Last night DS fell asleep in our bed and rather than wait on DH I went to carry him. DH stopped me so he could do it. I burst out crying because I realized I may never be able to carry him again. I'm only 5 ft so he's close to my size and by the time I'm done being pregnant I'm sure he'll be heavier and taller.
I started crying this morning because I was really missing DH (we've been apart for all of 3 hours since I've been at work). Then, I started to tear up when I texted him to tell him how much I love him and miss him. I think these hormones are giving me mild seperation anxiety.
Me: 32 & DH: 37
Married: November 2014
TTC #1 Since: October 2015
BFP #1: 11/18/15 - CP BFP #2: 2/8/16 - EDD 10/20/16 IT'S A BOY!!!! DS Born 10/16/16
I cried while I told my boss this morning. We were having an Updates Meeting, just the two of us. So when I prepared the agenda, at the very bottom I put down "Also, I'm Pregnant." He was shocked and hugged me and we both started crying. Waaaah, I never cry at work!
Backstory: Hello came out a couple of days before my second IVF cycle started. I had miscarried two and a half months earlier and was pretty low on hope. The song really resounded with me, especially "hello from the outside". I felt like I was doomed to stay on the outside because of infertility and loss. Fast forward, I was singing along and she got to "hello from the other side" and I realized I was on the other side.
It's kind of cool too if you think of it....now you're saying "hello from the outside" to the baby in there
Just cried watching Homeward Bound (the one with the dogs and the cat from the early 90s) with my 3 year old... Twice. Once when they found the little girl who was lost in the woods and once at the reunion.
Our "Love Child" is due Valentine's Day 2013! Our Fur Babies: Karma and Abbey
Yesterday my grandMA told me that she had to put their 13 year old dog to sleep earlier this week. Yes I loved that dog and spent my teenage years with that dog, but wasn't greatly attached to her. I cried off and on all night last night.
Also cried because my sister who lives hours away was in town to host a pure romance party. When I left the party after saying goodbye, I cried all the way home because I miss my sister.
Didn't feel good last night so I rolled over and rested my head on hubby's back and wrapped my arms around him from behind. Then I proceeded to start sobbing because I love him SO much and can't believe that I get to spend the rest of my life with him.
Crying because I'm scared my Crohn's is flaring up and I just can't deal with that.
@OrangeEv I also have Crohn's. I hope everything is ok with you. I see my GI today to talk about a plan, since I've stopped taking most of my medications.
Because I went to target yesterday looking for sun chips and forgot them. Then the line was too long at Starbucks and I didn't get my drink. As I type this I see how ridiculous it sounds...
My husband jokes that you can tell when I have PMS because I cry at every modern family episode. I barely ever cry, but something about that damn show....
I just had a mini breakdown watching Peyton Manning's retirement speech-I'm not even a huge football fan. I was totally fine until he started getting choked up, then I lost it.
Because I have such a low threshold and no patience with DS lately, which makes me feel awful because it's his last 8 months as an only child and I want them to be great. But we are telling him tomorrow so hopefully that will make him happy (and then we can explain why mommy has been so mean)!
Crying because I'm scared my Crohn's is flaring up and I just can't deal with that.
@OrangeEv I also have Crohn's. I hope everything is ok with you. I see my GI today to talk about a plan, since I've stopped taking most of my medications.
I hope you and your GI work something out. I very much regret dragging my feet on finding a gastro and don't have one right now.
I was listening to the radio on the way to work and the local DJ's were talking about how Universal Studios in Orlando is throwing an actual Yule Ball in the Wizarding World of Harry Potter this year. I started bawling thinking about how beautiful it'll be.
I just had a meeting with my supervisor and she mentioned how she would retire... not soon, just someday... like in the next 10 years... and I started tearing up. Thank goodness she already knows. She just handed me a tissue and tried to console me.
My husband was about an hour later back from a vet appointment than I expected. He did not answer my text or my call. I burst into tears. He texted right after the missed call, but I couldn't stop crying, even after he got home. Imagining trying to raise this baby by myself - or even worse if I lost both! He looked at me like I was nuts.
My husband got off work early and I was so excited that I asked him to meet me at Target because I was having a hard one picking a present out for our goddaughter. It took him 40 mins to get through the traffic. By then I was so tired that I left him with our stuff and let him finishing the shopping and buy everything. I was so upset over wasting all that time I could have spent at home with him that I burst into tears.
I'm about to have a breakdown. Yesterday was our anniversary, so when I get home from my grad class at 8:45 last night I thought it would be nice to just have some time to talk to my husband and kinda love on each other nothing sexy because we both had long days. He finally gets in bed and we are in the middle of a conversation and he pulls out his phone to look at Facebook and I just lost it, which lead to a fight and we didn't resolve it so I am still upset today. Then at 2:30 this morning my DD wakes up crying and has diarrhea so I have to deal with her for a little while and then I have a hard time falling back to sleep. Then to top it all off I go by Starbucks this morning to get their classic oatmeal and they don't give me any of the stuff that you put in the oatmeal so now I just have plain oats and I just want to cry and my desk and go hide.
Sorry for the rant but its just been a shitty mess the past few hours.
@ejmo68 sorry you are having a rough string of issues! fighting sucks, and so does diarrhea, and when starbucks forgets stuff. I hope your lovely friday ends happier! One time I knew my night shift was gonna be rough and stopped at starbucks and by the time I got to work, I realized they forgot to put the actual coffee (shot if espresso) in my drink. Blecchhh also @MRSCORKER that video was adorable.
@ejmo68 I'm so sorry hubby did that to you. Mine did the same last night. I've been really depressed the last few days so when he asked if he could go play some video games, I asked if we could just spend time together instead. He kind of pouted cause he hasn't had a chance to play all week but stayed with me. But then he pulled out his phone and started watching videos on FB. I blew up at him. I hate smartphones. When we first met I was more familiar with the top of his head than his face because he was always looking down at his screen.
@ejmo68I'm so sorry - that is a truly, horrible, sucky way to start a Friday & I feel for you! Sending lots of good thoughts your way & hoping your day gets much better!
Because I remembered that I have at least 4-6 more weeks of feeling terrible and it's really starting to get to me. I'm spending this entire weekend sleeping on the couch and watching Netflix when I can manage to stay awake, I'll tell you that right now.
So yesterday I was nauseous ALL day and the work day seemed to last forever, but we had plans all week to meet friends for dinner at 7 & I really didn't want to cancel. DH told me he was working late but should be home by 6. I went home after work & immediately took a nap. Woke up at 6:45 and he wasn't home, nor was he answering my calls or texts. I'm in a complete panic by 7:00, and finally get a text at 7:02 that he got caught up with a customer & was "running late". Told me to go ahead & meet our friends & he would be there shortly. The restaurant we originally planned to go to was too crowded, so they chose to go to another one that I don't particularly care for, but I'm already nauseous & nothing sounded good anyway, so it was fine. I ordered, DH showed up, and all was well. Everyone but me is just relaxing & having drinks after dinner & while I enjoyed the company, I was steadily getting more & more nauseous, so I left about 8:45 to go home, and DH stayed behind. I got sick when I got home, not fun. Took a shower & went straight to bed. DH gets home at 10:30, comes to say hi, and then goes to the living room to watch tv. I have no idea when he came to bed, and he was just getting up when I was leaving for work. So, I'm feeling kind of sad & weird & lonley today & just text him, "I miss you." His reply, "You just saw me like two hours ago." Not at all what I needed to hear! So then I say, "Not for long" and his exact reply was, "Who’s fault is that? You could’ve stayed to hang out out topless. " And...I started sobbing at my desk. Ugh. A little sensitivity goes a long way these days...
I watched my boss perform a naturalization ceremony, and when he read the quote from the Statue of Liberty, I just started crying because it's so beautiful and welcoming! I didn't want my first work cry to be in a room with 200 people, but whatever I guess.
Re: #Whymypregnantselfiscrying
Dating: 10/3/08 | Married: 12/27/14
TTC #1: August 2015 | BFP: 2/3/16 | EDD: 10/7/16
DD: 10/5/16
TTC #2: September 2017 | BFP: 4/28/18 | EDD: 1/7/19
DS: 1/9/19
Married 7/15
BFP #2 2/18/16
Then I laughed at myself for crying and then cried at myself for crying. It was a rough morning. LOL.
Dating: 10/3/08 | Married: 12/27/14
TTC #1: August 2015 | BFP: 2/3/16 | EDD: 10/7/16
DD: 10/5/16
TTC #2: September 2017 | BFP: 4/28/18 | EDD: 1/7/19
DS: 1/9/19
Me: 32 & DH: 37
BFP #2: 2/8/16 - EDD 10/20/16
IT'S A BOY!!!!
DS Born 10/16/16
and then made my boyfriend watch it because I didn't want to be the only one crying lol
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Our Fur Babies: Karma and Abbey
Also cried because my sister who lives hours away was in town to host a pure romance party. When I left the party after saying goodbye, I cried all the way home because I miss my sister.
- a Wells Fargo commercial
- my lab brought the treat DH gave her to show me
- checking work email and seeing everything I have to do today
- reading some of your posts about why you're crying
So basically, everything makes me cry. It's awesome.I am not religious.
Bawled my eyes out at my desk.
Me: 32 & DH: 37
BFP #2: 2/8/16 - EDD 10/20/16
IT'S A BOY!!!!
DS Born 10/16/16
Sorry for the rant but its just been a shitty mess the past few hours.
TTC#2: BFP: 8-23-15 MMC: 10-29-15
DD 2: 9-15-16
DD 3: 9-16-17
One time I knew my night shift was gonna be rough and stopped at starbucks and by the time I got to work, I realized they forgot to put the actual coffee (shot if espresso) in my drink. Blecchhh
also @MRSCORKER that video was adorable.