DH got me an engagement ring and gave it to me today. Couldn't afford one when we got married and he's wanted me to have one. I cried for a solid 10 minutes when he pulled it out!
That is so sweet! I probably would have even cried pre-pregnancy!
I am in so so so much pain, exhausted, and sick to my stomach that the thought of the weekend being over and DH having to go to work and not here to take care of me or DS has me in tears.
The fact that my SO and I aren't married yet because of financial issues. I wanted to be married before our son got here..not going to happen. I didn't want God to cast me out of heaven. Also, I'm in recovery.. alot of the people I care about haven't grown and straightened up their lives...they won't get to be a part of me or my son's life. It hurts.
Darling, God will not cast you out of heaven for not being married before your baby arrives. It has to do with your heart. If you would like to pm me to talk about it further, please don't hesitate :-)
1. Cried when my dr wouldn't schedule my induction at 37 weeks, I have to wait for 38 weeks. I've already been on hospital bedrest for 3 weeks at 5cm and that's two more weeks. SOB. Miss my family.
2. Also I had a new midline catheter (fancy IV in upper arm) placed yesterday and tonight the nurse couldn't get it to flush. It took her 3 hours to find another nurse to try flushing it and I was panicky and teary the whole time at the thought of having to get ANOTHER one (would be IV #5 in three weeks).
3. Also cried when new nurse got it to flush. Phew.
Mommy to 5, 1st time Gestational Carrier Transfers #1-4 2013/2014 all same DE, all CP Transfer #5 11/16/14, new DE, transferred two fresh 5-day blasts Beta 9dp5dt - 296 Beta 15dp5dt - 6,596! TWINS!! due 8/4/15 Admitted to hospital for preterm labor and 5cm dilated at 32 + 6 Delivered healthy baby girls vaginally at 36 + 4 Baby A 6lb10oz born at 11:58pm Baby B 6lb11oz born at 12:04am (different birthdays!)
I, was a blubbering, crying mess, when for the first time ever, I had acid reflux. It is awful! Made me vomit and everything. And wouldn't you know that LO decided she was going to have her mma training at the same time. Ugh! So bad!
The fact that my SO and I aren't married yet because of financial issues. I wanted to be married before our son got here..not going to happen. I didn't want God to cast me out of heaven. Also, I'm in recovery.. alot of the people I care about haven't grown and straightened up their lives...they won't get to be a part of me or my son's life. It hurts.
How much does getting married cost at a court house?
I haven't outright cried over something since the first trimester but last night I did tear up because I was tired and very achy and my in-laws were coming over any minute so I had to suck it up and be a good hostess instead of laying in my bed like I wanted to.
I saw my little boy's face today - I have AFI tests weekly, and the tech flipped on the 3D today because he was facing the wand for once amazing. And I definitely cried!
Re: What made you cry today?
Mommy to 5, 1st time Gestational Carrier
Transfers #1-4 2013/2014 all same DE, all CP
Transfer #5 11/16/14, new DE, transferred two fresh 5-day blasts
Beta 9dp5dt - 296 Beta 15dp5dt - 6,596! TWINS!! due 8/4/15
Admitted to hospital for preterm labor and 5cm dilated at 32 + 6
Delivered healthy baby girls vaginally at 36 + 4
Baby A 6lb10oz born at 11:58pm
Baby B 6lb11oz born at 12:04am
(different birthdays!)