Ladies, I just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone for their thoughts, prayers, and support. Some of you may know that what started out as spotting turned into bleeding earlier his week. On Wednesday I heard the heartbeat and they said things looked normal but the dating was off and I just didn't feel right.
I've been laying low as things progressed in a negative direction. I just came from Triage where they confirmed the loss. For the PGAL moms - I can't believe your resilience!
Thanks again for your support through those early times. I feel numb now but I'm sure it will be okay at some point. Have happy healthy and awesome pregnancies!!! I'm so grateful for my little guy DS#1 and I'm sure you all can't wait to meet your little ones! It just wasn't meant to be for us this time around.
I'm so, so sorry. I'm grateful for all the advice you've shared for the last couple of weeks, and hope you get the support you need. You'll be in my thoughts.
I am so sorry! Remember, there is nothing wrong with not being okay for a while. Eventually, the days begin to get brighter and life will be good again. Just take some time for yourself and take good care of yourself. You'll be in my thoughts.
I'm so sorry this happened to you. It is NOT your fault, and you are NOT alone. It's one of the most devastating, heartwrenching, gut twisting things to happen to anyone. If you need anything at all, please reach out to us!
So sorry to hear about your loss. I know it is devastating. I had a similar experience a few years ago- heartbeat on ultrasound at 7.5 weeks but measuring small. At 10 weeks dr confirmed no growth and it was a miscarriage. I never miscarried naturally, so had to have a D&C. There is light at the end of the tunnel. It will get easier. You may be very fertile following this loss. I conceived again right after being given the green light from my doctor and went on to have a healthy baby girl (my second). There is hope! Sadly losses happen, but especially given that you have a child already, your chances are SO good at having a healthy pregnancy next time. Thoughts and prayers with you.
I'm so sorry. I've never felt a greater pain than a loss. Take care of yourself. It never goes away completely but I promise the pain gets better over time. You do whatever you need to do.
Mama to two perfect little girls. Lucy 07-13-11 Violet 03-13-14 Conceived #3 since September 2015 11-25-15 twelve week loss 07-21-16 ten week loss 10-03-16 5 week loss TTC again soon!
I'm so sorry for your loss, take time for yourself. I have been in your position and it's not fair why these things happen. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. My prayers are with you and your family
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Keep your head up, Mama. Drink allthewine.
Snuggle your sweet boy, and cry as much as you need to.
Me: 37 - H: 39
TTC#1: 01/2016
BFP: 06/18/2016 - EDD: 02/20/2017 - Born: 01/27/2017
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
HSG: Sept 2014, clear tubes
Dx: MFI - Low motility, morph, count (Aug. 2014); Hypothyroidism (May 2015)
Moved to IUIs October 2014
IUI #1 w/ injections: Nov 2014- BFN
IUI #2 w/ injections: Jan 2015- BFN
IUI #3.1 w/ injections: Feb. 2015, cancelled due to cysts- 10 days BCP
IUI #3.2 w/ injections: Feb/March 2015- BFN
IUI #4 w/ 100mg Clomid + Injections: August 2015- BFN
IUI #5 w/ 5mg Femara + Injections: September 2015- BFN
IUI #6 w/ 5mg Femara + Injections: October 2015 - Cancelled due low response
Moved to IVF May 2016
Retrieved 18 eggs on 05/27/2016, 13 were ICSI'd, 9 made it to day-five transfer
Transferred 2 beautiful day-five embryos on 06/01/2016, froze 7
BFP 4dp5dt on 06/05/2016! Line continued to darken beautifully!
EDD: February 17, 2017
Beta #1: 92
Beta #2: 305
Ultrasound #1 - one baby!
Ultrasound #2 - saw heartbeat!
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Diagnosed with PCOS March '10 - Started 1000mg of Metformin
After 3 unsuccessful Clomid cycles, FSH+Ovidril+IUI+Progesterone=BFP!
Time to make Emilie a big sister!
May '16 2.0: Letrozole+FSH+Menopur+Ovidril+IUI+Progesterone=BFP! first beta-45.44, second beta-148
TTC #1: 3/2016
Me 39 - DH 44
BFP 5/27/16 EDD 1/30/17
DD born 2/3/17
First BFP: 12/16/13
EDD: 08/23/14
Baby BOY born: 08/29/14
DD1- Aug11 Angel Baby- June13, said goodbye Oct12 DD2- Aug13 DD3- due Feb17
Lucy 07-13-11
Violet 03-13-14
Conceived #3 since September 2015
11-25-15 twelve week loss
07-21-16 ten week loss
10-03-16 5 week loss
TTC again soon!
Married: October, 19, 2015
EDD 2/22/17 DS1 born on 3/2/17
EDD 3/8/20 DS2 born on 3/10/20
EDD 11/24/23
(Formerly Marriedhamstermom Feb ‘17)
Me: 33 & DH: 33
Married: 07/2006
TTC: 10/2015
BFP #1: 11/2015, MC 12/2015 (7 weeks)
BFP #2: 06/2016, EDD 2/15/2017
BFP #1 8/4/2015, MMC 9/24/2015
DD 2/13/2017
BFP #3 8/24/2017, MC 9/20/2017
BFP #4 11/14/2017, CP
BFP #5 1/5/2018, MC/BO 2/17/2018
BFP #6 7/15/2018, CP
BFP #7 12/15/2018, EDD 8/28/2019