I lost my daughter a few months ago and since then...I continued to keep track of my "pregnancy" even though Melanie was no longer here. Today would've been my due date and wow....what a gut wrenching feeling. The feeling where my your stomach drops as if you heard a bad news. Everytime the I think of her, my stomach drops. I can't even cry right now, because I feel numb at the fact that after today...I've got to stop counting....because its going to be just regular days after today. Everything that has happened is replaying in my head. The pain, emptiness, what was naturally happening to my body...I will never forget that. Thank you those who have left me kind messages and that always commented on my posts.
Can't even begin to describe how I feel. wish this feeling would go away. wish i could have a baby, wish i could have THAT (my) baby, Melanie. wish wish wish wish wish wish. i wish.
You are in my thoughts and prayers today. I hope you have family members to grieve through this hard time with, and I am so so sorry this has happened to you.
Surprise BFP! 06/08/15
Nadine GraceMarie 02/10/16
Diagnosed with placenta increta post delivery:
emergency partial hysterectomy - cervix and ovaries still intact Gestational surrogacy or adoption TBD
Shedding tears for you and Melanie. I hope you know you are not alone and I wish the same for you too. Hopefully better things are to come. Life is never fair for some of us.
Re: Today is the day....
Surprise BFP! 06/08/15
Nadine GraceMarie 02/10/16
Diagnosed with placenta increta post delivery: emergency partial hysterectomy - cervix and ovaries still intact
Gestational surrogacy or adoption TBD