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  • @dpjennifer bravo!!!! I hope I'm strong enough one day to do what you do. This process has definitely made me more sensitive to ttc.  Never thought of people's back stories before. 
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @SP128 Thank you!  It's not something I thought too much about before my MCs, but I also didn't go around saying "When are you having babies" and "Why don't you have kids yet" and go on and on about things either.  Being frank with people I feel not only helps me, but I hope it's an eye-opener to them so that they realize not everyone has an easy path to kids and that they'll STOP being so interfering to others.  Usually they have no idea how upset they're making us and never even thought about the back stories. 

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.

    FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)

    Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.

    FET #2: September 2024 (failed)

    FET #3: December 2024 (failed)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

  • So sorry for all the BFNs, stupid questioning, and sad commercials <3
    DH - 34, Me - 32
    Married 7/13
    TTC #1 since 10/13
    BFP 2/4/15, MC twin boys at 18w3d 5/15
    IUI #1 2/25/16

  • @NYTino24 - I hate it when people say things like that. I'm desperate to feel frazzled and tired -it's like yes I still want kids. Do you want to put your kids up for adoption bec it's too hard? I feel like so many people don't have problems ttc so they don't know what to say but it still doesn't excuse it.
  • I wish I could go that point too @dpjennifer usually I just don't want to get into it. But I give you a lot of credit for talking about it so openly. I hope I can when I am on the other side of it, whenever that is.
  • ...off to WTO! At least I'm not benched anymore! PS these cramps are TERRIBLE. I mean, they are nothing compared to the contractions I had with the MC, but couldn't my body just ease into this?!?
    It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*

    Me: 36 DH 35 
    TTC  9/2016     BFP 12/9/16    EDD 8/21/17    NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
    TTC  2/2017  BFP 3/6/17   EDD 11/17/17   DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
    TTC 12/2018   BFP 6/2/19   EDD 2/12/20  NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
    TTC 7/2019   BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
    TTC 8/19    IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone  BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
    IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20

    AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
  • @NYTino24 So sorry for the insensitive comments and the killer cramps. Congrats on being off the bench tho!

    @dpjennifer Good for you for telling people like it is! If they want to comment on the status of your uterus, they should be ready to deal with the uncomfortable conversations too.
  • Well I'm officially out. AF arrived
  • SS all day at work and over analyzing practically nothing makes me very unproductive.  Good thing it is slow at work.  However, slow days at work gives me more time to obsess.  Also DH is away for the week.  I at least worked Monday night and will again tonight.  Wednesday - Friday will be kind of all hairy and BSC!
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @Mack2342 Sorry for CD1.

    @SP128 Any good symptoms?
    It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*

    Me: 36 DH 35 
    TTC  9/2016     BFP 12/9/16    EDD 8/21/17    NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
    TTC  2/2017  BFP 3/6/17   EDD 11/17/17   DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
    TTC 12/2018   BFP 6/2/19   EDD 2/12/20  NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
    TTC 7/2019   BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
    TTC 8/19    IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone  BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
    IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20

    AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
  • @SP128 I have been SSing too and shamefully googling 5-6 DPO symptoms.
  • Sorry for cd1 @NYTino24 (but yay for being off the bench) and @Mack2342 :( 

    Me.30 DH.31 
    Est.8.2006
    BFP 8/28/15 mmc @ 11 weeks (d&c)
    BFP 9/28/16 mmc @ 8 weeks (d&c) - trisomy 5
    BFP 2/3/17...edd 10/13/17 <3

  • @NYTino24  I "think" I felt some small twinges around my belly button.  I keep on comparing to the symptoms I notated in Aug when I got KU.  
    I know I'm just being psychosomatic.   Also.... my resting heart rate did rise by 2 beats when you look at before O.  So obviously KU!!!! Never mind the fact that I felt the same things the last failed cycles.   ((( I'm eye rolling myself))) It's pathetic.  

    Sometimes I wish there was a IRL support group. 
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @TScalei  Have you found any obscure unicorn ones that I can stretch to make my own?  I'm all about that : )
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @SP128 - sometimes I think I am looking for something on the internet to say you have back pain at 5DPO you are clearly KU. Ugh!
  • @TScalei & @SP128 I'm horrible with SS right now too Ughhhhh my sense of smell is crazy right now and I've totally convinced myself that it means good things for testing Friday. 

    Also *TW* 
    Some random lady at Kung Fu was chatting with me and leaned over and told me she found out two weeks ago she's KU. It was more bearable since I'm hopeful that I am too, but it's going to suck seeing her every week if I'm not. Just another pregnant person wherever I go.... 
  • @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow I'm sorry. I just saw my second announcement in two days and both are due when I would have been. It's tough. 
    It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*

    Me: 36 DH 35 
    TTC  9/2016     BFP 12/9/16    EDD 8/21/17    NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
    TTC  2/2017  BFP 3/6/17   EDD 11/17/17   DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
    TTC 12/2018   BFP 6/2/19   EDD 2/12/20  NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
    TTC 7/2019   BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
    TTC 8/19    IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone  BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
    IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20

    AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
  • Sorry about the announcements ladies, they don't seem to get any easier. I just try to avoid them at all costs but even that's super tough.
    DH - 34, Me - 32
    Married 7/13
    TTC #1 since 10/13
    BFP 2/4/15, MC twin boys at 18w3d 5/15
    IUI #1 2/25/16

  • FINALLY get to move over to here! C/p on 1/9 and I thought I'd never o. We were ntnp this cycle since I'm "supposed" to wait 1 cycle. We actually got a try in on day -2 though so we'll see. I'm not holding my breath but I'll be ecstatic if I get a bfp.
  • SP128SP128 member
    edited February 2017
      @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow @TScalei I totally smelled ham and cheese croissants being toasted when I walked down the hall yesterday. Totally preg!!  My realistic side is telling me that it is just lunch being heated up in the school caf. #thestruggleisreal. 

    edit :  mobile bumping = autofil = incoherent sentences
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @NYTino24 nooooo I'm so sorry! :( I've had a few of those too on Facebook lately and I hid those people from my feed. It's just too hard. This woman at Kung Fu...I've never even met her before! Does it have to come from everywhere??? GAH. 

    @SP128 hahaha! Seriously same here. I'm driving myself crazy. I'm starting to realize how badly I want it to happen this month now and it's making me nervous that I'm going to be really broken hearted when I'm not. 
  • Oh! @TScalei I totally had back pain at 5dpo this month too
  • Good luck to everyone still waiting to test. I'm headed over to WTO since AF showed up today after a 16 day LP. She certainly took her dear sweet time this month, which totally got my hopes up even though I had a BFN at 13dpo. 
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  • So sorry @babypi :(  long LPs suck. 
  • Sorry for af @babypi :( 

    Me.30 DH.31 
    Est.8.2006
    BFP 8/28/15 mmc @ 11 weeks (d&c)
    BFP 9/28/16 mmc @ 8 weeks (d&c) - trisomy 5
    BFP 2/3/17...edd 10/13/17 <3

  • Ugh so sorry @babpi!
  • Sorry @babypi  long LPs are such a tease

    Prob a snow day for me tomorrow.  More time for BSC and googling.  Awesome
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • Sorry @babypi. Keep your chin up. Long LP is a good sign. Maybe this next cycle will be the one.
    It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*

    Me: 36 DH 35 
    TTC  9/2016     BFP 12/9/16    EDD 8/21/17    NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
    TTC  2/2017  BFP 3/6/17   EDD 11/17/17   DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
    TTC 12/2018   BFP 6/2/19   EDD 2/12/20  NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
    TTC 7/2019   BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
    TTC 8/19    IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone  BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
    IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20

    AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
  • @babypi Sorry for the bfn.  New cycle, fresh start. 
  • Thanks ladies. Maybe this will be the cycle that does the trick. My AF is back to normal and I had a good clear FF chart, so I'm going to try to stay on the positive side that I'm on an upward trend towards my BFP this month. 
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  • SP128SP128 member
    edited February 2017
    @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow fx for you lady if you are testing !!!

    hows it going cycle buddy ? @TScalei
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • Thanks @SP128 it was a BFN. So bummed right now :( 
  • @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow. May be too early!!! Not out yet 
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • @SP128 - BFN at 8 DPO - hoping it's just too early. :/ How are you doing?
  • @TScalei  Haven't tested.  I"m 9DPO.  I had some spotting yesterday.  I usually spot a little a couple days up to a week before AF.  Hoping it's not a luteal defect (see what I learn when SS?).  Once I see spotting I think I'm out.  I'm going to avoid testing until AF.  Got really down last cycle with the BFNs.  
    8DPO is realllllllyyyyyy early.  


    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
  • Sorry for the BFNs @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow and @SP128
    It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*

    Me: 36 DH 35 
    TTC  9/2016     BFP 12/9/16    EDD 8/21/17    NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
    TTC  2/2017  BFP 3/6/17   EDD 11/17/17   DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
    TTC 12/2018   BFP 6/2/19   EDD 2/12/20  NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
    TTC 7/2019   BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
    TTC 8/19    IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone  BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
    IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20

    AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
  • @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow I got a faint bfp at 9dpo on a $tree test with DD. Congrats!!!!! Fx for you. 
  • SP128SP128 member
    edited February 2017
    @TheFox&amp;TheSparrow  So excited for you!!!! Please share your weird symptoms if you are comfortable to feed my BSC!!
    ***TW***
    Me: 36  DH:35
    Married: 7/10/2016
    TTC#1 - May 2016
    BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016  
    BFP 5/5/2017  - CP
    IVF #1 - June 2017  - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo.  7/9 Beta #1 - 161 
    <3 Adam <3 Born on 3/18/18




     
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