I cried this morning because I finally got a free morning to go get a pedicure (hubby was home from work watching toddler), and I went to 4 places, but none had opened! I had to bail because hubby needed me home
This weekend I cried because the school supplies at Target "smelled like elementary school" and I will hopefully have a healthy happy baby to buy a lunchbox for. Crazy.
Today I cried because I read that baby is the size of a blueberry and I ate a blueberry muffin for breakfast. I felt some sort of cannibalistic fear that I just ate my baby. What the proper hell is the matter with me?
Today I cried because the end of Toy Story 3 got me for the 5,000th time. DS loves this WHOLE movie, but I'd be okay just pretending it ends 10 minutes early.
I cried watching "what would you do?" When people paid for veterans groceries, I cried when I got a scam call from the "IRS" about back taxes, I cry at... Way too many things. And I'm not an overly emotional person so it's driving me crazy!!
I cried last night because of how my husband is supporting his friend whose mom just passed away. He is not big on emotional stuff, but really knocks it out of the park when it comes down to it and it made me think of what an amazing parent he is going to be to our LO. Almost crying now just recounting it.
There's a perfect little baby in my uterus. With a perfect little heartbeat. Made it past my nightmare miscarriage point from my first pregnancy and actually had the heartbeat. Makes me cry to make it past every time.
DS1 - 9/21/11
DS2 - 7/4/14
DS3 - 2/21/16 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
I cried just now at my dr appointment because the ONLY reason I scheduled my appt. during work hours was A.) the ultrasound tech wasn't there later and B.) the person that scheduled my appointment agreed I need an early ultrasound to rule out an ectopic, ergo I must have an appointment during work hours to see the tech. Guess who still hasn't seen anyone for her noon appointment (CST) and wasn't on the ultrasound schedule so of course the tech left? Yup! Full on crying at the doctor. And to top it off I haven't had lunch and I'm effing starving.
My DH is taking his massage board exam this week and is super stressed and he had a tantrum about me "chastising" him about how many towels he uses with his showers. He texted me at work and asked if I wanted him not to come to our first Prenatal appointment today. Stress can make people so crazy, and I can usually work around it, but sometimes these hormones make me want to tantrum right back at him!!!
Bc the stupid receptionist at my OB's office scheduled me for my first u/s and didn't put it in the computer. So she decided to just schedule it herself for a completely different day (a day that I work as a volunteer for a BF'ing support group) and didn't even tell me until she called the afternoon before. She also managed to call at the absolute worst possible moment as I was trying to get three kids across a huge super hectic parking lot at the busiest time of the day. Worst part is we planned a huge family day around the u/s appt, and husband already took the day off and bought family tickets for an event. Luckily I had kept the appt card she wrote and showed it to the doctor, and he was awesome and shuffled stuff for us. Apparently she's done the same thing a lot lately. Still, she had me crying angry, hormonal tears for a while there.
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
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but i still feel bigger on the inside Autism mama!
My DH is taking his massage board exam this week and is super stressed and he had a tantrum about me "chastising" him about how many towels he uses with his showers. He texted me at work and asked if I wanted him not to come to our first Prenatal appointment today. Stress can make people so crazy, and I can usually work around it, but sometimes these hormones make me want to tantrum right back at him!!!
Okay so I'll bite, how many towels does he use?
BFP 2/11/15 (EDD 10/13/15). MMC 3/30/15 D&C 4/3/15 "We will always love you"
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
My DH is taking his massage board exam this week and is super stressed and he had a tantrum about me "chastising" him about how many towels he uses with his showers. He texted me at work and asked if I wanted him not to come to our first Prenatal appointment today. Stress can make people so crazy, and I can usually work around it, but sometimes these hormones make me want to tantrum right back at him!!!
Okay so I'll bite, how many towels does he use?
One hand towel per shower (so 1-2 daily!). SO Much laundry!
I legit broke down in Walmart today because I couldn't find Jell-O no-bake cheesecake. They are remodeling and everything is in a different place now. I have been wanting it for days and finay felt good enough to go get it and make it today! FYI it was the next aisle over and I felt like an idiot.
So I finally get to add to this one (and lordy, I was hoping my sad hormones would hold out longer, because once those start...)
Was having a rough bedtime with my 15 month old last night. He'd lie down and seem asleep, and I'd start to leave and he would wake screaming and reaching out to me. I went to pick him up and cuddled him, and I whispered I better get all the nighttime bouncing and cuddling in while I can... and cue the tears.
At least it's not commercials yet. There was one last pregnancy... every time.
I cried because my dog hated me when I was pregnant with DD and I'm worried she'll act the same with this pregnancy. I cried and hugged her until she was whining and scrambling to get away from me, then yelled "I LOVE YOU" as she was running away.
Yesterday I cried because I failed my one hour glucose screen pretty bad. I had GD last time so I expect to have it this time, but I was really hoping not to have it yet.
Edit:
And glucose after an hour is terrible. No way I'm passing.
Yesterday I cried because I failed my one hour glucose screen pretty bad. I had GD last time so I expect to have it this time, but I was really hoping not to have it yet.
Edit: And glucose after an hour is terrible. No way I'm passing.
How far along are you? I don't remember ever doing the glucose test until much later. Is it because you had GD with your last one?
Yesterday I cried because I failed my one hour glucose screen pretty bad. I had GD last time so I expect to have it this time, but I was really hoping not to have it yet.
Edit:
And glucose after an hour is terrible. No way I'm passing.
How far along are you? I don't remember ever doing the glucose test until much later. Is it because you had GD with your last one?
Yes. You get tested early if you had it before. And my second hour is also terrible. I have unofficially failed. I'm glad I brought my glucose monitor with me though so I know rather than waiting for them to call me back next week. I went ahead and left a message with my doctor asking for a prescription for metformin.
I cried today because my daughter played "Part of your world" on her Ariel toy, and then asked DH to dance ... In her almost two year old voice "dance Daddy ? Please?"
September Siggy Challenge : Favorite Childhood Movies ( Sorry I have two)
My husband does search and rescue and went out looking for a wee boy who'd packed a bag and runaway from home. I cried when he told me he'd even thought to pack a nappy because he still has night time accidents.
Re: Today I cried because...
https://www.facebook.com/Pampers/videos/10153559672370312/
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
I cried last night because of how my husband is supporting his friend whose mom just passed away. He is not big on emotional stuff, but really knocks it out of the park when it comes down to it and it made me think of what an amazing parent he is going to be to our LO. Almost crying now just recounting it.
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
https://teachmetobraid.blogspot.com/2014/09/if-my-child-marries-yours.html?m=1
Pizza was delicious but then later made me feel ill. Dangit.
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Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
Luckily I had kept the appt card she wrote and showed it to the doctor, and he was awesome and shuffled stuff for us. Apparently she's done the same thing a lot lately. Still, she had me crying angry, hormonal tears for a while there.
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality
Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
Autism mama!
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
March 2016 siggy: babies - expectation vs reality
Brian's Whovian wife (5/'09)
Autism mama!
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
One hand towel per shower (so 1-2 daily!). SO Much laundry!
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Our family of 5 is complete!! Love our boys!
FYI it was the next aisle over and I felt like an idiot.
https://m.youtube.com/user/iams?x=us-en_showcase_216_5
This morning I cried on my way to work because Green Day's "Time of your Life" was on the radio.
It has no emotional significance to me.
Me: 29 DH: 31
Married 10/13/12
TTC Since 8/2016
Yes. You get tested early if you had it before. And my second hour is also terrible. I have unofficially failed. I'm glad I brought my glucose monitor with me though so I know rather than waiting for them to call me back next week. I went ahead and left a message with my doctor asking for a prescription for metformin.