I read a picture book to my kids. It was about a girl moving away and missing her grandma. It wasn't even a very good book. But I cried. And my husband laughed at me.
My coworkers threw me a surprise shower today (darn pregnancy hormones)! Those ladies really went out of their way for me and made me feel very special.
I started to cry this morning at 4 a.m. when my dog still wouldn't go to sleep after being up since 1 a.m. with him. I slept about an hour last night. He didn't settle down until almost 6 a.m. And this is day 3 of him doing this, so I've slept like total garbage for three days now. Guess he's giving me a preview of having a newborn huh?
ughhhh!! my SO's ex sent him an email earlier today saying "my full name is not permitted on her property anytime" are you kidding me? she writes this like i was up in her house looting the place...in reality i was sitting in my own damn car, in the passenger seating waiting for her son to get into the car and come to our house for his father's bi weekly visit. she's such a freaking idiot. and being in my hormonal state...this made me cry. fail.
When you put on one of DH's shirts that's normally oversized and super comfy.....only to realize it fits like one of your own normal shirts....and is even tight in some spots.
A couple nights ago I was cuddling with my husband and thinking about how wonderful he's been to me and I just started ugly crying. Like for two hours. I cried myself to sleep. The next day I was really embarrassed about it and started to feel a little depressed, but didn't mention it to him because I felt stupid enough. When I came home from work, he surprised me by making dinner (and cake!) and cleaning up. I asked what made him want to cook so much, and he said it was because I was crying about him being wonderful last night, and he wanted to feel like he deserved to be called wonderful. Cue more pregnant tears.
A couple nights ago I was cuddling with my husband and thinking about how wonderful he's been to me and I just started ugly crying. Like for two hours. I cried myself to sleep. The next day I was really embarrassed about it and started to feel a little depressed, but didn't mention it to him because I felt stupid enough. When I came home from work, he surprised me by making dinner (and cake!) and cleaning up. I asked what made him want to cook so much, and he said it was because I was crying about him being wonderful last night, and he wanted to feel like he deserved to be called wonderful. Cue more pregnant tears.
I had a dream last night that I had a perfect GPA in grad school (been out now for a year) and I got ticked and yelled at someone and because I yelled at them I got "demerits" which lowered my GPA by 3 points. In my dream this was the worst thing in the world and I cried and cried and cried... and then I woke up because I was ACTUALLY CRYING in real life. After I calmed down I just lay there thinking "What the heck is this?".
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Then I remembered DD was wearing them and "clopping" all over the house and I got teary eyed again. So freaking cute