It's almost noon and I am still laid up in the bed and just thinking about how I absolutely have to go to the grocery today. It becomes a debate when I think about getting up fixing my hair finding some clothes to fit and possibly putting some makeup on this acne covered face! I am just over it. If I'm gonna have gas,heartburn and Ms on a daily basis I'm not gonna try to look like some beauty queen. It's just disappointing bc my idea of looking pregnant was not hair on top of head,no make up, my hubby's over sized t shirt and sweats on.. but I just can't make myself care right now.. at this point this is the way I'm rolling. Is anyone else in this ridiculous awkward stage?
My husband teases me all the time cause I seriously dgaf about ANYTHING really anymore. I used to be very modest about dressing and undressing....no f's given there anymore. I used to have to wear makeup and would never leave the house with granny panties on......dgaf anymore and don't wear makeup on the weekends anymore and take it off as soon as I get home and could care less about panty lines anymore cause they're comfy as hell lol. I've been in serious idgaf stage for several weeks now.
Idk, it's hard to tell since my IDGAF was solidly in place well before getting pregnant. but yeah, there's a whole new level of lazy and intimate in my apartment now.
I've been on Christmas break for the last 2 weeks, & I have found it hard to put much effort into my appearance daily. I'm so happy just lounging in my yoga pants or PJs. DH wants to get dressed up for dinner tonight...it just seems exhausting, lol. Next week is going to be such an adjustment heading back to work & having to look more alive each day.
I've worn leggings or yoga pants to work for the last 2 weeks. I don't even care. I sit behind a desk all day. No one can see my legs. I also don't remember the last time I wore make up. Whoops.
So there. DH forrrrrced me to get up and go shopping with him and I ended up buying 6 tunics. I am going to rotate them with leggings for the rest of my pregnancy. It'll look like I don't own any other clothes but IDGAF.
Yes Im currently in that stage but I think Im starting to come out of it a bit as my morning sickness is getting better. However hubby ordered me a snoogle and the real IGAF stage may begin once I can actually lay in bed comfortably.
Sent this to my SO so he know what to expect me in when I get to the party. It's not really a party, the guys are watching football and the girls are joining later.
Me (34): DOR d/t chemo/radiation, Immature Endometrial Lining, Hypothyroidism
DH (35): MFI d/t testicular torsion and removal, Low T, Oligospermia, Anti-Sperm Antibodies, Currently on T supplements Sept '11-April '13 ~ Testing, failed multiple MFI treatments, saving & TONS of praying January 2014 ~ IVF/ICSI & PGS ~ no response to stims ~ converted to IUI ~ BFN February 2014 ~ On to donor embyros ~ 5 blasts!!! March 2014 ~ FET #1 ~ Transferred 2 blasts ~ BFN July 2014 ~ Kliman's mock cycle with endometrial function test Sample too small for EFT, HE slide showed immature cells New protocol planned, saving for another biopsy for EFT January 2015 ~ Considering adoption options April 2015 ~ Privately arranged adoption of planned pregnancy DD#1 ~ Lillyana Violet Marie born 6/15/16, Finalized adoption 12/20/16 July 13, 2018 ~ BFP....WTF?!?! 7/16 Beta #1 ~ 466...7/18 Beta #2 ~ 1,077...7/23 Beta #3 ~ 5,291 7/23 US #1 ~ 1 gestational sac seen and yolk sac 7/30 US #2 and 1st OB appt ~ 1 perfectly round gestational sac, 1 perfect yolk sac and 1 teeny tiny heart beat seen!!!
I can't even sleep at night anymore, so I sleep all damn day...any way that I lay is painful or just annoying... do those pillows really work? I'm really getting annoyed at the fact my hubs is just peacefully snoozing.. literally want to punch him! And btw my trip to the grocery today ended up me eating taco bell in the grocery parking lot then saying f it and coming back home and not wearing pants the rest of the day/night!
The struggle is real during the week to put on work clothes, which consist of leggings and loose dress shirts and a giant oversized sweater at this point, but I still prefer my pj's and no bra. I used to be what men referred to (annoyingly) as "thick"...now I just look like a blob most of the time. IDGAF.
Just this week my pants are getting slightly uncomfortable. They still fit fine, but are tighter around the hips than I like. This combined with a sick tummy that seems to be getting worse instead of better, is making me more lazy in my appearance. I still make the effort if I'm going somewhere, but on Thursday it was just me and the kids cleaning and playing at home, and I wore leggings until right before dh got home. I also went to the store with wet hair and without makeup the other night, which is very unlike me.
I literally roll out of bed every day for work, frizzy split ends and all. A baggy hoodie and an IDGAF scowl is the only must-have for me right now lol
Plus, thank you watkins3 for reassuring me that it is totally ok to want to punch your SO for being able to sleep
Re: Anyone else at the idgaf stage???
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Me: 29 / Hubster: 31
Married July 2010
DC #1 Oct 2013
DC #2 EDD June 2016
EDD: 06/25/2006 M/C: 11/03/2005
EDD: 04/08/2012 M/C: 09/03/2011
EDD: 12/27/2012 Born Sleeping: 07/19/2012
EDD: 12/07/2013 M/C 05/30/2013 & 05/31/2013
EDD: 07/01/2016 Born sleeping: 03/02/2016
Sept '11-April '13 ~ Testing, failed multiple MFI treatments, saving & TONS of praying
January 2014 ~ IVF/ICSI & PGS ~ no response to stims ~ converted to IUI ~ BFN
February 2014 ~ On to donor embyros ~ 5 blasts!!!
March 2014 ~ FET #1 ~ Transferred 2 blasts ~ BFN
July 2014 ~ Kliman's mock cycle with endometrial function test
Sample too small for EFT, HE slide showed immature cells
New protocol planned, saving for another biopsy for EFT
January 2015 ~ Considering adoption options
April 2015 ~ Privately arranged adoption of planned pregnancy
DD#1 ~ Lillyana Violet Marie born 6/15/16, Finalized adoption 12/20/16
July 13, 2018 ~ BFP....WTF?!?!
7/16 Beta #1 ~ 466...7/18 Beta #2 ~ 1,077...7/23 Beta #3 ~ 5,291
7/23 US #1 ~ 1 gestational sac seen and yolk sac
7/30 US #2 and 1st OB appt ~ 1 perfectly round gestational sac, 1 perfect yolk sac and 1 teeny tiny heart beat seen!!!
I'm at a point where I'm not going to places I don't want to go, not putting up with crap (other than what I have to at work) and eating what I want.
I'm also a FTM so I have the luxury of sleeping 10 hours a night ....
gauge1234 we need to be best friends lol
I literally roll out of bed every day for work, frizzy split ends and all. A baggy hoodie and an IDGAF scowl is the only must-have for me right now lol
Plus, thank you watkins3 for reassuring me that it is totally ok to want to punch your SO for being able to sleep
>Baby #2 Due 3/7/20