It's almost noon and I am still laid up in the bed and just thinking about how I absolutely have to go to the grocery today. It becomes a debate when I think about getting up fixing my hair finding some clothes to fit and possibly putting some makeup on this acne covered face! I am just over it. If I'm gonna have gas,heartburn and Ms on a daily basis I'm not gonna try to look like some beauty queen. It's just disappointing bc my idea of looking pregnant was not hair on top of head,no make up, my hubby's over sized t shirt and sweats on.. but I just can't make myself care right now.. at this point this is the way I'm rolling. Is anyone else in this ridiculous awkward stage?
Re: Anyone else at the idgaf stage???
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Me: 29 / Hubster: 31
Married July 2010
DC #1 Oct 2013
DC #2 EDD June 2016
EDD: 06/25/2006 M/C: 11/03/2005
EDD: 04/08/2012 M/C: 09/03/2011
EDD: 12/27/2012 Born Sleeping: 07/19/2012
EDD: 12/07/2013 M/C 05/30/2013 & 05/31/2013
EDD: 07/01/2016 Born sleeping: 03/02/2016
Sept '11-April '13 ~ Testing, failed multiple MFI treatments, saving & TONS of praying
January 2014 ~ IVF/ICSI & PGS ~ no response to stims ~ converted to IUI ~ BFN
February 2014 ~ On to donor embyros ~ 5 blasts!!!
March 2014 ~ FET #1 ~ Transferred 2 blasts ~ BFN
July 2014 ~ Kliman's mock cycle with endometrial function test
Sample too small for EFT, HE slide showed immature cells
New protocol planned, saving for another biopsy for EFT
January 2015 ~ Considering adoption options
April 2015 ~ Privately arranged adoption of planned pregnancy
DD#1 ~ Lillyana Violet Marie born 6/15/16, Finalized adoption 12/20/16
July 13, 2018 ~ BFP....WTF?!?!
7/16 Beta #1 ~ 466...7/18 Beta #2 ~ 1,077...7/23 Beta #3 ~ 5,291
7/23 US #1 ~ 1 gestational sac seen and yolk sac
7/30 US #2 and 1st OB appt ~ 1 perfectly round gestational sac, 1 perfect yolk sac and 1 teeny tiny heart beat seen!!!
I'm at a point where I'm not going to places I don't want to go, not putting up with crap (other than what I have to at work) and eating what I want.
I'm also a FTM so I have the luxury of sleeping 10 hours a night ....
gauge1234 we need to be best friends lol
I literally roll out of bed every day for work, frizzy split ends and all. A baggy hoodie and an IDGAF scowl is the only must-have for me right now lol
Plus, thank you watkins3 for reassuring me that it is totally ok to want to punch your SO for being able to sleep

>Baby #2 Due 3/7/20