OK, so I think I'm in major meltdown mode... I'm on the edge of tears this morning and it's taking everything I have to contain myself... Throwing myself a pity party, I know... I just don't want to do this whole "work" thing anymore but I don't want to wish away the last 6 ( :-O ) weeks of this pregnancy either! I'll blame it on terrible sleep last night coupled with standard pregnancy hormones...
In lighter news... O-H-!
***July Siggy Challenge*** Favorite Summer Time Treat: "Anything Poolside!"
First, my husband is the happiest human on Earth because of the Ohio State win last night. I didn't see the end of the game because of, you know, sleep being more important and all.
Today is a teacher workday. I haven't finished all my grading, but I am using today to get my maternity plans done. I can't relax until they are done. FX that I will get them all done.
Lastly, please send some prayers for one of my girlfriends. She delivered her daughter yesterday at 36 weeks and the baby is intubated because her lungs weren't developed enough. I know mom is very stressed, but hopefully all that will resolve itself soon.
Day off! Okay sleep last night. DD had a nose bleed this morning which has never happened before so she was a little confused. That confussion was a good thing since she just stood there and let me clean her face!
I'm Going to the mall today to get a new purse with my xmas gift card! Ooo maybe I'll eat lunch at the mall too!
@wirtlehm I feel you on the terrible sleep plus the homones.... for some reason last night I started thinking about if my dog started dying while I was in labor and if in would want my SO to be with me or her...so I couldn't sleep. She is only 10 months old...
DH gets to start bring home a company truck this weekend & his raise kicks in next paycheck totally happy about that one.
Rant: DH & I are blowing up the landlords phone today & maybe our lawyer.. Couldn't get him to answer our phone calls to get here and fix our heater and hot water! And the cost for people to come do it yesterday...ouch! Was cheaper for us to get a hotel room for a night!
Morning. Have my 34week appointment soon. Then it's operation get the house back in shape and the baby room organized. This place is a mess and has been for a few months now. That is what happens when you are gp go go and tire easily!
Love is like infinity: You can't have more or less infinity, and you can't compare two things to see if they're "equally infinite." Infinity just is, and that's the way I think love is, too.
Fred Rogers
Last night, I put together the bouncer/swing combo device that we were given for DS. Those instructions were terrible! I ended up having to watch a YouTube video tutorial in order to figure it out.
Today I'm working, and have an ob appt. then one of DH's extended family invited me over for dinner and is giving me a bunch of hand me down baby clothes! I'm quite excited about the clothes.
I'm with everyone else with the general uncomfortableness of pregnancy nowadays. I'm on the verge of having to sleep on the glider/recliner in the nursery. Work is getting harder and harder. I'm usually a master and biting my tounge and keeping my cool when it comes to customers or the general public....yah not anymore. I can't believe the things that are coming out of my mouth :-O
I am a B1G fan (go Rutgers! ...and my father played football at PSU) and I am SO HAPPY that ESPN has to show highlights of an SEC teams losing. It was a joy to watch Michigan State, Wisconson, Ohio State, Penn State, and of course Rutgers win bowl games this year.
@lotsofdotts - T&Ps for your Forbes and her little one.
@aggiebug - we have the same plans today. The house "looked" like it was in order for the holidays but that's because all the crap got shoved in out bedroom. Ughhh it's going to be a long day! But I WILL get it done.
@aggiebug - we were doing the same thing the past few days. With the flooring delivery and installment pushed back a month we've had crap scattered all over the house for months. Now that it is in we can finally put things back in place. It will feel so much better when it's done. Ours is close, but at least I'm not embarrassed to let people in the door anymore.
I'm exhausted. I think pregsomnia is one of the worst things to subject an already uncomfortable and exhausted pregnant woman with. I don't know if I will function today with three hours of sleep. Good thing work shouldn't be that busy today and I am leaving early for a hair appointment so I look decent for the shower tomorrow. Honestly, I just want to sleep.
Day off today. DH decided not to go to work, so he is still sleeping. I'm doing nothing for a few hours then get to house and baby stuff. For today/this weekend, I want to get more stuff moved upstairs and put way, and go to Ikea and Babys R Us to get the rest of the stuff I really want before baby...a shelf, organizing bins, a pack n play, newborn diapers and wipes. Things like that, now that I have a place to put them.
Very sadly, after setting up the crib, and bringing up the chair and changing table its pretty clear there is no room for my fabulous 4 foot tall giraffe. Some dreams to have to die for practicality
At work today -- Boo! At least our office will be pretty quiet, but my hopes aren't high for leaving early (the attorneys that are here, have trial that starts monday) I hoping to clear my desk off of all those little annoying things that I haven't been able to do lately.
Baby girl just gave me a kick in the ribs that hurt like hell when i was reaching for a binder -- Not cool little bit!
I'm 'working from home' because I'm just over it. I don't know how I'm going to get through the next month. I've turned into such a whiny pregnant person lately. I can't even stand to be around myself, LOL.
For the past few days I've been having the worst period like cramps. Definitely not contractions, but just a general shitty feeling. Speaking of shitty feelings, I've also got the period poops. WTF. Anyone else suddenly more regular? Or experiencing bouts of period cramps?
And if one more person asks me if I have twins in there, or tells me that I'm definitely go early because of my belly, I'm going to start flipping tables.
A big O-H to buckeye nation today!!! Great game & great day for the big ten.
My growth scan is today. Baby b needs to have stayed in the 10%tile or gotten better or they might deliver me today. I'll take any good vibes for growth. I want to cook these babes for two more weeks!
Happy Friday to everyone & HBD to chicken!!
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Me 29/ DH 28 DH- MFI (low count, 2-3% morph) IUI #1 January - Clomid, Ovidrel: BFN IUI #2 February - Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel: BFP 1st beta-25, 2nd beta-56, 3rd beta-45, miscarriage IUI #3 April - CD3 U/S 4-10. Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel CD11 - Cancelled.. TI w/5 follicles-BFN IUI #3.1 May - CD3 U/S 5-6, Follistim start 5-11 thru 5-17, u/s 5-18 3 mature w/ a close 4th, IUI 5-20 - BFP! Beta #1 12dpo - 164 & progesterone - 89!, Beta #2 16 dpo - 1189, 5w3d - u/s shows TWINS! 6/19- u/s showed heartbeats! Baby A 111 & Baby B 118, both measuring 6w1d 7/3- Baby A hb 170, Baby B hb 166 - both measuring perfect. 7/18 - Baby A 165, Baby B 171 - both measuring right on track & moving all around!
DH got up with DD this morning so I could sleep in. Now we are all sitting here trying to decide if we are going I get out of the house today or just hang here. This is my last day of break, back to the daily grind Monday morning.
Well last night was the second sleepless night I have had this week. Between my hubby tossing and turning all night, my dogs constant loud snoring, and the baby deciding that she needed to wake up and spazz out at 4 this morning; I don't see how anyone could sleep through that no matter how exhausted they are. *sigh* I am meeting a new potential consultant later this afternoon and I could really use a few hours sleep. Maybe I'll try after hubby goes to work here in a few minutes....... (:|
@ChickenOnSunday Happy Birthday! I had my NST today. The baby refused to move. Boo! However, everything else looked fine. The doc didn't seem to be too concerned about the movement.
Yes, @lulu783 , I am suddenly quite a bit more regular, thank you. I had a lady on NYE ask me if I was going to make it to the new year. I am sure hoping for February, actually. Blah.
@Hernsy - I have also been struck with pregsomnia. It fucking sucks and there is no better way to put it.
So I'm really getting irritated with these hospital policies. I have to be "taken" down to my ultrasound appts by wheel chair because heaven forbid I walk even though not on bed rest. They wheel me in, take me into the hallway and shove me into a corner until the techs are ready.... embarrassing so then after the appt same story I go back to my corner to wait for a volunteer to wheel me back up to L&D. Mind you this volunteer that shows up is at least 90 years old and can hardly walk on her own. I guess it's safe to say my day hasn't had the brightest start. I'm so over this stay ready to be home with my little one. On a different note they told me today he is measuring 7lbs 4oz. At 35 weeks that's huge!!!
Our Japanese feast was a success last night. Both DH and I ate too much, but it was totally worth it.
Today is a laundry day. I'm finishing up the stroller parts and doing regular laundry. I've also cleaned the fridge this morning and had the guy who's planning and dealing with insurance through to look at everything needed for fixing the roof. And they're likely to try and improve the stone/plaster work as well. Don't care as much about the latter, but I'm feeling way better about the possibility of a roof soonish.
I've got a bit of an eeyore. NYE saw the last road fatality of 2014 on island and it was a 19 year old kid from my rugby club visiting home from university. I'd known him about 3 years from when he started playing beach rugby during the summer. A memorial game was held yesterday and I couldn't make it down and I wish I could have. He was a sweet kid and a promising student. I'm tearing up reading the tributes to him from teammates and friends. So, a little sad today and yesterday in spite of the good personal start to the year.
I've been sick for the past couple days, and yesterday was beyond terrible. DH finally put his foot down and took me into ER at 9pm. They set me up with some zofran to keep things down because I hadn't even been able to keep down liquids. And they got my fever to finally break.
Things are better this morning though, and baby is doing fine.
Random good note- my shower is next weekend. Is anyone else guilty of registry stalking?
Just looked at my pay statement for work because I made a little MORE than I normally do and I worked less hours last week... Turns out HR never replied to my email about a referral bonus for referring an employee that's been with us for over a year and they just applied the bonus to my check. No complaints here! Happy Friday!
@lulu783 I'm so freaking sick of the twins and "maybe they gave you the wrong die date" comments, too! I get them everyday I'm in public, it seems. Can't people understand that short peoe with tiny short torsos are going to look bigger? It isn't freaking rocket science. People are shocked when I explain that actually I measure exactly where I should be for my week in pregnancy. I'm shocked I haven't punched someone in the freaking face!
Happy birthday @ChickenOnSunday ! I hope you feel well celebrated today!
Random good note- my shower is next weekend. Is anyone else guilty of registry stalking?
Um, yes! Mine is next weekend also, definitely stalking!
My spam: we are on vaca and went paddle boarding on Monday. We have been out with the guy we went with before but for kiteboarding and before I was pg. We got on the boat on Monday and I made a joke that if I had the baby while we were out I would name it what the boat name is. The look of fear in this guys eyes was hilarious but then he didn't have room for me on the boat today when everyone else is kiting (I was going to hang out and take pictures-no kiting) I hope they have fun but I wanted to go out!
So, I just signed up to do a 10K the day before Easter (4/4). It's my way of forcing myself to get out at and least start walking post baby. (worst case scenerio, i can't do it because of problems post baby -- I wasted $40)
Shower is tomorrow. I've been banned by my mom on the registry stalking. I've stayed true but wanted to make sure I still had a good variety, so my sister checked it for me. Of course this whole two week vacation we get no snow, but they are predicting for tomorrow! I just hope those driving from out of town are safe.
@wirtlehm - I-O!!!!!! (Even though I'm a California girl I was born in Ohio and my family are all crazy Ohio State fans)
Shower tomorrow (eeeee!) and I am trying desperately to shake off a super gross cold. The good news is I'm in the "feel better, sound awful" phase, the bad news is sometimes I cough too hard and pee a little.
Work is slooooow here. But it's not surprising since it's the day between a stat and a weekend. Easy vacation day win. There are four people in the office today - myself (engineer), my husband (acting manager), receptionist, and a lower level manager that's just sailing his way to retirement in about 2 weeks.
Needless to say, it's quiet - but on the bright side, the commute was amazing.
I've been keeping up a little more with you ladies lately, although I'm not always commenting. Things are going to be a bit busy for the next seven weeks. This is the first time I've worked all the way to my due date (I usually leave six weeks in advance)! It'll be weird not getting in those end of pregnancy naps.
My husband and I managed to get some nursery-related shopping done yesterday: we found an awesome clock for the room and two prints to hang up. Today we're going to the framing store to get our National Book Festival poster framed for her room. He wants to add a few moon/stars decals, but we're pretty close to done. Maybe I'll post a picture once everything's up.
Also, I made biscuits today. That means the morning couldn't go wrong.
Awaiting our bundle of cute chaos.
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I would like to wish @ChickenOnSunday a Happy Birthday! But the hubby says she is a bad influence and I should avoid her. In his defense, we stopped on NYE for one of those mint shakes and I had to have the new hushpuppies and a fish sandwich to go with it. Turns out baby doesn't like shakes even if mama does. But we've had to go back every day for more fish sandwiches and hushpuppies.
I had a lady tell me that I didn't look like my body could make another month and that if I grew anymore I might actually explode. I'm so sure that will happen. Human bodies aren't prepared for or capable of expanding. One more month until people start telling me "I dropped all my baby weight in a week" or "I guess it's gym time now that the baby is out".
Now that I'm reading through all these threads, I'm getting a little anxious.
I guess I'll be setting some reminders tonight to pack my hospital bag and to get the first few boxes of baby clothes out and ready (0-3 mo and 3-6 mo).
I feel like I've been in denial this entire pregnancy that there will actually be a THIRD small human in our house. Holy moly, people!
We painted the nursery yesterday! I wish I was hope to help DH clean the floors and then lay the carpet (and by help I mean, watch)... This weekend we'll probably get to put up the crib and start getting things in place... Still need to figure out something to do w an accent wall but I've been pinning things so I'll show DH and get his thoughts too... This baby thing is getting TOO CLOSE!
***July Siggy Challenge*** Favorite Summer Time Treat: "Anything Poolside!"
Yesterday I too started feeling anxious about what's about to come. Granted I still got 6 weeks to go. I've picked out a couple of outfits for the baby to come home in and did laundry. Nursing stuff are on order and now I'm panicking over bottles and breast pumps. This weekend DH promised to take us crib shopping. Maybe I'll feel more prepared once the crib shows up.
I encountered my first rude comment at the gym this morning. A guy that I regularly run into at the pool asked if I'm due anyday now, cos I'm looking sooooooo huge (yes, he said "sooooooooo"). I didn't have a comeback at all, cos panic set in immediately that I'm no longer in the "cute bump" category. I even went on the scale and found that I somehow put on 2lbs since 2 days ago. I felt very sad while I was in the shower, but I'm better now after having a snack. (Yes, I'll continue to stuff my face, nothing can change the fact I'm sooooooooo huge, might as well get some enjoyment out of my current condition.)
With all these posts about random rude people, I feel inspired to make a tshirt that says "Due Feb 22, no its not twins, yes I'm sure. We will find out boy or girl when it is born. No I will not find out just so you are satisfied. Yes this is my first. None of your business if it was planned. Yes my husband is excited. No you can't touch the belly. Not even a little. Unless you bring me a donut. More questions? Go away"
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OK, so I think I'm in major meltdown mode... I'm on the edge of tears this morning and it's taking everything I have to contain myself... Throwing myself a pity party, I know... I just don't want to do this whole "work" thing anymore but I don't want to wish away the last 6 ( :-O ) weeks of this pregnancy either! I'll blame it on terrible sleep last night coupled with standard pregnancy hormones...
In lighter news... O-H-!
***July Siggy Challenge***
Favorite Summer Time Treat: "Anything Poolside!"
@lotsofdotts T&Ps to your friend and her family!
Not much on my mind this morning, to early and to tired. Happy Friday though!
DH gets to start bring home a company truck this weekend
Rant: DH & I are blowing up the landlords phone today & maybe our lawyer.. Couldn't get him to answer our phone calls to get here and fix our heater and hot water! And the cost for people to come do it yesterday...ouch! Was cheaper for us to get a hotel room for a night!
Fred Rogers
Today I'm working, and have an ob appt. then one of DH's extended family invited me over for dinner and is giving me a bunch of hand me down baby clothes! I'm quite excited about the clothes.
@lotsofdotts - T&Ps for your Forbes and her little one.
@aggiebug - we have the same plans today. The house "looked" like it was in order for the holidays but that's because all the crap got shoved in out bedroom. Ughhh it's going to be a long day! But I WILL get it done.
My growth scan is today. Baby b needs to have stayed in the 10%tile or gotten better or they might deliver me today. I'll take any good vibes for growth. I want to cook these babes for two more weeks!
Happy Friday to everyone & HBD to chicken!!
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Me 29/ DH 28
DH- MFI (low count, 2-3% morph)
IUI #1 January - Clomid, Ovidrel: BFN
IUI #2 February - Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel: BFP 1st beta-25, 2nd beta-56, 3rd beta-45, miscarriage
IUI #3 April - CD3 U/S 4-10. Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel CD11 - Cancelled.. TI w/5 follicles-BFN
IUI #3.1 May - CD3 U/S 5-6, Follistim start 5-11 thru 5-17, u/s 5-18 3 mature w/ a close 4th, IUI 5-20 - BFP!
Beta #1 12dpo - 164 & progesterone - 89!, Beta #2 16 dpo - 1189, 5w3d - u/s shows TWINS!
6/19- u/s showed heartbeats! Baby A 111 & Baby B 118, both measuring 6w1d
7/3- Baby A hb 170, Baby B hb 166 - both measuring perfect.
7/18 - Baby A 165, Baby B 171 - both measuring right on track & moving all around!
Well last night was the second sleepless night I have had this week. Between my hubby tossing and turning all night, my dogs constant loud snoring, and the baby deciding that she needed to wake up and spazz out at 4 this morning; I don't see how anyone could sleep through that no matter how exhausted they are. *sigh* I am meeting a new potential consultant later this afternoon and I could really use a few hours sleep. Maybe I'll try after hubby goes to work here in a few minutes....... (:|
@MissEm15, T&P and FX that baby b is growing well so they can stay cooking in there a little while longer!
Happy birthday Chicken! I am ashamed to say I didn't know this or I would have wished you an HBD earlier!
***July Siggy Challenge***
Favorite Summer Time Treat: "Anything Poolside!"
I had my NST today. The baby refused to move. Boo! However, everything else looked fine. The doc didn't seem to be too concerned about the movement.
So I'm really getting irritated with these hospital policies. I have to be "taken" down to my ultrasound appts by wheel chair because heaven forbid I walk even though not on bed rest. They wheel me in, take me into the hallway and shove me into a corner until the techs are ready.... embarrassing so then after the appt same story I go back to my corner to wait for a volunteer to wheel me back up to L&D. Mind you this volunteer that shows up is at least 90 years old and can hardly walk on her own. I guess it's safe to say my day hasn't had the brightest start. I'm so over this stay ready to be home with my little one. On a different note they told me today he is measuring 7lbs 4oz. At 35 weeks that's huge!!!
I've been sick for the past couple days, and yesterday was beyond terrible. DH finally put his foot down and took me into ER at 9pm. They set me up with some zofran to keep things down because I hadn't even been able to keep down liquids. And they got my fever to finally break.
Things are better this morning though, and baby is doing fine.
Random good note- my shower is next weekend. Is anyone else guilty of registry stalking?
January Siggy Challenge:
Being able to get out of bed on the first try
I'm so freaking sick of the twins and "maybe they gave you the wrong die date" comments, too! I get them everyday I'm in public, it seems. Can't people understand that short peoe with tiny short torsos are going to look bigger? It isn't freaking rocket science. People are shocked when I explain that actually I measure exactly where I should be for my week in pregnancy. I'm shocked I haven't punched someone in the freaking face!
Happy birthday @ChickenOnSunday ! I hope you feel well celebrated today!
Um, yes! Mine is next weekend also, definitely stalking!
My spam: we are on vaca and went paddle boarding on Monday. We have been out with the guy we went with before but for kiteboarding and before I was pg. We got on the boat on Monday and I made a joke that if I had the baby while we were out I would name it what the boat name is. The look of fear in this guys eyes was hilarious but then he didn't have room for me on the boat today when everyone else is kiting (I was going to hang out and take pictures-no kiting)
Happy birthday @ChickenOnSunday !!!
Happy Birthday @ChickenOnSunday!!
Off to my OB appt.
Shower is tomorrow. I've been banned by my mom on the registry stalking. I've stayed true but wanted to make sure I still had a good variety, so my sister checked it for me. Of course this whole two week vacation we get no snow, but they are predicting for tomorrow! I just hope those driving from out of town are safe.
(Even though I'm a California girl I was born in Ohio and my family are all crazy Ohio State fans)
Shower tomorrow (eeeee!) and I am trying desperately to shake off a super gross cold. The good news is I'm in the "feel better, sound awful" phase, the bad news is sometimes I cough too hard and pee a little.
Work is slooooow here. But it's not surprising since it's the day between a stat and a weekend. Easy vacation day win. There are four people in the office today - myself (engineer), my husband (acting manager), receptionist, and a lower level manager that's just sailing his way to retirement in about 2 weeks.
Needless to say, it's quiet - but on the bright side, the commute was amazing.
I've been keeping up a little more with you ladies lately, although I'm not always commenting. Things are going to be a bit busy for the next seven weeks. This is the first time I've worked all the way to my due date (I usually leave six weeks in advance)! It'll be weird not getting in those end of pregnancy naps.
Monster Truck (It's a GIRL!) is due 19/02/2015!
In his defense, we stopped on NYE for one of those mint shakes and I had to have the new hushpuppies and a fish sandwich to go with it. Turns out baby doesn't like shakes even if mama does. But we've had to go back every day for more fish sandwiches and hushpuppies.
I had a lady tell me that I didn't look like my body could make another month and that if I grew anymore I might actually explode. I'm so sure that will happen. Human bodies aren't prepared for or capable of expanding. One more month until people start telling me "I dropped all my baby weight in a week" or "I guess it's gym time now that the baby is out".
I guess I'll be setting some reminders tonight to pack my hospital bag and to get the first few boxes of baby clothes out and ready (0-3 mo and 3-6 mo).
I feel like I've been in denial this entire pregnancy that there will actually be a THIRD small human in our house. Holy moly, people!
Monster Truck (It's a GIRL!) is due 19/02/2015!
***July Siggy Challenge***
Favorite Summer Time Treat: "Anything Poolside!"
Yesterday I too started feeling anxious about what's about to come. Granted I still got 6 weeks to go. I've picked out a couple of outfits for the baby to come home in and did laundry. Nursing stuff are on order and now I'm panicking over bottles and breast pumps. This weekend DH promised to take us crib shopping. Maybe I'll feel more prepared once the crib shows up.
I encountered my first rude comment at the gym this morning. A guy that I regularly run into at the pool asked if I'm due anyday now, cos I'm looking sooooooo huge (yes, he said "sooooooooo"). I didn't have a comeback at all, cos panic set in immediately that I'm no longer in the "cute bump" category. I even went on the scale and found that I somehow put on 2lbs since 2 days ago. I felt very sad while I was in the shower, but I'm better now after having a snack. (Yes, I'll continue to stuff my face, nothing can change the fact I'm sooooooooo huge, might as well get some enjoyment out of my current condition.)