When my 19 year old community college students tell me about how they're behind in class because they're unintentionally pregnant (and already have another kid or two), I smile and nod and discuss their options for getting caught up - but I secretly judge them and/or envy their ridiculous fertility.
TTC #1 --- BFP #1 5/15, loss at 5 weeks --- BFP #2 12/15, loss at 4+3 --- RE testing 3/16 normal, still trying for our rainbow
My husband is away with work and while i have the free time I have been reading past posts and doing some intense bump stalking. Just snooping around....
Dd doesnt feel well and I'm counting that as a good enough reason to still be in our jammies and watching Disney movies. Alladin is so good rip Robin Williams.
I'm likely not getting a promotion at work I should have received in my department (due to some bad info given to me from HR) annnndd apparently nobody but me seems to think that's shitty or wants to try and fight it. It almost makes me want to promote into another department or another facility entirely just to say 'F you guys, I'm leaving.' It sucks, because I genuinely like my department and find the work really interesting, and as a bonus I am able to get along with my co-workers. I'd really like to stay and grow there. I'm totally capable of being an adult and won't take it out on our not ONE but probably TWO new hires that they'll be putting in the position instead, but deep down inside I'm going to be a Betty Bitterflakes.
I’ve been on TB so much lately (and probably
posting too much, but you can be the judge of that,) because I have nothing but
homework for grad school, visiting sick grandparents, and yardwork to do. I’ve
been motivating myself to do my homework by allowing myself time on TB after each
assignment.
It’s sad, but I secretly want summer to be over
so I can go back to work and not feel guilty for procrastinating on EVERYTHING
(well, everything except POAS. I never procrastinate on that.)
I want to talk to people about my stillborn dd but then I feel like an AH and I can feel their eyes rolling because people don't talk about that stuff. And then I feel bad for thinking badly of them.
Aaaaand there I go again.
An important task at work that should taken me 2-3 hours has taken 16+ because of a coworkers ineptitude. So I'm going into the office on a holiday, like usual, to finish up.
ETA: said coworker is a fertile-myrtle so it makes me love her even more.
Not so much a fffc, but what the hay. Apparently, dh told his brother that we are ttc. Aaannnnd said brother told my mil who is a giant big mouth. I don't have Facebook, but I could totally see her posting it or telling her family and mine. When I saw her this morning, she gave me my DDs old infant car seat she was storing for us "just in case". Uggggghhhh excuse me while I crawl in a hole and die.
I want to talk to people about my stillborn dd but then I feel like an AH and I can feel their eyes rolling because people don't talk about that stuff. And then I feel bad for thinking badly of them.
Aaaaand there I go again.
Oh @MamaBish creepy internet hugs to you. You've been through a terrible loss. I truly can't imagine losing a little one that late into a pregnancy. If you need to talk about it you should. Everyone heals differently and everyone needs different things. People should be more supportive. I don't blame you for thinking poorly of them. You do whatever you need to do for you. Thoughts and prayers for you.
I want to talk to people about my stillborn dd but then I feel like an AH and I can feel their eyes rolling because people don't talk about that stuff. And then I feel bad for thinking badly of them.
Aaaaand there I go again.
Oh @MamaBish creepy internet hugs to you. You've been through a terrible loss. I truly can't imagine losing a little one that late into a pregnancy. If you need to talk about it you should. Everyone heals differently and everyone needs different things. People should be more supportive. I don't blame you for thinking poorly of them. You do whatever you need to do for you. Thoughts and prayers for you.
Thank you so much, creepy internet hugs are appreciated
My friend had a baby and I don't think he's cute at all! But I think it's because they give him awful haircuts but I always pretend to gush over him because we're good friends and i do love the little guy. I'm happy for her so it's not a jealousy thing - I really do think they just butcher his hair. But maybe it's just me. I'm just not a fan of short cropped boring boy cuts or buzz cuts which they do on him a lot lately. Ugh. Gross. I like shaggy little boy hair cuts so maybe it's just a preference thing.
I want to talk to people about my stillborn dd but then I feel like an AH and I can feel their eyes rolling because people don't talk about that stuff. And then I feel bad for thinking badly of them.
Having a hangover mixed with the worst period of my life sucks. Sucks hard.
My confession? I'm actually kinda happy I can't have sex right now. I needed a break. We've been having sex A LOT and I just can't handle seeing penis tonight.
DS Maxwell - 08/25/2009
Wedded Bliss - 05/19/15
MC - 05/15/15 & 7/29/15 & 11/25/15 (You were wished for, hoped for and loved)
Everytime I see another "Am I pregnant" post or someone posts a pic of another pee stick I REALLY REALLY want to hit the Report button.....but don't because I think everyone deserves a second chance......
We're supposed to be NTNP, but when I realized I likely ovulated a couple days ago I had a moment of rage and impatience. For a second I was beating myself up for not being up for sex earlier this week.
FFFC round 2- I continually leave dirty butter knives that have peanut butter stuck on them in the dishwasher. They never get clean, unless I wash them, but ain't no one got time for that. Scandalous I know!'
And #3- There's a zombie thread that was resurrected by the op in which she's shared she's pregnant and all I want to do is post a drive by gif....but I'm not 100% that op hasn't been participating. I seriously don't recognize op's screen name (I feel like I've been lurking for a very long time and would know!) but I'm trying to be nice because:
If you're wondering it's the opk breastfeeding post.
And #3- There's a zombie thread that was resurrected by the op in which she's shared she's pregnant and all I want to do is post a drive by gif....but I'm not 100% that op hasn't been participating. I seriously don't recognize op's screen name, but I'm trying to be nice because:
If you're wondering it's the opk breastfeeding post.
I wondered the same but since I was newish I figured I'd wait and see if others commented first. I'm over here like
FFFC round 2-
I continually leave dirty butter knives that have peanut butter stuck on them in the dishwasher. They never get clean, unless I wash them, but ain't no one got time for that. Scandalous I know!'
I have a coffee mug that is forever being washed because I'm too lazy to get some stuck on chocolate off myself. It lives in the dishwasher. My husband always complains about it, but he leaves in it there too.
Everytime I see another "Am I pregnant" post or someone posts a pic of another pee stick I REALLY REALLY want to hit the Report button.....but don't because I think everyone deserves a second chance......
Unfortunately the bgs will pm you a wonderful little blurb about how this is not in violation of the tou. Blah blah blah and if you continue to falsely report this may be a warning against you blah blah despite the guidelines CLEARLY stating not to post a pee stick.
Well I'm on a roll tonight because here's #4-my bottle of wine (that I just went to get, and am enjoying on the deck while my hubby still works outside and the kids play) is almost gone.
There's someone on this board that I think is a total BSC liar.
Me - 30; DH - 30
TTC #1 since June 2015 3/16 - Started infertility testing 4/16 - SA results: borderline low count/morph 8/16 - Ultrasound and HSG: all clear! Prescribed Bromocriptine for elevated Prolactin levels. 9/16 - Prolactin down to normal levels!
I.... I can't even right now.... before I found this group I asked to join a closed TTC group on Facebook and realized today that I was invited to it. I've been lurking and I'm so scared for the future of the human race....
Re: FFFC
I check ff all day long. Like looking at my chart will magically give me insight or make me pregnant.
LFAF February Siggy Challenge - "Favorite TV/Movie Couple"
DD: 10/17/13
TTC#2 Actively: 10/14, NTNP: 01/14
Left-Sided Hydrosalpinx (cause: genetic abnormality, TREATED 11/16)
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/396b04
P.S what is a BSC?
@SANDRAMAEXO bsc = bat s&*t crazy
SD: 21 & SS: 17
BFP #2 6/3/2020
*Trigger Warning*
SD: 21 & SS: 17
BFP #2 6/3/2020
*Trigger Warning*
I’ve been on TB so much lately (and probably posting too much, but you can be the judge of that,) because I have nothing but homework for grad school, visiting sick grandparents, and yardwork to do. I’ve been motivating myself to do my homework by allowing myself time on TB after each assignment.
It’s sad, but I secretly want summer to be over so I can go back to work and not feel guilty for procrastinating on EVERYTHING (well, everything except POAS. I never procrastinate on that.)
ETA: said coworker is a fertile-myrtle so it makes me love her even more.
My confession? I'm actually kinda happy I can't have sex right now. I needed a break. We've been having sex A LOT and I just can't handle seeing penis tonight.
January siggy challenge - Pregnant lady problems
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5c047a
I continually leave dirty butter knives that have peanut butter stuck on them in the dishwasher. They never get clean, unless I wash them, but ain't no one got time for that. Scandalous I know!'
There's a zombie thread that was resurrected by the op in which she's shared she's pregnant and all I want to do is post a drive by gif....but I'm not 100% that op hasn't been participating. I seriously don't recognize op's screen name (I feel like I've been lurking for a very long time and would know!) but I'm trying to be nice because:
If you're wondering it's the opk breastfeeding post.
LFAF February Siggy Challenge - "Favorite TV/Movie Couple"
DD: 10/17/13
TTC#2 Actively: 10/14, NTNP: 01/14
Left-Sided Hydrosalpinx (cause: genetic abnormality, TREATED 11/16)
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/396b04
I have a coffee mug that is forever being washed because I'm too lazy to get some stuck on chocolate off myself. It lives in the dishwasher. My husband always complains about it, but he leaves in it there too.
It just feels right
3/16 - Started infertility testing
4/16 - SA results: borderline low count/morph
8/16 - Ultrasound and HSG: all clear! Prescribed Bromocriptine for elevated Prolactin levels.
9/16 - Prolactin down to normal levels!
IUI #1 - 9/21/16 - Clomid 50mg, Estrace, Ovidrel, Progesterone/Estradiol - 4 follies - BFP! EDD 6/15/17 Team PINK!
Thank the Internet gods for this place
LFAF February Siggy Challenge - "Favorite TV/Movie Couple"
DD: 10/17/13
TTC#2 Actively: 10/14, NTNP: 01/14
Left-Sided Hydrosalpinx (cause: genetic abnormality, TREATED 11/16)
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/396b04