I had just returned to TB after a year away (too busy) because I'm expecting #2 and everyone was leaving. I don't spend a ton of time online anyway, so while I joined the new community for CD questions, I still scan TB whenever I'm here chatting on my birth board.
I'm still here but not very active right now. Just working through this grieving process, which has hit me even harder because I asked my h if he would ever want to try one more time to give our daughter a sibling and he said no, and I've realized that I really wanted this and in my heart I would like to give it one more try. So I don't really know how to reconcile my feelings.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
Oh gosh, all the hugs, @Guennie! This is so much for you to process at one time. I'm not great at knowing what to say, but I am still sending you thoughts and prayers. I hope that you come over to the new spot when you feel ready. The ladies over there ask about you frequently and send their love.
@Guennie many hugs. Quite a few of the old regs from the board have had their accounts deleted or have been banned, but they are sending you hugs and are thinking about you.
Not bumping on The Bump anymore
Great Support, Great Conversations, and more than just Cloth Diapering at our new home
@Guennie T&Ps ... Hope you are getting lots of support and able to continue the conversation with YH, that you can find a way to mourn together and strengthen your bond. We are all thinking of you and hope you can join us in the new place. We're here for you if you need to talk more.
@Guennie - I'm so sorry, I cannot imagine dealing with those unresolved feelings on top of the loss. Big hugs to you, and I hope you and your H can work together to find a solution that makes you both content.
Sending you all my hugs @Guennie. It's still really fresh, and I'm sure YH is grieving too. Maybe he will change his mind down the line as you both heal. Sending you peaceful vibes. Take care of yourself.
TTC with PCOS since November 2009
IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP! beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75 beta #2 11/28 = 2055 Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012! Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
Thanks so much everyone. It's hard, there's just no way around it. I was organizing some things in our guest room today and picked up some small diapers I had bought to start a little stash for the new baby. I didn't know what to do with them. I just started crying.
It's just going to take time. At least I have my beautiful girl to distract me.
Me:41, DH:41 Positive for MTHFR mutations- one copy C677T, one copy A1298C. One daughter born on Thanksgiving in 2013. Six losses.
@guennie I'm so very sorry for your loss. It is so very difficult, and I wish you love and peace as you go through the grieving process. Please be kind to yourself and know it is a process.
@guennie very sorry to hear of your loss and conflict. This board has been very helpful to me. Although, I realize your loyalties may lay elsewhere due to recent upsets, I hope you will continue to check in on this place. I have lurked at new board and I have to say I just didn't care for the set up. I have gotten used to this place even though I have only been here for a short time. I am just looking into CD and I have to admit I'm not sure where to start. How did you all begin your stash? Amazon, craiglist, local group?
Be the Change. Make no assumptions Take nothing personally Be impeccable with your word Do your best
Re: check in
It's dead enough here that 1x per day is all that's needed.
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I'm a fan of The Cloth Diaper Tech Support group on Facebook
I'm on my kindle. But yeah, on threads with lots of gifs and a few other random threads I do still have problems. Some days are better than others.
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I'm a fan of The Cloth Diaper Tech Support group on Facebook
Not bumping on The Bump anymore
Great Support, Great Conversations, and more than just Cloth Diapering at our new home
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
It's just going to take time. At least I have my beautiful girl to distract me.
This board has been very helpful to me. Although, I realize your loyalties may lay elsewhere due to recent upsets, I hope you will continue to check in on this place. I have lurked at new board and I have to say I just didn't care for the set up. I have gotten used to this place even though I have only been here for a short time. I am just looking into CD and I have to admit I'm not sure where to start. How did you all begin your stash? Amazon, craiglist, local group?
Make no assumptions
Take nothing personally
Be impeccable with your word
Do your best