December 2018 Moms

Why My Pregnant Self is Crying

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  • I cried when branch started singing true colors to poppy on trolls. 
  • i cried last night because MH farted and it smelled really bad and i told him he didn't understand what how much torture that is for me. i was very serious at the time

  • @ab_canada Now I am crying! That is so sweet!
  • I watched the movie Coco last night. It was so touching  :'(
  • Ktkay83Ktkay83 member
    I was watching a home improvement show in the waiting room of the doctor and the wife had her husbands grandfathers barn wood brought over to make a desk for his 40th birthday.
  • I'm not an emotional person typically, and Friday I was a complete mess. My dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer in February this year and had surgery to remove his prostate in March. It has been a VERY long hard road as I live close to my parents and am trying to be as supportive as possible. In his 6 week follow up, my dad learned his current PSA levels are only at .01 (yay!) BUT he has a high chance (89%) according to the decipher test of getting cancer again. The likelihood of radiation working is only 29% & hormone replacement is only a 10%. After learning this, dad said that he went home and thought to himself that he better plan for maybe not being here for the long run. These words didn't hit me for a week and all of the sudden on Friday I couldn't stop crying at work. 

    Sorry to get so depressing on a Monday morning already - I feel tons better today. I honestly wish I could cry more often. It's so few and far between.
    Married: 6/6/14
    DS: 12/20/16
    EDD: 11/29/18
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  • @temmetime I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. No deep wisdom to share, just wanted to send you a big ole internet hug. 
  • @temmetime I’m really sorry to hear about you dad. That would be really hard. 
  • @temmetime I'm really sorry to hear that about your dad. Internet hug, and I'll keep you in my thoughts. 
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  • @temmetime I’m so sorry about your dad. Many many hugs to you. 
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    I’m in a “90s kid” Facebook group and there was a thread about music videos. We started talking about The Box and I felt like I was going to cry thinking about sitting around watching that Jamiroquai video all day after school.  :D 
  • When Katniss says she see's Rue in the flowers that grow in the meadow by her house.

    And now,  for @temmetime and your father.  I hope his spirits lift and you both can grab onto hope again ♡
  • @gigglemomma True story: I finished the third book while H was asleep next to me one morning and I started sobbing so loudly that he woke up panicking and wondered what was wrong. Gosh, even just thinking of the ending makes me choke up now. 
    Me: 31 | DH: 31
    Together since 2003 | Married 2010
    TTC #1 January 2016
    BFP April 18 2016 | EDD December 29, 2016
    Welcome baby A! January 9, 2017

    TTC#2 March 2018
    BFP March 30, 2018 | EDD December 12, 2018
  • We’ve been watching the “Bobby Kennedy for President” Netflix special, and last night we were on the last episode. (Spoilers, but not really because it’s a documentary of stuff that happened 50 years ago) My SO is a huge RFK fan- he even has a framed campaign poster. I cried because the last episode said that RFK’s wife had a baby the December after RFK died. It made me think of how we are due in December, and that means that when he died (in June) him and his wife knew they had another kid on the way. And that’s so sad to me. 
  • @temmetime I am so sorry about your dad. Sending creepy internet hugs your way!
  • I just got distracted at work and started looking up ideas for how to tell my parents. (They've been on vacation and return next week.) Everything is so sweet that I started tearing up. Then I had to stop looking at it and tell myself not to cry at work. :D
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  • Because my first "baby" turns six today  :'(
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  • I watched Steel Magnolias. Who watches Steel Magnolias while hormonal?! I can't resist Sally Field. She is a goddess. 

  • @deutschmama Oh my gosh I can’t even watch it not hormonal! That scene with Sally Field in the cemetery is killer. Ugly crying every time.
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  • Not today, but the other day I couldn't control the tears during my blood draw at my OB office; ya know the one.... where they draw like 8 vials of blood for all the testing. Yeah. I got stuck 3 times and my veins were being difficult and they could only fill up two of them. We attempted to try at that point in my hand because my arms were not cooperating. And the tears  just came and couldn't be stopped! My nurse was like, okay we're done.... we'll do the rest next time. lol. ugh. I hate needles. :( 
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  • @trucksntutus oh that is so tough. I'm glad the nurse was at least kind about it. I had 12 tubes drawn today and those last few were a big struggle 
  • morgantu said:
    @trucksntutus oh that is so tough. I'm glad the nurse was at least kind about it. I had 12 tubes drawn today and those last few were a big struggle 
    Indeed. I'm thankful they were nice about it. Next time I go in first thing I'm going to let them know that I'm a hard stick and I'll need whoever is best at drawing blood to do my draws. One lady there while I was pregnant w/ DD was like a magician at it, got me on the first stick and I could barely feel it! I didn't see her there last time I went and don't recall her name unfortunately. The two they were able to draw felt like an eternity to actually fill them up as they were using a butterfly needle at that point until my vein was like nope, no more. 
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  • My draw this time around hurt like a mother and left a big ol’ bruise. I’m not one to really fear blood draws, and usually can’t feel anything besides the stick. This one was bad though. 
    Me: 31 | DH: 31
    Together since 2003 | Married 2010
    TTC #1 January 2016
    BFP April 18 2016 | EDD December 29, 2016
    Welcome baby A! January 9, 2017

    TTC#2 March 2018
    BFP March 30, 2018 | EDD December 12, 2018
  • I didn't bruise too bad thankfully. I'm usually able to get thru the draws with no issues aside from my initial anxiety. I don't like needles and the fact she had to keep moving the needles around in my vein to try to get the blood to flow freaked me out and stung like a bitch. I already am not looking forward to doing more blood work next time. Ugh. Whatever, I'll have to just deal because it's for the baby and not about me and got to make sure everything is ok. 
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  • When I heard that they are giving citizenship to that hero from Mali who saved a baby in France.




  • clbnessclbness member
    On Monday, Lifetime was playing all the movies based on true events (JonBenet, Menendez Brothers, the Cleveland abductions, etc) and I got sucked in by them all.  The last one I watched was about Elizabeth Smart...and it was narrated by Elizabeth Smart herself.  **TW ABUSE MENTIONED** How she bravely talked about her abduction, abuse and daily rape, just amazed me.  What really got me though, was after her rescue, she was taken to the doctor to be examined and her mother just cried as Elizabeth removed her clothes.  Just the thought of children losing their innocence (nay, having it STOLEN from them) like that...I couldn't take it.   
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  • I cried today because neither of the creemee (soft serve ice cream) places near me had maple creemees. :'( Still sad.
  • OMG @gordj87 Where the heck are you?? I went to grad school in Montpelier and that’s where I discovered Maple Creemees! Is it a VT thing?
    Me: 31 | DH: 31
    Together since 2003 | Married 2010
    TTC #1 January 2016
    BFP April 18 2016 | EDD December 29, 2016
    Welcome baby A! January 9, 2017

    TTC#2 March 2018
    BFP March 30, 2018 | EDD December 12, 2018
  • @gracie4400 if anyone ever was a fan of Sons of Anarchy…thee is a really good cover of forever young by Audra Mae & The Forest Rangers.. it’s hauntingly beautiful. One of my employees (when she was pregnant with her daughter) sang that version to her daughter every day. That made me cry and still does. 

    On a song related post—there goes my life by Kenny chesney gets me every time because the first verse was my husband right before we found out we were pregnant with our first. He’s in the second verse now but I always get so emotional during that song. Besides that, I know I’m going to be a wreck when the military commercials and other heart string-pulling holiday commercials come out. 

  • @PensiveCrayon - I'm in Vermont! It just happens that none of the places in my town have them. UGH. My husband took me to one more spot tonight that we were certain would have them.  NOPE. I resisted crying in line and begrudgingly ate a chocolate with rainbow sprinkles instead.  I will keep searching. lol
  • binxybabybinxybaby member
    edited July 2018
    Last week, one of my coworkers brought in a bag of Boom Chicka Pop popcorn. The kitchen is connected to the conference room so everyone kept looking up every time I'd head into the kitchen to get another bowl of this delicious snack. I started to cry because I felt judged for my popcorn consumption...even though no one was judging me and I'm pregnant so who cares.
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  • Because I saw a video of a chimp who was really happy to see his previous caregivers. He ran over and hugged them so tight. It was heartwarming.

    Me: 31

    DH: 29, SA - Great

    Married: June 12,2011

    TTC #1: 1/2014

    Diagnosis: Hypothalamic Amenorrhea

    Treatment: Clomid:  50mg, 100mg, 150mg - not successful and not monitored

                      Menopur 75ml (upped to 112.5ml), Ovidrel, & IUI  IUI #1 8/31/2015

    9/15/2015: BFP HCG - 400, 9/17/2015: HCG - 827, 9/21/2015 - HCG 3,327!
    Heartbeat 10/2/2015: 118bpm
    DS: 5/27/2016

    TTC# 2: 12/2017
    BFP: 4/20/2018
    EDD: 12/29/2018
  • @binxybaby I would have taken that as a sign it was time to leave work for the day. lol

    Me: 31

    DH: 29, SA - Great

    Married: June 12,2011

    TTC #1: 1/2014

    Diagnosis: Hypothalamic Amenorrhea

    Treatment: Clomid:  50mg, 100mg, 150mg - not successful and not monitored

                      Menopur 75ml (upped to 112.5ml), Ovidrel, & IUI  IUI #1 8/31/2015

    9/15/2015: BFP HCG - 400, 9/17/2015: HCG - 827, 9/21/2015 - HCG 3,327!
    Heartbeat 10/2/2015: 118bpm
    DS: 5/27/2016

    TTC# 2: 12/2017
    BFP: 4/20/2018
    EDD: 12/29/2018
  • @AdorkablePixie I wish! I did end up killing the beetle though, which was quite satisfying. We've had someone come out and spray our building three times in the last two months, but there's still bugs everywhere, especially beetles.
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  • @binxybaby Yuck! We had cockroaches a couple months ago apparently, at least that's what I was told. I've never seen any and I'm not sure the building has been treated so who knows. I don't set any of my stuff on the floor anymore though!

    Me: 31

    DH: 29, SA - Great

    Married: June 12,2011

    TTC #1: 1/2014

    Diagnosis: Hypothalamic Amenorrhea

    Treatment: Clomid:  50mg, 100mg, 150mg - not successful and not monitored

                      Menopur 75ml (upped to 112.5ml), Ovidrel, & IUI  IUI #1 8/31/2015

    9/15/2015: BFP HCG - 400, 9/17/2015: HCG - 827, 9/21/2015 - HCG 3,327!
    Heartbeat 10/2/2015: 118bpm
    DS: 5/27/2016

    TTC# 2: 12/2017
    BFP: 4/20/2018
    EDD: 12/29/2018
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