1. Tell us about yourself (if you're first participating):
2. How are you feeling (pregnancy symptoms):
3. EDD? How far along are you?
4. How are you feeling (anxiety wise):
5. When is your next appointment?
6. Rants/raves/whatever:
7. GTKY: If you could have any job in the world, what would it be?
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
Re: PGAL Check-In 5/10
eta: forgot to add due date
Married 4/22/16
**TW**
BFP 2/1/16 I MC 3/21/16 (11w)
TTCAL 6/15/16
BFP 3/23/2017 Team pink! Quinn Leigh EDD December 1, 2017
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
@ktcakes87 youre almost there yay
@Tennis11785 yay about the awesome appointment
For me the anxiety is real daily.. We have not yet given this embryo a real name yet bc we are trying not to get too attached.. We want to call it something so I was listing some cities where my mom and dad are born and passed over the name Fishtown.. My husband liked the name Harper for a real name but he just kept laughing at Fishtown so that has become the name lol. I'm actually kind of attached to Fishtown already and hope he/she is ok. They couldn't find a heart beat at the last visit so they asked is to come back in a week that will be tomorrow. Once I get out of first tri I'll feel so much better..
**TW my loss was at 13 weeks so I'll actually feel better after I cross that time ***
Tomorrow for an ultrasound
I feel dumpy bc i literally haven't exercised since I started IVF in dec and have the weight gain to prove it.. I got severe ohss at first so I couldn't exercise.. Then I had various complications until now I'm pregnant and afraid to exercise.. I kind of feel like it's a prison of my own creation but damn if something were to happen id always have what ifs.. This is serious now as I've only been pregnant twice and both are through ART after ttc x 4 yrs so I don't wanna screw it up
My job right now but if I could work a little less and bring in big grants to serve underserved communities that is my end goal
3. EDD December 10th. 9+3 today.
4. How are you anxiety wise? Not bad. I'm well past the point of my miscarriage at this point. Harmony test is in 2 weeks.
5. When the is next appointment? May 25th or 26th for Harmony test. OB June 7th.
6. Rants/Raves/Whatever ? None
7. Any job in world? I'd love to be a nurse or a bereavement doula.
Tennis11785 YAY for a strong heartbeat. May 30th will be here before you know it, too, so hopefully you can ride that high for a while.
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
3. EDD? How far along are you?
Friday
Edited words
Me: 29 DH: 30
Married: 7/18/12
- bicornuate uterus
- heterozygous MTHFR a1298c
- sjogrens syndrome
BFP #1: 2/4/12 ; DD born 9/13/12
c-section
BFP #2: 2/3/16 ; MMC @ 18 weeks, 4/29/16
vaginal delivery + evac d&c for placenta
BFP #3: 4/6/17
TTC for the second time
7 IUIs, 1 cancelled due to too many follicles, 6 BFNs.
IVF #1 & 2 Failed
2 blasts transferred 7/17
Beta #2 7/28 271
9/29 - MMC
12/21 - Baby Boy born
12/10 - FET transfered 1 3BB blast
Beta #1 12/19 - 88
Beta #2 12/21 - 230
Beta #3 12/18 - 3066
@Amber_Waves I already have a pinterest board for the new babe! I've been fretting about how the new one will share a room with my 2 yo.
@danielle913-2 Good luck telling your parents! I told mine since I knew that if i had another loss, I'd tell them about that, too.
@blueskies17 I love your dream job!
3, EDD: somewhere between the 17 and 19 (8 weeks, 3 days?)
4, anxiety? Not so much at the moment. If everything is okay in there, I'm past my loss milestone. I have a weird metaphor for how I'm feeling but when I just typed it out, it seemed more "dark" than it really is in my head. So I'll spare you all.
5, appt: June 2. I'm going to try my hand held doppler on Mother's Day. I'll be just shy of 9 weeks.
6, rants, raves: I feel like I'm too tired to be an equal partner at home right now. Like it's all I can do to go to work, take care of the kids when I'm home...grocery shopping didn't happen, cleaning is like, what is that? My husband is such a wonderful man and has no complaints, but I'd like to do better for him and the family.
another rant: it's nurses' week and we have a scrubs vendor and a $50 gift card here. Stupid vendor doesn't have maternity scrubs and told me, "well this one is flowy." Yeah, okay dude. "Flowy" ain't gonna cut it when I hit 6 months. The other guy working said, "well you don't look very far along." Well, no, I'm not, but I'm certainly planning to be soon! Blah. Men.
7, dream job: I'd really like to be a kept woman, does that count? I'd do some volunteer work for the AHA and probably some animal shelters, and I'd write. Note: I don't want to be a SAHM....I still want my kids to go to school/daycare, lol! None of this will ever happen, it's all a pipe dream. And disclaimer: I love hanging out with my kids; just want some "me" time.
*TW*
30 January 2017: Loss at 6+2
8 March 2017: Loss at 5+4