So I cried last night because I told dh I'm done trying to have sex. It's horribly uncomfortable and it hurts. Josephine sits so dang low it puts pressure and just no. I feel bad because well we are married and I like sexy time normally. He kept telling me it was fine that he complety understands. But I started sobbing away, so he gave me a back rub and sent me to bed haha.
Mom to Madison- 5 and Lillian 2....and now surprise baby #3!
I'm about to cry because I'm so tired and need a nap but I've been slacking when WFH and I feel guilty but if I don't sleep I might just dissolve into a puddle of nothing, which won't help my productivity either.
I cried today because DS is sick and wouldn't nap, and I made a huge St. Patrick's Day meal and really needed that break that a nap would have given me.
I sobbed, I mean sobbed today because I got my 3 year old to swim lessons 15 minutes late. It turned into "I am a failure as a mother" guilt cry TWICE.
Me: 34 DH: 35 Married: July 2009 BFP: November 2012 after 2 years of TTC DS born August 2013 Diagnosed with PCOS April 2016 3 months of trigger shot with timed intercourse BFN x3 First IUI: 9/17/16 BFP: 9/30/16 EDD: 6/11/17
The book Love You Forever cannot come near me in this pregnancy or I will melt into a pile of tears and snot.
That book was the first gift we were given for baby, way back at Christmas. I bawled my eyes out and DH, who has never read it before, had no idea why. He keeps saying we need to read it together to my belly sometime soon and cannot comprehend why I keep saying that I can't. Even just thinking about it now could make me cry if I let it.
I cried this morning because DH teased me too much and halfway through the crying I realized I was also crying because our time together as a couple is winding down and I'm scared we're not spending enough quality time together.
I spent an hour tonight trying to go #2 and couldn't get anything to come out and started bawling because I couldn't go and needed my hubs to go to the store and get me some milk of magnesia.
I was very close to tears earlier because a b*tch coworker made a fat joke about me at work. Right to my face. Just because I'm pregnant and look like a whale does not mean it's ok to make jokes.
MC Sept 2010 BFP Oct 2011 - DD born July 2012 TTC again since July 2014 First IUI 9/26/16: BFP! EDD 6/19/2017 It's a girl!
Born 6/26/17, 9lb 5oz
@kdanjou That's not cool and you don't deserve that. It's hard enough going through all the changes a pregnant body goes through without someone being an insensitive ass about it.
@kdanjou o no she didn't. I'm super pissed for you!
As for me. I started sobbing because I'm tired and I didn't get everything done I wanted to today. So dh is running to grab us subs, and he was about to leave and I just started sobbing away. I just felt so guilty that I was tired and didn't want to cook so it made more work for him. Which he didn't mind, but I still felt so bad.
Mom to Madison- 5 and Lillian 2....and now surprise baby #3!
@kdanjou Seriously uncool. I always wish I would have a semi-snippy remark ready (like "what about a pregnant woman makes people think it's ok to comment on weight?") for when that happens. People are dumb.
@kdanjou my favorite response for when someone says something totally inappropriate is, "What do you mean by that?" Makes them squirm every time.
I cried today because DD1 is sick yet again. I also cried because I made dinner but by the time it was finished it sounded awful. All I want to eat is buffalo chicken dip and ice cream.
The other day I made blazin wings and waited impatiently for the whole 40 minutes to get my hands on them only to realize we were out of ranch and they're too spicy for me without it. Cue 1 1/2 hour meltdown (thank god I was home alone lmao)
Thanks everyone. I cried a little to my husband and he made me feel better. I'm just trying to remember that I'm growing a person and my body needs to change to do that. The woman who made the comment is a bimbo idiot so I'm trying consider the source.
MC Sept 2010 BFP Oct 2011 - DD born July 2012 TTC again since July 2014 First IUI 9/26/16: BFP! EDD 6/19/2017 It's a girl!
Born 6/26/17, 9lb 5oz
The toy car and track set that we bought DD only came with 1 car instead of the 4 pictured (false advertising at its best) and it took me 30 minutes to get the stupid thing together. Cue silly pregnancy tears.
I hadn't cried and thought myself to be emotionally constipated, too, @alm52386 . Until tonight.
I sat at the foot of my son's bed and watched him fall asleep. I started thinking about how fast time has gone and I can't believe he's almost two. I started sobbing. Where'd my tiny baby go?
Tonight was the first time I have cried my entire pregnancy.
My dd will be turning two in less than a month and I am so emotional over it. I tucked her in to bed tonight and just stared at her. I told her how much I loved her and gave her a very very tight hug. Her eyes slowly closed for the night and I just lost my shit. I went back in to her room 10 minutes later and gave her another hug and kiss.
I spent the day holding my newborn niece. Shes so sweet and perfect. And has that smell. She slept on my chest for about 2 hours today. And my son kept coming over to look at her and say hi baby. Hi Penny. And so I cried bc shes perfect and bc our baby isnt far away now.
I cried today because I miss my stillborn son (October 2015) and am terrified it might happen again. "You Are My Sunshine," came on my daughter's pandora station, and I just stood in the kitchen having a soggy meltdown.
It's hard to admit this kind of stuff out loud at home, let alone on a board of semi-strangers, so please take it easy on me. ❤️
@semicolon thank you for sharing. I would cry too that is super scary and I can't imagine what you have been through.
It makes what I'm going through seem like nothing. I broke down crying today when I went to the pharmacy and waited over an hour when I had the family in the car planning on a nice walk on this beautiful spring day. To find out that have my gestational diabetes supplies are not covered by insurance and I would be paying about $115 a month luckily we only have 2 months left. The pharmacist helps me out and switch me to a different brand but it's still extremely aggravating and overwhelming to me I haven't started testing my blood sugar yet and I have a ton of anxiety around it. DH came in and asked if I was going to be okay and if this was pregnancy hormones ugh. Poor guy he tries.
Re: Why My Pregnant Self is Crying
I've cried just thinking of how far we've gotten with this baby after our three losses!
DH: 35 | Me: 29
BFP #1- 07.25.12, EDD: 03.24.13, DD born 03.26.13
Surprised BFP #2- 02.25.15, EDD: 10/29/15 |*m/c 7w4d, D&C 04.02.2015
BFP #3- 01.21.16, EDD: 09.29.26 |*m/c-blighted ovum 2.19.16 8w1d, D&C 03.04.16
BFP #4- 05.24.16, EDD: 02.04.17 |*natural m/c- 07.08.16, 9w1d
BFP #5- 09/25/16, EDD: 06.07.17 GROW, BABY, GROW!
Mom to Madison- 5 and Lillian 2....and now surprise baby #3!
Me: 34 DH: 35
Married: July 2009
BFP: November 2012 after 2 years of TTC DS born August 2013
Diagnosed with PCOS April 2016
3 months of trigger shot with timed intercourse BFN x3
First IUI: 9/17/16 BFP: 9/30/16 EDD: 6/11/17
BFP Oct 2011 - DD born July 2012
TTC again since July 2014
First IUI 9/26/16: BFP!
EDD 6/19/2017
It's a girl!
Born 6/26/17, 9lb 5oz
As for me. I started sobbing because I'm tired and I didn't get everything done I wanted to today. So dh is running to grab us subs, and he was about to leave and I just started sobbing away. I just felt so guilty that I was tired and didn't want to cook so it made more work for him. Which he didn't mind, but I still felt so bad.
Mom to Madison- 5 and Lillian 2....and now surprise baby #3!
comment on weight?") for when that happens. People are dumb.
BFP #1 6/13 DD 3/14
Mirena 10/14-5/16
BFP #2 9/2/16, CP confirmed 9/8/16
BFP #3 10/10/16 EDD 6/22/17
I cried today because DD1 is sick yet again. I also cried because I made dinner but by the time it was finished it sounded awful. All I want to eat is buffalo chicken dip and ice cream.
BFP Oct 2011 - DD born July 2012
TTC again since July 2014
First IUI 9/26/16: BFP!
EDD 6/19/2017
It's a girl!
Born 6/26/17, 9lb 5oz
I sat at the foot of my son's bed and watched him fall asleep. I started thinking about how fast time has gone and I can't believe he's almost two. I started sobbing. Where'd my tiny baby go?
My dd will be turning two in less than a month and I am so emotional over it. I tucked her in to bed tonight and just stared at her. I told her how much I loved her and gave her a very very tight hug. Her eyes slowly closed for the night and I just lost my shit. I went back in to her room 10 minutes later and gave her another hug and kiss.
BFP #1 9/1999. DD Born 6/7/2000
BFP #2 10/2011. EDD 7/11/12. MMC discovered 11/2/11. D&C 11/4/11.
DX PCOS 10/2012.
BFP#3 1/11/13. DS Born 9/17/2013
BFP#4 9/30/17. Grow baby grow!
~Everyone Welcome~
I cried today because I miss my stillborn son (October 2015) and am terrified it might happen again. "You Are My Sunshine," came on my daughter's pandora station, and I just stood in the kitchen having a soggy meltdown.
It's hard to admit this kind of stuff out loud at home, let alone on a board of semi-strangers, so please take it easy on me. ❤️
BFP Oct 2011 - DD born July 2012
TTC again since July 2014
First IUI 9/26/16: BFP!
EDD 6/19/2017
It's a girl!
Born 6/26/17, 9lb 5oz
It makes what I'm going through seem like nothing. I broke down crying today when I went to the pharmacy and waited over an hour when I had the family in the car planning on a nice walk on this beautiful spring day. To find out that have my gestational diabetes supplies are not covered by insurance and I would be paying about $115 a month luckily we only have 2 months left. The pharmacist helps me out and switch me to a different brand but it's still extremely aggravating and overwhelming to me I haven't started testing my blood sugar yet and I have a ton of anxiety around it. DH came in and asked if I was going to be okay and if this was pregnancy hormones ugh. Poor guy he tries.