I haven't cried yet but I sure could. I'm so tired. We have worked on the nursery all week. We've painted, put furniture together, organized clothes, etc. I am hurting so bad. My back, my front, my groin, etc. I'm just miserable tonight. I've been laying in bed since 10:00, it's midnight now. She won't get off my bladder and I just want to sleep. I even took a Benadryl. Didn't phase me one bit. I might just start crying any second now.
We went on a mini family vacation and my 2.5 year old daughter was sleeping in her own queen sized "princess bed." I was cuddling with my hubby and said I have to go hold her. I climbed into bed with her and she wrapped her little arm around my neck and said "just us girls mommy." I cried because in a few weeks it won't be just us. We are having a boy so at least we can still have mommy daughter dates. I stopped crying until my hubby came and cuddled us both. So excited for this new baby but cherishing this special time with just our daughter.
Woke up at 3am and my husband still wasnt home from going to a friends. I feel anchored at home while he still gets to go out and have fun not worrying about me or little one...
I was writing a pre-fathers day card for DH about how excited I am to see him take on the roll of dad. Just the thought of it had me tearing up. Also, I am a big Washington Nationals fan, and Scherzer had a no-hitter today and it was really spectacularly historic. I'm a mess.
OMG I watched the end of that game! DH and I turned it on in the 8th, I can't pass up the opportunity to watch history. I'm a huge Red Sox fan myself, it'll be a long time before we have pitchers capable of a no hitter/perfect game.. lol. Man we suck right now.
I was so pissed when Tabata leaned into that pitch! What a cheap move.. ruining a perfect game like that.
Glad he got the no hitter. And what's up with the chocolate syrup? lol,
I was scheduled to goto lunch and had my husband meeting me, I went to go sign out and my boss told me I couldn't go on break yet because there were 2 other people out and that it was too busy. I literally dropped the f bomb at him and started to cry, then composed myself to help the next customer.
Today I cried because two babies that were born premature to separate families at 25 weeks and 26 weeks were dedicated at church. Seeing their beautiful little faces in sweet little dresses made me just lose it! Praying for all the preemie mommies on this board today! :x
I cried last night because I pushed myself too much yesterday. We were at the store way too long and I didnt speak up, and was really sore the rest of the night from the waist down. My backs been killing me a lot these last few weeks. Our bedroom was hot last night and it just all got to me at once. Ugh.
I cried 3 times today, 2 times because my mom and my boyfriend didnt want to go to ikea with me today, but we can go tomorrow. 3rd time was because my dad told me to "calm down" and "relax" because apparently im crazy hormonal pregnant lady who cries because she cant buy cheap Scandinavian furniture.
I cried today when I was rewatching the episode of Bones in season 4 when Angela and Hodgens break up. I just couldn't take it! It didn't matter that I already know how their lives turn out.... I cried anyway.
Because I was 20 minutes late to my brothers wedding shower. I cried about 4 times off and on during that day about it. He was super sweet and couldn't care less but I was completely devastated.
I cried because I had plans to go to my grandma's early today so I could get my maternity pics taken and could get in the pool with my little cousins... But my boyfriend decided we needed to go to urgent care cause his shoulder was really bothering him. I feel pretty selfish about it now but still am agrovated that he didn't decide to go when he decided he couldn't mow the lawn 2 hours before having to leave. Luckily we made it for dinner and cake though(:(:
Because I don't recognize my body, my life or my marriage. I'm a giant hormone for days now and couldn't get out of bed this morning because I was busy sobbing for an hour. I don't know how I'm going to get through the next 10 weeks of this while trapped in the middle of nowhere with hubby is gone almost all the time. I've always wanted to have a baby and don't know why I can't seem to get into pregnancy at all... It all sounded so good in theory but I'm so lonely and scared and if hubby compares my belly to his gut one more time (telling me now I know how he feels) I'm going to go insane!
Because I don't recognize my body, my life or my marriage. I'm a giant hormone for days now and couldn't get out of bed this morning because I was busy sobbing for an hour. I don't know how I'm going to get through the next 10 weeks of this while trapped in the middle of nowhere with hubby is gone almost all the time. I've always wanted to have a baby and don't know why I can't seem to get into pregnancy at all... It all sounded so good in theory but I'm so lonely and scared and if hubby compares my belly to his gut one more time (telling me now I know how he feels) I'm going to go insane!
Hating pregnancy has nothing to do with how much you love your baby! Just one day at a time. The end IS in sight :-)
The preview for the new movie coming out call Max... My brother is in the military and I love dogs... couldn't stop crying in the theater before Jurassic World started... HA
I ugly cried yesterday because my grandma brought this to my house for Father's Day. She requested some of my dad's shirts from my other grandma (his mom) and had this pillow made out of it. I lost my cool. It was horrible and wonderful all at the same time. She didn't know it at the time, but this is actually the shirt he wore to my high school graduation. :x
I cried because I worked my ass off at a family yard sale, being the only one who did anything to have my SIL be lazy and boss kids around, to turn around and loose my favorite pink diamond nose stud that my DH bought me when we started dating (it wasn't a huge deal until he said he would buy me a new one) I was really crying because my SIL stressed me to the Max this weekend.
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And at the beggining of the movie with the trailer for Inside Out and they have the UP clip during "sadness".