salfancy & @hillbillywife Thanks! I got talked to multiple times yesterday and this morning by my manager. He took it to legal and executives. They pretty much said I took it too personally. At the same time, the coworker would be talked to about his attitude and lack of team work. This is who said corworker is. It's typical response. I'm over it at this point. Definitely guarded moving forward.
I cried bc *TW loss mentioned* I got my betas back and they were way low for my gestational age. I'm currently waiting for the second draw numbers and should have them tomorrow. DH is being optimistic, but I haven't had a good feeling about this pregnancy from the beginning since my symptoms are so different from when I was pregnant with DD and think this is the end. *End TW*
Spontaneously crying right now No clue why. I was literally just sitting here and turned to watch a recorded “real housewives” episode and started crying. (And yes, I enjoy trash tv )
Last night I teared up twice in public, DH took me to an event at the local performing arts venue. I had to leave the gift shop because a book title was making me cry (it was about introducing kids to Vivaldi). Then a few minutes later I almost mad-cried at a bartender for not having non-alcoholic options beyond soda (that I don't drink) and water (that I did buy). I nearly exploded because I didn't bring a book to have signed, and DH saved the night by buying me a signed copy on the spot...then waiting in line with me to have it personalized by the author...and holding my spot so I could go pee.
NTNP since Dec 2012 | TTC since Jan 2016 Dx: Unspecified IF BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
None of my pants fit comfortably. Im just so bloated and tight pants just makes me feel even more nauseas. So i planned to go to tanger outlet today to MOTHERHOOD store to buy comfy pregnancy jeans. Was on the phone with my mom (who doesnt know im pregnant yet) and told her about my plans to go to the outlet mall. She said, "Oh I'll join you! I love that place!" I didnt have the heart to make up an excuse for why i needed to go alone. When we got off the phone it was almost instant tears! Like ugly ugly crying! I want comfy pants!!!
A third crying post from me. This time I cried because I really want to tell my friend at work so bad but my husband doesn’t want me to. I honestly think he would be mad if I did. But it’s so hard not to have ANYONE to talk to. I’m really struggling with it.
I’m sorry @KFrob hang in there, try and be optimistic. We’re here for you if you need a place to vent while you wait on your numbers. I’ve got my fingers crossed for you.
Today I cried because we are doing Thanksgiving for the first time at our house and having my family over. I got my recipes from my MIL because she is a great cook and my mom doesn't cook much at all. Well my mom just asked me if I was making cornbread tonight for the stuffing but my recipe doesn't call for that. We are in TX but my MIL is from Iowa so her recipes aren't typically southern, I have never made it before and didn't realize there was a difference. Now my mom says "bummer, I've never had yankee dressing before". :::eye roll::: I was stressed already about getting everything ready in time and now I'm stressed that no one will like the food.
Today I cried because we are doing Thanksgiving for the first time at our house and having my family over. I got my recipes from my MIL because she is a great cook and my mom doesn't cook much at all. Well my mom just asked me if I was making cornbread tonight for the stuffing but my recipe doesn't call for that. We are in TX but my MIL is from Iowa so her recipes aren't typically southern, I have never made it before and didn't realize there was a difference. Now my mom says "bummer, I've never had yankee dressing before". :::eye roll::: I was stressed already about getting everything ready in time and now I'm stressed that no one will like the food.
Is it Friday yet?
Oh jeeze. Well, first, as a native “yankee” ha, she’ll love the “dressing”. Haha. Also, if she’s not making it I don’t see how she can complain! My mom is the same way and would say something just like that, to which I would reply, you’re more than welcome to help me!!! Good luck!!
@paytonpedro thank you!! Normally i would brush it off but any little thing is starting the water works this week. I love the stuffing my MIL makes so i know it’ll be good. We are spilling the beans tomorrow too so i doubt the stuffing will be on her radar after that.
@kg_tx that would stress me out too! Like it's not enough to host Thanksgiving without people putting in specific requests on how you make things. I don't think you can go wrong with any kind of stuffing.. and your baby news will definitely be the highlight of the dinner!
I happy cried today because of a good audit at work. It’s my first one since I got transferred and while I’m confident in my abilities, I also worry about everything that could go wrong. Also, facebook keeps recommending these beautiful birth story videos and I just can’t control myself. That and animals. Gets me every time.
@lavillard the struggle is real! I’m already super busty and spilling out of my normal 38G. I’m not even going to try to do any bra shopping yet. I’ll be damned if I drop +$50 just to outgrow them. *cue angry tears*
Because my dog won’t stop barking. In his defense he’s still a pup and we just moved to a neighborhood with a lot of things to bark at. Also cried because he was sleeping on my legs n i felt like i couldn’t move. So dumb he’s only 9 lbs. lord help me lol
I cried tonight because I really wanted a hot fudge sundae from McDonald's but didn't want to leave our house to get one. (My husband bought me one on his way home-- which made me cry harder because I was so happy to have it.)
Today I cried talking about Ellen Degeneres and what an awesome humanitarian she is. One minute my sister and I were telling her husband about all the nice stuff Ellen does for people on her show, the next I was bawling....
Meagan Married 6.12.10 DS 11.8.12 Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
I’ve also cried several times because “ i am afraid something will happen to my mommom before i hit 12 weeks and can tell her about the baby” this is both rational and irrational. She’s 85 so yea anything can happen but also with no immediate health treats right now. I’m so close to her i wish i could spill the beans but she is a self proclaimed “teller teller “ (someone who can’t keep a secret) and the whole fam would know in minutes. My sister had a miscarriage so I’m also terrified of sharing news to soon.
I visited my grandparents yesterday with DS and DH. They still live at home but my grandmother has Alzheimer's that's really been progressing the past few years.
She told me that when she calls us on the phone she takes notes and has everyone's phone numbers written down and basically has a call log and calendar, so she'll remember our name and some details when we call.
She's putting so much effort into trying to keep a relationship with us all even though her memory is failing, it made me feel really guilty for not visiting them as much as I wish I could. It breaks my heart. Cried like a baby on the way home and DH was like "what, I thought she looked good today?"
@acunamatada my grandma is suffering from Alzheimer’s as well. It’s so sad to see her like this. She still remembers the immediate family but doesn’t know that I’m married or that I have a son. It’s such a devastating disease
@stlmegs@smm1118 its the worst. She knows who I am most of the time- or at least she knows that she knows me but is usually really fuzzy with names. It really depends on the day, sometimes she thinks I'm my mother- but we do look a lot alike. Some days she knows I have a son but she doesn't know his or DH name usually. It's so sad to watch, she raised me in a lot of ways, my mom had me young. She's wonderful with kids too, I still see that sometimes with DS. I'm hoping that's something AZ won't take away from her too soon.
@MyBell524 I drove by the Tanger Outlets (Fort Worth TX) yesterday and thought of you!
NTNP since Dec 2012 | TTC since Jan 2016 Dx: Unspecified IF BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
I cried the other day because my son was watching Homeward Bound. Yesterday I cried because I told my DH I was hungry and wanted to stop for nuggets...He then drove for another 30 minutes so he could get Sonic.
Sometimes I don’t feel hormonal or pregnant bc I don’t cry at much. My son flooded our house, not one single tear. Turn on a song that has a soft melody or about a loved one, queue the water works. Songs and movies turn me sappy, but everyday situations I’m stone cold... makes my husband mad when we’re fighting. Cause I can go cold and appear unaffected by anything going on. Anyone else?
We have two sleeping beauties in heaven. Jack gained his wings on 09/02/2016. Kali gained her wings on 07/28/2015. They will be forever missed.
Re: Today I cried because...
Thanks! I got talked to multiple times yesterday and this morning by my manager. He took it to legal and executives. They pretty much said I took it too personally. At the same time, the coworker would be talked to about his attitude and lack of team work. This is who said corworker is. It's typical response. I'm over it at this point. Definitely guarded moving forward.
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Dx: Unspecified IF
BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks
BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
Is it Friday yet?
Also, facebook keeps recommending these beautiful birth story videos and I just can’t control myself. That and animals. Gets me every time.
DS 11.8.12
Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
DS 11.8.12
Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
It's so sad to watch, she raised me in a lot of ways, my mom had me young. She's wonderful with kids too, I still see that sometimes with DS. I'm hoping that's something AZ won't take away from her too soon.
Dx: Unspecified IF
BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks
BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018
Jack gained his wings on 09/02/2016.
Kali gained her wings on 07/28/2015.
They will be forever missed.
ETA: They are my new #relationshipgoals