((loss and rainbow mentioned)
So, for those of you who don't know from the TTCAL and PgAL boards, my Mom passed away on Dec. 16th. She had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, and while we knew she was terminal, we did not expect to lose her in three months. Lots of things were left unfinished, including a lot of things for my rainbow baby. I am beyond devestated and lost without her. I know she is with Ana now, but I miss her so much. We were so close and she was my major source of support. I'm worried about being pregnant with my rainbow while grieving, and I am so sad that she will not meet him. Not sure how I am going to get through this but I do have a wonderful Dad, sister, husband and friends who are surrounding me at this time. Just sucks so, so much.
BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
BFP # 2 8/7/14 EDD 4/22/15
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**