Today is the day.... — The Bump
February 2016 Moms

Today is the day....

I lost my daughter a few months ago and since then...I continued to keep track of my "pregnancy" even though Melanie was no longer here. Today would've been my due date and wow....what a gut wrenching feeling. The feeling where my your stomach drops as if you heard a bad news. Everytime the I think of her, my stomach drops. I can't even cry right now, because I feel numb at the fact that after today...I've got to stop counting....because its going to be just regular days after today. Everything that has happened is replaying in my head. The pain, emptiness, what was naturally happening to my body...I will never forget that. Thank you those who have left me kind messages and that always commented on my posts.

Can't even begin to describe how I feel. wish this feeling would go away. wish i could have a baby, wish i could have THAT (my) baby, Melanie. wish wish wish wish wish wish. i wish.

Re: Today is the day....

  • I'm so sorry for everything you've had to go through :( Sending you hugs. 

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  • I'm so sorry for all you've been through and how you're feeling. Hang in there. Thinking of you. 


  • I am so so sorry. 
  • I'm so sorry :( many prayers for you! 
  • You are in my thoughts and prayers today.  I hope you have family members to grieve through this hard time with, and I am so so sorry this has happened to you. 
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  • Sending up thoughts and prayers for you during this difficult time. There are no words ...  May her memory be a blessing.
  • I'm so sorry. I've thought of you many times in the last few months. 
  • I'm so sorry  :/ sending you lots of good healing vibes. 
  • I am so very sorry for your loss. 
  • I'm so sorry for what you're going through right now. 

  • Thoughts and prayers going your way. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. 
  • So sorry for your loss. Hugs to you. 

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  • Shedding tears for you and Melanie. I hope you know you are not alone and I wish the same for you too. Hopefully better things are to come. Life is never fair for some of us. <3
  • I'm so sorry for your loss of your daughter! :(
  • thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers. thank you for taking the time out of your day to tell me you're thinking of me. just thank you...
  • I am so sorry. :( Sending you so much love. 
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  • So, so sorry for your loss. 
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