Thank you for all the support ladies.. It means so much.. I didn't want to cry too much or anything on the phone with DH because I could tell he was upset& I didn't want him too feel worse then he already does.. He said it was instant and he didn't suffer.. So I'm glad of that.. Just a sad day though...
Today when I was in checkout at the grocery store a random old lady behind me stepped forward and gave me a coupon for $10 off my total. Random acts of kindness get me all the time
Listening to the radio this morning about schools from other states STILL raising money for our schools here who are still rebuilding after Harvey. They said this elementary school in Alabama had raised like $33k for Houston and it made me bawl like a baby. People are good.
I cried because my dog keeps asking to go outside but won’t go potty when we get out there
TTC History:
Me: 36 H: 40 Married 2015. Together since 2010. TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017 BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018. TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020 Due date was Nov 2020 DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma. TTC: March 2021 IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022 IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
I left a biscuit with butter and honey on the table to answer a call during breakfast and when I came back, my cat had taken it. He’s a fucking scavenger and always hungry.
Oh my GOSH @MrsJ1215! I am so sorry about your puppy!!
I listen to the Bobby Bones show most mornings on the way to work and yesterday they were talking about how one of the girls, Amy, and her husband have been trying to have a baby forever. When they couldn’t, they decided to adopt some Haitian orphans they met on a mission trip and fell in love with. It’s been a long, five year process and yesterday they announced they will more than likely be bringing them home Dec 10th or a little after. I was bawling!!
Meagan Married 6.12.10 DS 11.8.12 Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
I’ve been crying lately every time hubby and I talk about our relationship . We’ve been on the rocks but nothing to damning to where we are going to split but it’s like immediate water works the moment he brings anything about us up good or bad! Whyyyy?!!! Haha
@mrsj1215 that's terrible, I'm sorry! As you said it was an accident and I'm sure your DH feels awful about it. Sending hugs!
My reason for crying today is pretty trivial but it was seriously annoying. We got dates mixed up for our couch delivery and it was delivered right as we were going to breakfast. Except our old couches were still in waiting for some Craigslist takers. We spent 2 hours figuring out a service that would haul them only to then rent a u haul and bring them to salvation army ourselves... Thankfully a friend was coming over for lunch and she did the lifting with DH...I felt so overwhelmed in my dusty, cluttered living room! Long day but we made it...
At 1:30 am DS2 just walked in and told me he felt sick. As I’m telling him to go to the bathroom, he starts to throw up all over my floor, on my new quilt, more places on my floor—he’s just standing there throwing up while I’m telling him to go to the bathroom. Of course, DH is at work. So I have to handle all this myself, in the middle of the night, and I have to get up and work at church tomorrow. So, on top of sobbing because I’m cleaning up puke, I’m sobbing because I didn’t handle it well, and then I’m sobbing because my not handling it well is probably not good for the baby either. Mom guilt on top of mom guilt on top of puke.
~~Wife to one amazing man~~ ~~Mama to 3 crazy boys~~ ~~Wrangler of 2 cats~~
Yesterday I cried when my son's teammate, who is new to ice hockey and I just adore him because he works so hard, scored a goal. He's really hustled and he was ROBBED the day before! So, ya.
So far I haven't been crying any more than normal except the day I told DH. I immediately burst into tears while he laughed at me =/ The weirder part has been over the last week or so. I have been laughing really hard at really stupid things and end up in full blown tears. I am cool if this is how I am going to handle all the hormones, DH is getting a kick out of it.
Today I cried because I got sick, like a cold sick, and I REALLY don't want to be sick right now. It's Christmas dammit and it's supposed to be fun. We'll be hosting my inlaws and their family for Christmas dinner, which I'm making Sunday and into Monday. Plus I REALLY wanted to make cookies. I don't even know now. Lame. And now that I've cried I have a headache too. Super lame.
I just got done watching “It’s a Wonderful Life” and I bawled me eyes out for a good ten minutes. The end of that movie always gets me but this year? Holy crap! lol
Meagan Married 6.12.10 DS 11.8.12 Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
@wildtot oh me too!!! that's all over tv this time of year! I can get lost on youtube watching those. I love when they wrap themselves up in presents.
On the news the other day, they showed military people visiting a childrens hospital giving out teddy bears. Omg, but that would likely make me cry without being pregnant.
Before I went to bed tonight, i cried simply bc my dh told me i was hormonal. Lol. I can't argue that.
I am a sad cryer/angry cryer when I'm not growing a person, so I get extra weepy when I am. That said, today I cried because I was bringing home hot chocolate for me and DS1 and it spilled all over the front seat.
~~Wife to one amazing man~~ ~~Mama to 3 crazy boys~~ ~~Wrangler of 2 cats~~
Re: Today I cried because...
BFP 2/2016 M/C 3/2016 @ 5 weeks
Trying for #4 since 11/2015
And yes @AlyLynn07 he does.. He loves animals& I could tell it definetly got to him..
edit- words
TTC: Sept 2016-Oct 2017
BFP Oct 2017. DD born July 2018.
TTC: March 2020. BFP March 2020
Due date was Nov 2020
DS born Sept 2020. DS passed away Nov 2020 due to prematurity and birth trauma.
TTC: March 2021
IUI #1 Nov 2021, BFN
IUI #2 Dec 2021 BFP. MC Jan 2022
IUI #3 Aug 2022 BFN
IUI #4 Sept 2022 BFN
AMH test came back at .081. Was going to move on to IVF with DE, but have decided not to. Will be leaving it up to the universe now.
I listen to the Bobby Bones show most mornings on the way to work and yesterday they were talking about how one of the girls, Amy, and her husband have been trying to have a baby forever. When they couldn’t, they decided to adopt some Haitian orphans they met on a mission trip and fell in love with. It’s been a long, five year process and yesterday they announced they will more than likely be bringing them home Dec 10th or a little after. I was bawling!!
DS 11.8.12
Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
My reason for crying today is pretty trivial but it was seriously annoying. We got dates mixed up for our couch delivery and it was delivered right as we were going to breakfast. Except our old couches were still in waiting for some Craigslist takers. We spent 2 hours figuring out a service that would haul them only to then rent a u haul and bring them to salvation army ourselves... Thankfully a friend was coming over for lunch and she did the lifting with DH...I felt so overwhelmed in my dusty, cluttered living room! Long day but we made it...
Sorry you have had a rough day.. Hopefully tomorrow will be better for you!
~~Wife to one amazing man~~
~~Mama to 3 crazy boys~~
~~Wrangler of 2 cats~~
Married: 6/27/2008
DS: 3/14/2010 Planned, PG first try
M/C 6/2012
DD: 4/22/2013 Planned, UnDx Infertility, PG on our own
BFP: 10/28/2016 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE!
M/C 12/12/2016
BFP: 10/27/2017 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE
EDD: 7/2/2018
DS 11.8.12
Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
On the news the other day, they showed military people visiting a childrens hospital giving out teddy bears. Omg, but that would likely make me cry without being pregnant.
Before I went to bed tonight, i cried simply bc my dh told me i was hormonal. Lol. I can't argue that.
~~Wife to one amazing man~~
~~Mama to 3 crazy boys~~
~~Wrangler of 2 cats~~