I saved a lot of my sentimental books from when I was little like The Lorax, The Giving Tree, The Little Prince, Where the Wild Things Are, etc. Today I put them on the shelf in baby's room and it made me all kinds of sentimental and teary. Like some day he will read the same copy of Hop on Pop that I learned to read from (and spell my name in!).
The Giving Tree...hands down, my favorite! LOVE me some Shel Silverstein!
Because last night my mom gave me some good turkey & a few slices of swiss cheese for sandwiches. I came home and left it sitting out all night because pregnancy brain, so now it has to go in the trash and I just want a sandwich
Took DD to Animal Kingdom this weekend. We were watching the performance of The Lion King and the baby kicked me while they were singing Circle of Life...
Thursday night into Friday I cried for roughly two hours. I'll try and remember what I was crying about...
-DH stressing me out about the dogs when baby arrives -I couldn't lay down because of acid/indigestion so I mumbled something I shouldn't have and I regretted it the second it came out of my mouth -DH heard me say it and guilted me -I blew my nose and it was a little bloody -I couldn't stop crying -My body doesn't feel like it's mine anymore
My husband was working cows yesterday. When he works cows he usually is unable to reply to my texts or calls immediately, but he always gets back to me before I start to worry. Yesterday, I hadn't heard from him in FIVE HOURS and I started to freak out. I called about a million times and was basically planing my life as a widow because my irrational pregnant mind could come up with no other conclusion besides that he was dead. He finally called me back as I was laying in bed crying, and said "Oh sorry my phone was charging in my truck". Then he bought me pizza though so it's ok.
Just watched the new Game of Thrones episode, saddest episode in a while! I had to hold back the tears because I didn't want my boyfriend to see me cry over something so stupid
Just watched the new Game of Thrones episode, saddest episode in a while! I had to hold back the tears because I didn't want my boyfriend to see me cry over something so stupid
I just watched it. They sure know how to hit you right in the feels eh? What a depressing way to end an episode.
I had to host a meeting for a little girl I've never met (SPED teacher here remember) who is transitioning to kindergarten. She is so medically fragile and needs so much help. Her parents cried and held each other and spoke so kindly of their little one. I ended up crying and looking like a damn mess over a little person I have never met (and never will). I know hormones ran amok for that but I also was hoping that no matter what, my husband and I will be as good parents as those people no matter what our kid needs.
My mom gave me a baby book today. I just looked through it & it starts with "the day they found out mommy was pregnant" and ends with "my first day of school." FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! Ugh! Allllll the tears
Everytime someone touches my belly, or stares relentlessly at it, or makes comments about my body, my weight, or my stretch marks. I feel like I am not even a person anymore, just a vessel. I love my bump but when my MIL stares at it and gets all teary eyed and doesn't make eye contact with me, just comes at it hands first like a zombie, it makes me want to hide for the next 5 weeks. Or eternity, whatever.
Watched a video of a guy who's 5th floor apartment was on fire so he threw a rug out the window then threw his two children out for people to catch. He jumped himself and got injured but everyone survived. It had me welling up and I've got no idea why
I just found out tonight when I got home from work that my Gramma passed away today My son is her first great grandchild and she was so excited about him...I just wish she would've gotten the chance to hold him
Re: #whymypregnantselfiscrying
-DH stressing me out about the dogs when baby arrives
-I couldn't lay down because of acid/indigestion so I mumbled something I shouldn't have and I regretted it the second it came out of my mouth
-DH heard me say it and guilted me
-I blew my nose and it was a little bloody
-I couldn't stop crying
-My body doesn't feel like it's mine anymore
Also, the baby kicked my son's hand and he smiled and whispered, "I'm so excited to have a baby sister!" All the feels.
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Outlander S2 E7, "Faith". All the tears!!!
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