@safire3 I think @TravelingCouple hit it on the head with hope playing a huge role. It's that, through it all, even knowing the odds are minuscule, there's a little voice in the back of your head that says, "but....what if, maybe..."
Before our diagnosis, my H was just like yours and @Anna_1021's. He was the eternal optimist in our relationship and believed that everything would work out. In some regard, he still is. He dislikes talking about IVF because, "IUI will work." When I ask about what we do if it doesn't, he says, "well then we'll talk about IVF." It's one of our fundamental differences. I need to envision the end of the road, he doesn't want to look past the next corner. It's been hard to watch the optimistic side of his nature slowly wilt,
For me, one of the other things that is tough about IF, is that once that BFP finally come, that pure, unadulterated joy is sort of lacking. I mean, in some ways I'm sure I'll be more thrilled than I would have been without the struggle, but it definitely changes how I'll process the news. My H loves penguins, and I knit a little baby sweater vest with 3 penguins on the front to use to break the news. That sweater vest has been buried on a shelf in my knitting cabinet for almost two years now. Of course I will still give it to him when (if) we finally do conceive, but the underlying surprise is sort of gone.
@zwink1 wow, I can relate to so much of what you just said.
<div class=" Spoiler">I am the undying optimist in our house (though my hope may ebb abd flow from day to day). But I only have that maybe bc I have played out every scenario a million times. Various hypotheticals of what our next steps may be. Treatment suggestions for the doctor when we see him next! Lol. All that thinking keeps me wrapped up in my head with very little room for much else, hate to say. But it keeps my hope alive, too. I have met other women on here with similar diagnoses who have gotten their bfps, and even outside babies! How can I not have hope!?</div> <div class=" Spoiler">DH is different. I'm not even sure how hopeful he is at all anymore. He's always skeptical. He will believe it when he sees it. He does not want to ride the rollercoaster of up and down emotions he sees me on, and in a way, I get it. I think he's guarding his heart. But his desire to stay in the here and now means he's not interested in talking much about ivf or hrt or surgury or any one of a hundred possible paths our ttc journey may take. I wish I could be more like him in that way. On the one hand I may be more prepared for whatever course our treatment may take; on the other, I may be wasting an awful lot of time and mental energy on things that may not have anything to do with us and our situation. All the while watching things in our REAL LIFE slip away. I need to focus more on work, but it's so hard. TTC has preoccupied so much of my thoughts and I just want our answers!</div> <div class=" Spoiler">I started buying cloth diapers maybe 6 months into ttc. It was a fun outlet for my botb and I rationalized it saying this stuff can add up, but if I start now I can take my time and build up the "perfect stash." Welp. I'm still here. DH knows I had been secretly stashing CD and when we got our diagnosis I stopped. Then around the holidays I couldn't help myself and I keep working in it in secret. Bc if we couldn't make a baby just yet, I could still manage these lovely diapers. Gather them together and put them in a neat little package. Or three. But now, with this next purchase I have in mind, I find myself thinking, I really DO want him in on it! That was one of the things he said when he found out before, was maybe HE wanted to pick out diapers, too! Melt my heart. Well so now, as much as I want to get this next order and keep nailing diwn this squirrelly thing that is my "perfect stash," I really DO want to share it with him. I want to share that hope abd the squee I feel when my fluff-mail comes! (But I already kniw what he's goung to say. ) And the nagging doubt creeps in about... Well how much nicer it WOULD be to be doing this together and ku.. And windering if I get that little pirate diaper to show him with a positive test, will it still feel fun or cute at this point? Will we even get to POAS like a normal couple? Or just be waiting by the phone for lab results? Who knows.</div> <div class=" Spoiler">I know I'm rambling. Sorry for the DD. But anyway, ypur sweater sounds adirable. :) the bfp mugs that seemed like a good idea at the time, that I <i>hoped</i> would arrive in time in case that was our cycle (probably January or Feb last year... still sitting in the attic... along with the gorgeous sciencey, "what happens to the pregnant body," book and cute dad-preparedness one,) have maybe lost their sheen. I don't know if we'll ever get to that place where we can sit in bed after sleeping in on a Saturday, reading about what's gong on in my body, and what we are getting ourselves into... over coffee and herbal tea... in matching mugs... or if it will even be so sweet as I once imagined.</div> TL; DR. IF sux
I can relate...This cycle is our first medicated one and I think we both got really hopeful. Well a couple days of a tummy ache and a stressful day that led to some erection problems my husband is feeling pretty down. I have so many emotions but I feel like I can't share them because it will make him feel worse. The reality is having sex twice in this entire cycle is probably not going to lead to a bfp...
@leekat14 I think we need a whole thread on sex while TTC because damn... After a while it just SUCKS. I miss our sex prior to TTC. The timed, forced sex is just not fun. We've tried different things the past year and a half to liven it up but after that long, who has the energy? Some months we'll avoid sex other than during FW because we know we'll HAVE to then. The book I'm reading about IF hits it so accurately on the whole sex issue in saying that sex is associated with failure in IF so a lot of couples lose the interest and passion. I try to remind myself that this is just a season of life and our spontaneous sex will return someday...
Idk if that's why you only had sex twice this cycle but I figured I'd use the opportunity to unload those thoughts
@BusinessWife@zwink1 I know exactly what you guys mean. I think I have already come to terms with the fact that that magical moment will be taken away from us. Over a year ago I bought a onesie with my DH's favorite sports team on the front. It's been hidden in the back of a drawer. When we found out our diagnosis this month I took it out, put it in a ziplock bag and put it with some old clothes in storage. Don't see myself using it now except for an actual baby which best case scenario would be another year+ from now so.....
@BusinessWife everyone deals with this a bit differently. As much as the CDs give you hope it may be too difficult for DH to deal with. I know fishing out that onsie and putting it away was super hard for me and I'd rather just not see it again unless I'm sure we are going to use it.
@leekat14 I'm so sorry you guys are having trouble this cycle. Sometimes I feel so sorry for the Hs. They are just as stressed and disappointed and frustrated as we are and then we ask them to perform on demand. If possible try to step back and do something you will both enjoy like go out for a nice dinner or couples massage or something. FX for you this cycle that the days you hit were the right ones!
@BusinessWife@zwink1@safire3 While this sucks for all of us, it's been helpful for me to see you all talking about how you think IF will change the experience of a positive pregnancy test and of pregnancy itself. I've mentioned this to one of my fertile friends, and she didn't get it and even tried to disagree with me. I'm glad to see I'm not crazy - I have you fellow IFers to back me up. It's exactly as you say @zwink1. There are so many other complicated feelings from IF that it seems impossible to have that unadulterated joy. And @BusinessWife that question about the POAS - one I've had myself! It seems like not a big deal from the outside, but I get you, it is.
@leekat14@TravelingCouple I agree with the need of a sex while TTC thread. I think the 2 worst things for us have been 1) FW days falling on days of the week where MH had a stressful day at work (so most days during the week, which is a whole other issue), and 2) preseed. I really tried to push the preseed for 3-4 months and it turns out we are very much not lube people and it made it too "medical" for MH, which negatively impacted volume. So we ditched it.
@zwink1@BusinessWife yep I completely relate on that as well. I don't have any special announcement planned but I imagine when I do finally see two lines, I won't be jumping up and down like I would've been a year ago. The anxiety of getting pregnant will shift to anxiety of staying pregnant and feeling like it's too good to be true. That whole trusting thing is relevant throughout every step of parenthood.. From before conception and beyond. It enraptures your heart in every step of the way.
I often wonder if I'll even cry when/if I see the positive test. Will I be excited? I hope so but I also thinking it's ok if excitement is not the first reaction. This journey is not what any of us expected thus far so the reaction may not be what you expect either. My friend who struggled with IF for 3 years and just got pregnant told me she really isn't excited. She's just waiting for the other shoe to drop and it doesn't feel real. I appreciated her being real and not just faking it to me because then I'll know if I feel that way too, I'm not alone. And if I am jumping off the walls with excitement, well that's good too.
I got a +OPK this morning. My next blood and scan is tomorrow, I wonder if I've missed the window to trigger. I am curious as to why I would even taking the trigger if I'm already going to ovulate anyway. Seems to make more sense for those who don't O, but maybe it's procedure so they know exactly where I'm at in my cycle? I'll have to see tomorrow. I have way too much hope in this cycle. I've been trying to keep cool but now that FW is here, hopes are sky high.
@zwink1@BusinessWife@TravelingCouple@madspunk@safire3 Definitely with you on the excitement thing. **TW** My mom didn't have trouble staying KU once she got there after struggling with IF, but by sister who never struggled with IF had a CP and it really messed with her. I remember thinking she was going overboard with the hypochondriac thing afterward when she got KU with her second, and now I'm sure I'm going to be 1,000 times worse than her if I'm lucky enough to get KU at all, which isn't going to leave much room for standard excitement. **end TW** It's nice to know other people feel that way too, though it would be better if none of us were, of course.
The nurse at my RE's office even said during our meeting with her that a BFP will not be the same as it is for others, and that they (the office staff) are there to try to ease our minds as much as possible because it will be stressful. So I don't think any of us are alone in that feeling that a BFP is not gonna look like a TV commercial.
I'm so excited. I have so much EWCM this month! I haven't in several cycles. Add this to the list of things that I would never have thought would excite me before TTC.
Sorry if I just ruined eggs for anyone. I'm excited we can skip the preseed this month!
Question for you ladies: DH had a SA done at the end of January and his count was 40 million. My midwife told us that this was normal and nothing to worry about, but from hearing others experiences on this board and doing a bit of googling that seems like it's a bit low. We don't see the RE until May 15 so I'm wondering if she will interpret the results differently. Any thoughts?
TTC History
Me: 35 DH: 34 Married 07/2012 DD born 07/2014 DD2 born 10/2018 DS born 10/2022
IF history: TTC #2 since January 2016 June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018 FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
@shortstack930. I have no idea, as all I'd be doing is googling... I *do* know the wait to see a specialist is hard. Just try not to overthink it. If your midwife said it's fine, try to trust her for now and just leave it at that! ;) 40 million sounds great to me! :D
@zwink1@BusinessWife@TravelingCouple@safire3@madspunk@vflux33@hartmich I can relate to all that. IF waiting and excitement will be so much different. I've been thinking about how I planned to tell "the big news" to those are very close to me... and now.. If we ever get that lucky to have news to tell, it's just gonna be so much different. Good to have you girls, to virtually hold each others' hand through the tough times
AFM: today I have an exceptionally difficult IF TTC day. Not much special reason behind it (some stupid sh..., but I doubt I need to say much more, you've all been there). It's just one of those days. I'm stumbling and holding on to myself hard, not to fall.
Me: 33, DH: 38 Married: May 2015 TTC since September 2015
Ok ladies I am late to the party, sorry I took the weekend off... @safire3 I am so sorry for CD1 (which is now probably day 3). Its so hard when it hits but you have to keep it bottled up. As much as it sucks its sweet that your protecting DH. We are here for you and sending you big hugs @Zwink1 and all the others wondering how you'll react with that BFP. TW*** I can only share my experience, we struggled for 2 years with ~6 months of treatment before getting our first BFP. I was sure it was going to be negative and when I looked down and saw two lines I was shaking and nearly fainted. I called my best freind right away and just balled. I was so happy, relieved, nervous. I called the RE's office for a BETA but they wanted me to wait and retest at home at 16dpIUI before they would bring me in for a BETA. I did not want to get DH's hopes up only to have it be a false positive. So I didn't tell him, it was so hard since it was all I could think about. 2 days later still positive, and a strong beta. I wrapped the test up with a onsie that had been sitting in my closet for 2 years waiting for this day (I think we all start off thinking this will be a fast process) and I gave it to DH on Christmas eve. It was as amazing as I could have hoped for. We were blissfully happy until we lost our peanut too soon. After another 6 months and on our final round of IUI before moving on to adoption we got our BFP again. It was actually on our EDD for our peanut. The excitement was still there, this time I put the onsie on the cat... I will say there was fear of loosing the pregnancy again and I didn't fully relax until we hit viability but was still joy. This process is so hard and I have cried myself to sleep more times than I would like to admit, but please try not to let IF steal your joy. You ladies all deserve it.
@TravelingCouple the point of the trigger even if you O on your own is to make sure that you have the best timing possible especially when doing IUI. I O on my own but have always triggered. There are a few ladies on here who have based IUI on OPK but have missed the timing and had to scrap the cycle. @shortstack930 40mil total count is good. the minimum they are generally looking for is 10mil but there are also other factors such as motility and morphology. @anna_1021 hugs sorry your having a rough day.
*TW*
TTC 1/2012 Diagnosed : unexplained infertility 6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015 TTC #3 5/2016 Restarted Fertility tx IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@Anna_1021 sorry you're having a rough day, be good to yourself!
TTC History
Me: 35 DH: 34 Married 07/2012 DD born 07/2014 DD2 born 10/2018 DS born 10/2022
IF history: TTC #2 since January 2016 June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018 FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
@wabash15 Thank you so much for telling your story. ***TW*** I had an early MC at the beginning of this month, and I was definitely very excited and happy and nervous for that BFP. There were some IF feelings in there - relief and accomplishment and fear, but mostly we were excited. I've been scared about what it will be like when or if that next BFP comes. I want to be happy, excited, and hopeful, but I've been scared I won't be. Part of me feel likes I shouldn't be because of what happened last time, and MH has said he doesn't want to get excited next time. But, you're right, we shouldn't let IF steal our joy, and I think we need to give ourselves permission to be excited and joyful despite what has happened and knowing we don't know when or if things will work out. ***end TW***
@madspunk and @wabash15
TW- I too had an early miscarriage earlier this month and was so excited for the positive only to lose it several days later. ****End TW*** we just had our second iui on Friday, and hoping it works, but with DH performance issues, we were not able to BD that night and next morning- it is so discouraging to go through everything we have to go through because of IF. So glad to have this group- although I am new and haven't commented much yet.
@bpietronicco This really is an amazing group of women. Don't stress too much about not getting a BD session in after your IUI. They are nice but not necessary. That IUI got those swimmers where they need to go. Hugs and GL this cycle!!
*TW*
TTC 1/2012 Diagnosed : unexplained infertility 6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015 TTC #3 5/2016 Restarted Fertility tx IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
Re: IF/Testing Check In - Week of 3.20
Before our diagnosis, my H was just like yours and @Anna_1021's. He was the eternal optimist in our relationship and believed that everything would work out. In some regard, he still is. He dislikes talking about IVF because, "IUI will work." When I ask about what we do if it doesn't, he says, "well then we'll talk about IVF." It's one of our fundamental differences. I need to envision the end of the road, he doesn't want to look past the next corner. It's been hard to watch the optimistic side of his nature slowly wilt,
For me, one of the other things that is tough about IF, is that once that BFP finally come, that pure, unadulterated joy is sort of lacking. I mean, in some ways I'm sure I'll be more thrilled than I would have been without the struggle, but it definitely changes how I'll process the news. My H loves penguins, and I knit a little baby sweater vest with 3 penguins on the front to use to break the news. That sweater vest has been buried on a shelf in my knitting cabinet for almost two years now. Of course I will still give it to him when (if) we finally do conceive, but the underlying surprise is sort of gone.
<div class=" Spoiler">I am the undying optimist in our house (though my hope may ebb abd flow from day to day). But I only have that maybe bc I have played out every scenario a million times. Various hypotheticals of what our next steps may be. Treatment suggestions for the doctor when we see him next! Lol. All that thinking keeps me wrapped up in my head with very little room for much else, hate to say. But it keeps my hope alive, too. I have met other women on here with similar diagnoses who have gotten their bfps, and even outside babies! How can I not have hope!?</div>
<div class=" Spoiler">DH is different. I'm not even sure how hopeful he is at all anymore. He's always skeptical. He will believe it when he sees it. He does not want to ride the rollercoaster of up and down emotions he sees me on, and in a way, I get it. I think he's guarding his heart. But his desire to stay in the here and now means he's not interested in talking much about ivf or hrt or surgury or any one of a hundred possible paths our ttc journey may take. I wish I could be more like him in that way. On the one hand I may be more prepared for whatever course our treatment may take; on the other, I may be wasting an awful lot of time and mental energy on things that may not have anything to do with us and our situation. All the while watching things in our REAL LIFE slip away. I need to focus more on work, but it's so hard. TTC has preoccupied so much of my thoughts and I just want our answers!</div>
<div class=" Spoiler">I started buying cloth diapers maybe 6 months into ttc. It was a fun outlet for my botb and I rationalized it saying this stuff can add up, but if I start now I can take my time and build up the "perfect stash." Welp. I'm still here. DH knows I had been secretly stashing CD and when we got our diagnosis I stopped. Then around the holidays I couldn't help myself and I keep working in it in secret. Bc if we couldn't make a baby just yet, I could still manage these lovely diapers. Gather them together and put them in a neat little package. Or three. But now, with this next purchase I have in mind, I find myself thinking, I really DO want him in on it! That was one of the things he said when he found out before, was maybe HE wanted to pick out diapers, too! Melt my heart. Well so now, as much as I want to get this next order and keep nailing diwn this squirrelly thing that is my "perfect stash," I really DO want to share it with him. I want to share that hope abd the squee I feel when my fluff-mail comes! (But I already kniw what he's goung to say. ) And the nagging doubt creeps in about... Well how much nicer it WOULD be to be doing this together and ku.. And windering if I get that little pirate diaper to show him with a positive test, will it still feel fun or cute at this point? Will we even get to POAS like a normal couple? Or just be waiting by the phone for lab results? Who knows.</div>
<div class=" Spoiler">I know I'm rambling. Sorry for the DD. But anyway, ypur sweater sounds adirable. :) the bfp mugs that seemed like a good idea at the time, that I <i>hoped</i> would arrive in time in case that was our cycle (probably January or Feb last year... still sitting in the attic... along with the gorgeous sciencey, "what happens to the pregnant body," book and cute dad-preparedness one,) have maybe lost their sheen. I don't know if we'll ever get to that place where we can sit in bed after sleeping in on a Saturday, reading about what's gong on in my body, and what we are getting ourselves into... over coffee and herbal tea... in matching mugs... or if it will even be so sweet as I once imagined.</div>
TL; DR. IF sux
Idk if that's why you only had sex twice this cycle but I figured I'd use the opportunity to unload those thoughts
@BusinessWife everyone deals with this a bit differently. As much as the CDs give you hope it may be too difficult for DH to deal with. I know fishing out that onsie and putting it away was super hard for me and I'd rather just not see it again unless I'm sure we are going to use it.
@leekat14 I'm so sorry you guys are having trouble this cycle. Sometimes I feel so sorry for the Hs. They are just as stressed and disappointed and frustrated as we are and then we ask them to perform on demand. If possible try to step back and do something you will both enjoy like go out for a nice dinner or couples massage or something. FX for you this cycle that the days you hit were the right ones!
I often wonder if I'll even cry when/if I see the positive test. Will I be excited? I hope so but I also thinking it's ok if excitement is not the first reaction. This journey is not what any of us expected thus far so the reaction may not be what you expect either. My friend who struggled with IF for 3 years and just got pregnant told me she really isn't excited. She's just waiting for the other shoe to drop and it doesn't feel real. I appreciated her being real and not just faking it to me because then I'll know if I feel that way too, I'm not alone. And if I am jumping off the walls with excitement, well that's good too.
I got a +OPK this morning. My next blood and scan is tomorrow, I wonder if I've missed the window to trigger. I am curious as to why I would even taking the trigger if I'm already going to ovulate anyway. Seems to make more sense for those who don't O, but maybe it's procedure so they know exactly where I'm at in my cycle? I'll have to see tomorrow. I have way too much hope in this cycle. I've been trying to keep cool but now that FW is here, hopes are sky high.
Sorry if I just ruined eggs for anyone. I'm excited we can skip the preseed this month!
Question for you ladies: DH had a SA done at the end of January and his count was 40 million. My midwife told us that this was normal and nothing to worry about, but from hearing others experiences on this board and doing a bit of googling that seems like it's a bit low. We don't see the RE until May 15 so I'm wondering if she will interpret the results differently. Any thoughts?
Married 07/2012
DD born 07/2014
DD2 born 10/2018
DS born 10/2022
IF history:
TTC #2 since January 2016
June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN
Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis
Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing
Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018
FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks
FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
AFM: today I have an exceptionally difficult IF TTC day. Not much special reason behind it (some stupid sh..., but I doubt I need to say much more, you've all been there). It's just one of those days. I'm stumbling and holding on to myself hard, not to fall.
Married: May 2015
TTC since September 2015
(edited, because I can't type, lol :P )
Married: May 2015
TTC since September 2015
@safire3 I am so sorry for CD1 (which is now probably day 3). Its so hard when it hits but you have to keep it bottled up. As much as it sucks its sweet that your protecting DH. We are here for you and sending you big hugs
@Zwink1 and all the others wondering how you'll react with that BFP. TW*** I can only share my experience, we struggled for 2 years with ~6 months of treatment before getting our first BFP. I was sure it was going to be negative and when I looked down and saw two lines I was shaking and nearly fainted. I called my best freind right away and just balled. I was so happy, relieved, nervous. I called the RE's office for a BETA but they wanted me to wait and retest at home at 16dpIUI before they would bring me in for a BETA. I did not want to get DH's hopes up only to have it be a false positive. So I didn't tell him, it was so hard since it was all I could think about. 2 days later still positive, and a strong beta. I wrapped the test up with a onsie that had been sitting in my closet for 2 years waiting for this day (I think we all start off thinking this will be a fast process) and I gave it to DH on Christmas eve. It was as amazing as I could have hoped for. We were blissfully happy until we lost our peanut too soon. After another 6 months and on our final round of IUI before moving on to adoption we got our BFP again. It was actually on our EDD for our peanut. The excitement was still there, this time I put the onsie on the cat... I will say there was fear of loosing the pregnancy again and I didn't fully relax until we hit viability but was still joy. This process is so hard and I have cried myself to sleep more times than I would like to admit, but please try not to let IF steal your joy. You ladies all deserve it.
@TravelingCouple the point of the trigger even if you O on your own is to make sure that you have the best timing possible especially when doing IUI. I O on my own but have always triggered. There are a few ladies on here who have based IUI on OPK but have missed the timing and had to scrap the cycle.
@shortstack930 40mil total count is good. the minimum they are generally looking for is 10mil but there are also other factors such as motility and morphology.
@anna_1021 hugs sorry your having a rough day.
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@Anna_1021 sorry you're having a rough day, be good to yourself!
Married 07/2012
DD born 07/2014
DD2 born 10/2018
DS born 10/2022
IF history:
TTC #2 since January 2016
June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN
Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis
Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing
Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018
FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks
FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17