Hello,
We found out a couple weeks ago that we are expecting again but I have just really started to realize how terrified I am.
I have a beautiful 2 year old girl who took 18 months to conceive but had no losses in the process. My husband and I have been trying again for #2 for about the last year during which we had two losses. The first one, I knew something was not right from the beginning. The second one felt right but I ended up finding out at 6.5 weeks that I would eventually miscarry and I did at 8 weeks.
So, here I am again. 6 weeks and 5 days. I am under the care of an RE and things look good but am having a tough time being happy because anxiety has taken over. We have only told a couple close friends and my mom. I feel pretty terrible most of the time and when I'm not feeling well feel guilty that I am not more active with my toddler. When I feel better, I'm consumed with the thought that this too will end on a loss. I am hoping to find comfort in knowing that I am not alone!! FX that all will have sticky babies !!
Re: Anxious - intro
BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
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Diagnoses and Treatments
PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
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BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏
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Me: 40 DH: 39
Married 12.19.13
BFP #1 1/14, MC 2/14 (6wks)
BFP #2 1/15, MMC/D&C 3/15 (12wks)
BFP #3 6/15, MC 8/15 (9wks)
BFP #4 4/16, MC 4/16 (5wks)
BFP #5 7/16, MMC 8/16 (10 wks)
BFP #6 3/4 , EDD 11/9/17