There's a pancake breakfast not 15 minutes from me for Stampede, and I can't go because I can't walk that far and the lines are too long. No pancakes for this prego.
Not being able to get out of my head....my thoughts won't stop racing...I'm scared I won't be a good mom...im still upset I didn't see fireworks last night...also the fact that watching twilight used to help me feel better and now it ceases to do that for me.
The loss of one of my favorite and most long-standing characters on Grey's Anatomy! I won't mention specifics in case anyone else hasn't seen it, but I could not stop crying!
Haha, I was going to say the same thing. Nothing yet, but there is still so much of the day left, especially when the afternoon/evening will be spent with family.
Trying to order "big sis" and "baby sis" outfits for my almost 7 yr old and realizing that they don't make many newborn/8-10 matching outfits. This caused a meltdown and made me sob over their age difference. Redonkulous.
The other day I couldn't sleep and hubby was leaving extra early for school. I asked him why and he said his buddy was there, so he wanted to hang out a bit before class. I cried after he left because I felt very alone.
This wasn't today, but Thursday: 1) I went to my doctor's office for an ultrasound only to find out my appointment had been cancelled and I didn't know. What mad it worse was that I had invited my mom to come and I felt bad that she didn't get to see him
2) My shower is next Saturday and I found out that my sister put something on the invitation about bringing a book for the baby. I started crying because I don't want people to think it's rude
3) My husband hadto work 4 hours of overtime for the third time that week. He didn't get home until 11 pm
Normally these things are hust mild inconveniences, but to this raging ball of hormones! LOL
This wasn't today, but Thursday: 1) I went to my doctor's office for an ultrasound only to find out my appointment had been cancelled and I didn't know. What mad it worse was that I had invited my mom to come and I felt bad that she didn't get to see him
2) My shower is next Saturday and I found out that my sister put something on the invitation about bringing a book for the baby. I started crying because I don't want people to think it's rude
3) My husband hadto work 4 hours of overtime for the third time that week. He didn't get home until 11 pm
Normally these things are hust mild inconveniences, but to this raging ball of hormones! LOL
My friend did the something similar with books. She asked that people not buy cards, but instead bring a book for the baby. I LOVED it! Not only do I now have several books spanning awide age gap, but most people wrote sweet little messages to me and/or baby and these will be kept and remembered much longer than a card.
In reply to OP, I haven't cried, but the 4th is usually one of my favorite holidays, and I was so crampy yesterday that we decided to call off kayaking plans for the afternoon and I don't even want to get off the couch. I'm bummed. Fortunately hubby decided he would take care of steaks for dinner so the day is not a complete loss.
The fact that my step son (nearly 17) wigs out if his sister comes near him. She loves to sit beside you and lean against you on the couch, and 3 times now I've watched him make her move and move himself to move away from her. She's 2 1/2. He sees her for a week during the summer and a week during Christmas vacation .. It breaks my heart! Especially considering he has a baby cousin a year younger than DD, and he has no issues like that with him from pictures I'm sent from his other family. Then my heart breaks for my husband because he's noticed this too, and also because he's been out of town during most of this visit for work, and the first thing my step son asks him when he came home last night? Can I move in with my mom? (He chose to live with his grandma a couple years ago because he doesn't like dads rules and he was mad at his mom).. It's like slapping my hubby in the face. We live 5 hours away from him, and DH calls and texts him constantly and he never returns the calls or texts. It's heartbreaking. Seriously.
I want to say so much but I don't feel it's my place.
The heat! I'm going to a BBQ this afternoon, so I thought maybe I would wear a cute maxi dress....unfortunately I accidentally put it in the dryer so now it's an odd length, changed my clothes about a dozen more time and nothing fits down over muh baby....why didn't I just join a nudist colony?! Everything I put on makes me feel like I'm wearing a parka! Clothes are sooooo over rated! ~X(
If I had the energy to then I would! I've been sick since 4 am! I tried going to the store with hubby to get food for the 4th & we left early bc I almost collapsed with BH contractions! Still having them off and on and violently throwing up anything I eat or drink. I feel awful!
Someone left the hostess box in the pantry... I went in to delight myself and the freeken box was empty!!!!!! SO came in to get his coffee and found me on the floor in the pantry crying hugging the hostess cupcake box. He started laughing thinking I couldn't move because I ate the whole box. It was 7 am!
All this time I thought I didn't have any stretch marks. Today, I noticed I have a few very low under my belly. I didn't cry, but I definitely considered it. Oh well. Embrace all the stretch marks!
Cried because after a full day of taking care of my toddler, dog sitting, working in the evening (all on a +30 degree day) I came home to a messy house and then discovered what looks like mold growing in the Brita filter straw of my water bottle. It's my favourite water bottle and was already half destroyed because DD loves to drink out of it too and has chewed it to death...bah. :-w
The other day I couldn't sleep and hubby was leaving extra early for school. I asked him why and he said his buddy was there, so he wanted to hang out a bit before class. I cried after he left because I felt very alone.
Lol I feel you. The other day, I was at the store and my SO texted to say he was home (we were taking to his mom's birthday an hour away) so I hurry home. When I get there him and the dog are gone and he wasn't answering his phone. I was very upset! He got home shortly and had just taken the dog for a walk before we left and I felt pretty stupid lol oh, the little things..
I had my first emotional pregnancy moment this morning when showing my two year old sister what fireworks are. While watching the Disney "Wishes" firework show on YouTube I completely broke down and thought about how excited I am to one day (hopefully) take baby girl to see the show in person.
My husband said I can't see it until it comes out on video. I'm a cryer to begin with so being pregnant just puts it over the top. I ugly cried like a baby at the end of the imitation game, which I don't think I necessarily would have. Maybe a tear or two.
But today I cried because my grilled broccoli fell on the ground after taking it off the grill. It smelled so good.
Haha, I was going to say the same thing. Nothing yet, but there is still so much of the day left, especially when the afternoon/evening will be spent with family.
I knew it was still early. I kept tearing up at our family bbq just because I was tired, got tired so easily trying to play with DD, and got tired of being asked how I was doing.
Yesterday; I set up nursery in guest room (my dog treats it as his room) he started sniffing everything and wandering around looking at me like "what's going on?" I then took him to get groomed and his eyes turned into those giant sad puppy eyes and the lady dragged him backwards down the hall. I sat in my car and cried bc I don't want him to think I'm replacing him.
He was extremely excited when my hubby and I picked him up and I bought him a new toy
I cried because my son and daughter want to stay at my boyfriends sisters house and light fireworks instead of come home with my boyfriend and I. Normally it would be fine but me being pregnant and it being the 4th of July it made me cry to come home without them. Oh did I mention she only lives down the street? Lol
DH got me an engagement ring and gave it to me today. Couldn't afford one when we got married and he's wanted me to have one. I cried for a solid 10 minutes when he pulled it out!
I'm beyond heartbroken today.... My beloved dog Duke passed away this morning and my father in law got rushed to hospital and is in kidney failure. I can't stop crying....
DH got me an engagement ring and gave it to me today. Couldn't afford one when we got married and he's wanted me to have one. I cried for a solid 10 minutes when he pulled it out!
I'm beyond heartbroken today.... My beloved dog Duke passed away this morning and my father in law got rushed to hospital and is in kidney failure. I can't stop crying....
Sorry to hear! Thinking of you, hope you're dad pulls through. Stay strong
I cried because my 4 year old didn't like the fireworks. I've been so excited to take him to watch them all week because he loved them last year but he got scared and cried and DH had to take him to the car while I stayed with the other kids. I hate seeing my baby upset and I couldn't be the one to go to the car with him cuz we were parked too far away for me to carry him
The fact that my SO and I aren't married yet because of financial issues. I wanted to be married before our son got here..not going to happen. I didn't want God to cast me out of heaven. Also, I'm in recovery.. alot of the people I care about haven't grown and straightened up their lives...they won't get to be a part of me or my son's life. It hurts.
I went to a tour of the L&D unit today and saw so many "fresh out the womb" babies which made me get teary eyed. Then I thought about complications for some reason and cried on the way home.
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Haha, I was going to say the same thing. Nothing yet, but there is still so much of the day left, especially when the afternoon/evening will be spent with family.
1) I went to my doctor's office for an ultrasound only to find out my appointment had been cancelled and I didn't know. What mad it worse was that I had invited my mom to come and I felt bad that she didn't get to see him
2) My shower is next Saturday and I found out that my sister put something on the invitation about bringing a book for the baby. I started crying because I don't want people to think it's rude
3) My husband hadto work 4 hours of overtime for the third time that week. He didn't get home until 11 pm
Normally these things are hust mild inconveniences, but to this raging ball of hormones! LOL
In reply to OP, I haven't cried, but the 4th is usually one of my favorite holidays, and I was so crampy yesterday that we decided to call off kayaking plans for the afternoon and I don't even want to get off the couch. I'm bummed. Fortunately hubby decided he would take care of steaks for dinner so the day is not a complete loss.
Then my heart breaks for my husband because he's noticed this too, and also because he's been out of town during most of this visit for work, and the first thing my step son asks him when he came home last night? Can I move in with my mom? (He chose to live with his grandma a couple years ago because he doesn't like dads rules and he was mad at his mom).. It's like slapping my hubby in the face. We live 5 hours away from him, and DH calls and texts him constantly and he never returns the calls or texts. It's heartbreaking. Seriously.
I want to say so much but I don't feel it's my place.
But today I cried because my grilled broccoli fell on the ground after taking it off the grill. It smelled so good.
Lol thank you!! I never thought I would cry over spilled milk
He was extremely excited when my hubby and I picked him up and I bought him a new toy
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Sweetest thing ever.