I just wrote out a new goal list for 2017 - I tore up and threw away the one I had from 2016. On it are things that make me happy and nothing of it includes another baby. Starting tomorrow I'm going to organize the basement better and that means getting rid of my maternity clothes from 6 years ago.
OPK strips still positive but I think I'm more +1. We tried like hell last night but DH, God love him, just couldn't perform. So one more go time tonight just to cover all the bases. Then I'll mosey on over to TWW. @hdaley I'm pretty close to you if you need a cycle buddy!!
@amberruka yes please! I have been feeling pretty pathetic sad lately. The pregnancy announcements and pictures of pregnant women are all over my Facebook. As the weather gets warmer I see them everywhere. It is just a firm reminder every freaking time that I am not pregnant and am an angel mommy.
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012
Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
Yeah, so last night we tried again and again he couldn't finish, multiple 13 hour days and he has issues with "the pressure involved" but also a water pipe busted in our house literally right before. But hey, whaddya gonna do, right?!
@amberruka oh that sucks. We had some of that last year when dh was working all the time trying to finish his project - it was stressful. Then he couldn't finish either. I don't miss that.
Guess I'm getting close to O. Noticed some EWCM today. Purging of the basement has started today. I couldn't believe I had 2 large trash bags full of maternity clothes from DD 6 years ago. I'm seeing items I want to either sell on CL or put in MILs garage sale next weekend if she'll let us.
Well early next week I'll probably be in TWW. Tonight I pulled down my underware, told dh I felt something come out, he said EW, told him I think an egg is about to release and he said he was going to release an egg tonight lol. Needless to say we got some sexy time in tonight.
the insurance stress we had yesterday and the last couple of years have been hard on me. I'm pretty much convinced we won't conceive until DH is in a better place financially for us. I mean we aren't poor but we aren't where we were a couple years ago. This is why I've given up on everything tracking related. God has a plan for us and apparently now is not the right time. Though if I get to 38 and still not pregnant I'll probably look into medical intervention with it.
@hdaley - were you tracking before? I have short cycles. 24 - 26 days and have gotten pregnant 4 times. It isn't a problem for me. My cycles have always been short. My losses were 2nd tri so had nothing to do with cycle length, low Progesterone, etc.
**** TW - kids and loss mentioned **** ~~ married 8.11.07 ~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~ ~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~ ~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC ~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
oh that sucks @hdaley - last cycle they had me try prog suppositories and that made my AF cramps way worse when AF did come. Glad I don't need to take them any more.
I went to this yoga workshop last night that was really cool. Hard to explain. It wasn't normal yoga poses/class. It involved movement kinda dance like and it was energy work - felt good to release and let go.
Lots of EWCM last night. Guess we better BD 1 more time this weekend.
CD2 for me and I couldn't be happier as over the past 9 months since my MMC, I've gone from no periods, to spotting, to light periods and now it seems like I'm bleeding a normal amount (30-45ml in the first 24 hours of AF!)! All thanks to modern medicine! (Appropriate since yesterday (CD1) was the March for Science.)
I'm hoping my docs think this is good enough news to let us TTC this month, so I'm joining you all in WTO (though I potentially have an office hysteroscopy on May 23 to take a peek at my uterus to make sure everything looks good and no more surgery is needed). I know it could be a long road before we get KU, but it's already been a long road and I'm just hoping to finally be back in the game!
Now I just want to start getting my eating and exercise habits back in line and out of stress mode!
*TW*
TTC#1 - 6.3.16 BFP#1 - 7.1.16, (mo-di twins + singleton) due 3.15.17 MC singleton - 7.13.16 - 5w MMC identical twins - 8.5.16 - 8w+2d Misoprostol 4x D&C - 9.12.16 Hysteroscopy - 11.21.16 - Retained tissue filling half of uterus removed, blocked left tube, benched for 2 cycles, on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days HSG - 2.7.17 - Asherman's Syndrome. Both tubes open. Hysteroscopy 2.13.17 - Incomplete adhesiolysis for Asherman's, benched & on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days. At least two more surgeries needed... Hysteroscopy 3.21.17 - Adhesiolysis for Asherman's, benched & on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days. TTCAL #1: 4.24.17 Hysteroscopy 5.23.17 - Scars reformed. Adhesiolysis. Unsure what to do next... Fertility acupuncture - started 6.13.17
got blood drawn this morning to see if i ovulated. I don't think I did since there was no temp shift. So hopefully I'll hit a this least one day of fw. Dh is goon get away today and won't be back until thursday. Here's hoping I o today !
***TW*** Me: 36 DH:35 Married: 7/10/2016 TTC#1 - May 2016 BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016 BFP 5/5/2017 - CP IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161 Adam Born on 3/18/18
Re: April WTO
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
I go back and forth with temping/tracking. Sometimes it is nice to have something to focus on and sometimes it makes me crazy.
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012 Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
My cycle was only 25 days. With a LP of 10 days. I am wondering if that could be our problem. Our timing seemed good. -2, -1(x2), O, +2.
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012 Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
Im tired and loosing hope we will ever get pregnant.
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012 Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012 Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
Lots of EWCM last night. Guess we better BD 1 more time this weekend.
I'm hoping my docs think this is good enough news to let us TTC this month, so I'm joining you all in WTO (though I potentially have an office hysteroscopy on May 23 to take a peek at my uterus to make sure everything looks good and no more surgery is needed). I know it could be a long road before we get KU, but it's already been a long road and I'm just hoping to finally be back in the game!
Now I just want to start getting my eating and exercise habits back in line and out of stress mode!
TTC#1 - 6.3.16
BFP#1 - 7.1.16, (mo-di twins + singleton) due 3.15.17
MC singleton - 7.13.16 - 5w
MMC identical twins - 8.5.16 - 8w+2d
Misoprostol 4x
D&C - 9.12.16
Hysteroscopy - 11.21.16 - Retained tissue filling half of uterus removed, blocked left tube, benched for 2 cycles, on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days
HSG - 2.7.17 - Asherman's Syndrome. Both tubes open.
Hysteroscopy 2.13.17 - Incomplete adhesiolysis for Asherman's, benched & on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days. At least two more surgeries needed...
Hysteroscopy 3.21.17 - Adhesiolysis for Asherman's, benched & on estrogen/progesterone for 30 days.
TTCAL #1: 4.24.17
Hysteroscopy 5.23.17 - Scars reformed. Adhesiolysis. Unsure what to do next...
Fertility acupuncture - started 6.13.17
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
::sniff sniff ::
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
@ladipale hugs lady
got blood drawn this morning to see if i ovulated. I don't think I did since there was no temp shift. So hopefully I'll hit a this least one day of fw. Dh is goon get away today and won't be back until thursday. Here's hoping I o today !
Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161