so much. Big hugs to you. ❤️
    DS1 born 2/28/16
    DS2 due 12/12/18

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    I'm so sorry for you loss. That's so rough. I hope for and wish you the best. Hugs.


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    @coco2787 I am so sorry this pain and loss has happened to you again. You have been a wonderful presence here & I will miss you. Take care of yourself.
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    So sorry for your loss. Thoughts, prayers & big hugs!
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    This is the worst update I could have imagine when I logged in tonight. I am so sorry for your loss and all that you have been through. I wish I could find the right words. Sending you hugs. 
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    I’m so, so sorry for your losses.  This is so heartbreaking and I have no words.  Take care of yourself.
    About me:
    Married 6/18/16 (Me 42, DH 44), TTC #2
    ***TW***
    Natural BFP 8/10/16 --> mc our NIPT-normal little girl at 11w5d on 10/1/16 :(
    As of 12/2016:  AMH 1.42, FSH 6.1, AFC ~10
    Self-benched Nov-Dec 2016 for
    IVF #1 Jan-Feb 2017 (OCP, testosterone primed antagonist w/HGH - ER 2/2/17 - 12R, 7M ICSI'd, 3F, 0B)
    IVF #2 Mar-Apr 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 4/8/17 - 10R, 8M, 8F, 5B, 1 PGS normal)
    IVF #3 May-Jun 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 6/4/17 - 14R, 5F, 3B, 0 normal)
    **New RE**
    IVF #4 Sept 2017 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 9/28/17 - 33R, 18F, 10B, 4 PGS normals!)
    FET #1 (medicated) of one PGS normal 4AA XX 11/2/17 - Beta #1 11/11/17 (153), Beta #2 11/13/17 (324), mc at 5w1d on 11/19/17 :(
    IVF #5 Dec 2017 - Insemination of 9 frozen eggs from 2012 (8F, 1B, 0 normal)
    Jan 2018 - Natural cycle ERA (normal/receptive) & stimming for
    IVF #6 Jan-Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/3/18 - 17R, 6M, 4F, 0 blasts)
    IVF #7 Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/26/18 - 19R, 9M, 9F, 4B, 2 PGS normals)
    FET #2 Apr 2018 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 4AA- XX 4/5/18 - Beta #1 4/14/18 (67), Beta #2 4/16/18 (231)
    Rainbow baby girl born 12/16/2018 (via c-section, induced at 39 weeks)

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    TFAS!
    FET #3 Dec 2019 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 3BB XY 12/16/19 - Beta #1 12/24/19 (139), Beta #2 12/27/19 (482)

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    I’m so sorry for your loss I can’t even fathom :( hang in there 

    Married: 5/09 ~ TTC Since: 10/10 ~ PCOS ~ Progesterone from 10/10 - 2/11 ~ HSG on 3/18 - Clear ~ Started Metformin 1000mg & Clomid 50mg 2/11 ~ Metformin upped to 1500mg 4/6 ~ 6/7 Now going to SG and put on Clomid, Ovidrel, Gonal F, Prometrium, Estrace ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP!!!!!! March 6th our little man was born. 

    6/17/13 - Ovidrel, Follistim, Prometrium ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP! March 17th our St. Pattys day baby arrived

    10/29/17 - Started process for IVF, got pregnant & miscarried a 2nd time since summer. 2/22 started stims - Menopur, Gonal F, Cetrotide - retrieval 3/6 - , PIO, estrace 3xday - FET 4/18 = Beta 1: 616; Beta 2: 1342 = BFP 

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    My heart is breaking for you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this  :'( 
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    I’m so, so sorry for your loss. You will be very missed around here, but I hope you can find some answers and some peace through the pain <3
    Pass the sheet cake.

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    lilnyclilnyc member
    I’m so sorry for your loss.
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    Oh no!  I am so sorry you have to go through this.  Please take good care.  You will be missed and I know we will be thinking of you.  
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    :bawling: I’m so sorry coco. I hope you do get some answers soon. Happy healing, and know that we will all miss you *creepy internet hugs*
    NTNP since Dec 2012 | TTC since Jan 2016
    Dx: Unspecified IF

    BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks
    BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018 :love:
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    I’m so sorry, coco. My heart goes out to you. ❤️
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    I'm so sorry Coco. You're in my heart I hope you get some answers and that helps you find any sliver of peace possible. Hugs ♥️
    Married: 6/6/14
    DS: 12/20/16
    EDD: 11/29/18
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    I'm so sorry Coco. I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling. Lots of love and hugs sent your way. Xoxo
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    So sorry for your loss. Thoughts prayers and hugs
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    @coco2787 I just logged on and saw your post. I am so sorry to hear about your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. 
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    I'm so very sorry for the loss of your baby girl. My heart aches for you. It's so unfair.
    *Loss 8/2014*
    *Rainbow 8/2015*
    *Expected Rainbows 12/2018*
    *Loss of Twin 5/2018*

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    fernsyfernsy member
    The words seem empty at a time like this but know that I am so so sorry for your loss. Its so damn unfair.  You're in my thoughts. I hope you get some answers.
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    Oh no. I saw who posted this and didn't even want to read it. :'( I am so sorry for your loss. I truly hope you get your take home baby soon, when you and your SO are ready. I will be thinking of you and I will miss you. Please try to take it easy.

    Me: 31

    DH: 29, SA - Great

    Married: June 12,2011

    TTC #1: 1/2014

    Diagnosis: Hypothalamic Amenorrhea

    Treatment: Clomid:  50mg, 100mg, 150mg - not successful and not monitored

                      Menopur 75ml (upped to 112.5ml), Ovidrel, & IUI  IUI #1 8/31/2015

    9/15/2015: BFP HCG - 400, 9/17/2015: HCG - 827, 9/21/2015 - HCG 3,327!
    Heartbeat 10/2/2015: 118bpm
    DS: 5/27/2016

    TTC# 2: 12/2017
    BFP: 4/20/2018
    EDD: 12/29/2018
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    I'm so sorry for your loss Coco :( Please rest and take care of yourself during this time 
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    Oh my, I'm so sorry coco. Your in my prayers, I know this is such a hard blow. 
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    So, so sorry coco. <3

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