I'm going to be mostly skipping out on my supervisor shift at work today because I want to take my son to the Halloween Carnival and trick or treating.
B born 7/15/13, C born 3/2/15, #3 on the way May '17
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I have been eating Little Debbies for breakfast since about 10 weeks when my m/s started. They sounded good and didn't make me gag. Now that I'm feeling better, I'm still eating them. I finished my last box a few days ago. Must.not.buy.more.
I am very much loving the fact that we had to move while I'm pregnant. And it just so happens the doctor put me on 100% lift restriction the day before we started moving...hehe damn guess i won't be much help although SO and his friend get off work to move while i go in and i also promised to clean the apt were leaving and do most of the unpacking. So there is a trade off i suppose lol i just fucking hate moving ugh
Eta: My mom's black cat is named Binx after the cat in hocus pocus favorite Halloween movie!
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I'm entered into the work chili cook-off today and everyone thinks that I made my chili but really, my H made it. I'm not going to tell them otherwise. Muahahaha.
DH hates the movie Hocus Pocus and I love it. I'm trying to decide between playing the pregnancy card or bribing him with unspeakable sexual acts so he will watch it with me tonight.
Since it's his birthday, I'll probably just bribe him.
I bought 2 bags of candy. Good candy for cute trick or treaters and shitty candy for asshole teenagers who are too old to be out and barely dress up and just come to my door and hold up their pillow cases.
I wouldn't necessarily consider this a confession... more of a great idea!
I'm already on my second stockpile of Halloween candy because, dammit, I already ate the first bowl. Heartburn aside, I recommend buying a tub of good vanilla ice cream, picking one fun-size flavor or candy bar a night, and chopping a couple up in the vanilla ice cream. Voilà, homemade Blizzards with a side of lazy asshole who withholds candy from children.
I've had a hard week and have felt like depressed crap all week so I'm really not feeling this whole "work" thing or this "holiday" thing, or (and confession time) even really this "baby" thing.
I think that's also contributed to my lack of contribution to TB this week... oh that and OMG the trolls.
I am not big on candy, but candy corn is my actual favorite candy. I don't care that it's just solid unflavored sugar. I only let myself buy it around Halloween.
(Close seconds: Cadbury cream eggs and peppermint bark...I'm seeing a theme here.)
I think you're my candy soul mate. Eta: though I only like the actual Cadbury cream eggs. Not the weird "goo" filled halloween ones.
I am an embarrassment with my gas lately. I simply can't hold it in and they are not quiet.
ETA: all this talk of candy isn't helping matters as I now wants all the candy.
/runs away like I do when I toot in public...
I farted during sex last night, if that makes you feel better.
Eta: it was one of those loud ones, too. Definitely noticeable. DH is getting used to this happening with more frequency.
Omg I might have just peed myself a little bit. Thanks for that
Eta: my husband is totally use to it now. He mentioned last night that smelling someone else's farts might be a cancer cure. So I figure I'm saving his life.
I am not big on candy, but candy corn is my actual favorite candy. I don't care that it's just solid unflavored sugar. I only let myself buy it around Halloween.
(Close seconds: Cadbury cream eggs and peppermint bark...I'm seeing a theme here.)
I think you're my candy soul mate. Eta: though I only like the actual Cadbury cream eggs. Not the weird "goo" filled halloween ones.
YES clearly this is meant to be. original cadbury cream eggs or bust! the chocolate and caramel ones are ok, and the minis are fine too, but i wouldn't rank them anywhere near as high as i rank the original ones.
I didn't actually buy my DD a "Halloween costume" this year. She loves to play dress up so I (or my mom) always go out and buy a bunch of the really nice ones so they last longer as soon as they hit the shelves. Then she just picks one out the day of Halloween and that's what we go with. I'm a lazy mom sometimes.
I didn't buy my DS one either if it makes u feel better!! He's wearing a flannel, ripped jeans (since what boy doesn't already own ripped jeans) and some other odds and ends. He is going as a homeless boy...
I am very much loving the fact that we had to move while I'm pregnant. And it just so happens the doctor put me on 100% lift restriction the day before we started moving...hehe damn guess i won't be much help although SO and his friend get off work to move while i go in and i also promised to clean the apt were leaving and do most of the unpacking. So there is a trade off i suppose lol i just fucking hate moving ugh
Eta: My mom's black cat is named Binx after the cat in hocus pocus favorite Halloween movie!
My exhusband and I moved the day after I was discharged with dd from the hospital after giving birth so I didn't have to do a thing and I loved it!! More power to ya girl;)
Most days I work hard around the house, but a good amount of days are spent laying on the couch, eating cookies and junk while snuggling my cats. When my SO comes home I still pretend I worked really hard that day so he doesn't give me a hard time for being a complete lazy ass
I don't post pics of me, my DH or DD, or the name of my city, or too many details about my workplace, or much about me at all because I had a violent stalker (uttering threats in person and in writing, following me, following my friends, showing up at my work and home, knocking on the windows of my home at say, 2 a.m. on Tuesday nights, etc) in 2006. Even though that was 8 years ago, I still think he might be lurking around here. Maybe it's irrational, but fucking BSC motherfucker is evil, the cops were no help at all, and I would not put it past him. You are all awesome so I have revealed a lot more here than I have on my other BMB. But I am a little worried I've made a mistake and said too many things, like my job and stuff about my mom and the size of employer I have.
It gives me the sads on HDBD and in people's siggys b/c my kid is hella cute but I just always have this guard/forcefield up and probably always will.
The love it was to show support, I know your fear all to well. I had an insane stalker when I was a teen and he made life hell. I still find myself looking over my shoulder at times so I know it doesn't go away
I ate two Halloween chocolate bars before 9 am, 2 more before noon and 2 more within 15 minutes of lunch.
I also used being pregnant to my advantage at lunch by throwing a fit when we were taken 20 minutes for our reservation, so we had our lunch comped! You can't starve a pregnant lady...
/sneaks into the conversation
I am an embarrassment with my gas lately. I simply can't hold it in and they are not quiet.
ETA: all this talk of candy isn't helping matters as I now wants all the candy.
/runs away like I do when I toot in public...
I farted during sex last night, if that makes you feel better.
Eta: it was one of those loud ones, too. Definitely noticeable. DH is getting used to this happening with more frequency.
This happens every single time with us. I just tell him to close his nose. It's pretty funny to me!
I'm trying to decide on a good confession that I'm not afraid to get flamed for;) well here goes: Deep down I feel like I am more attracted to my H and love him more than he does me. He hasn't done anything wrong for me to feel this way it's just how I feel. It's gotten me pretty depressed to be honest and I've noticed I'm having tons of dreams about him leaving me or cheating with another woman. He was unfaithful to me years ago when we started dating and I made the decision to forgive him and continue the relationship, but since I've been pregnant it's like I suddenly can't stop thinking about it even though it was years ago and I thought I was over it. All these feelings started when I found out I was pregnant, I think I'm feeling unattractive to him because he doesn't want to have sex with me because he is afraid after the losses we had. That's perfectly understandable, yet I feel so lonely and ugly and unwanted by him. I love my husband so much, I am still just as if not more attracted to him as I was when we met. All I want is for him to be happy with me and he says he is and I have no reason to believe otherwise yet the worry is there. Sorry for rambling, I didn't realize how upset this subject actually makes me. I want to talk to him about it without coming off as to needy or whiny. Any advice? Anyone else feeling this way? Unattractive?
Chunkymonkeylvr said:
Whitfry said:
/sneaks into the conversation
I am an embarrassment with my gas lately. I simply can't hold it in and they are not quiet.
ETA: all this talk of candy isn't helping matters as I now wants all the candy.
/runs away like I do when I toot in public...
I farted during sex last night, if that makes you feel better.
Eta: it was one of those loud ones, too. Definitely noticeable. DH is getting used to this happening with more frequency.
This happens every single time with us. I just tell him to close his nose. It's pretty funny to me!
I was giving my husband mouth hugs and Dutch ovened myself. Awful!
~~apparently the bump decided to get rid of quote trees?~~
I almost spit out my ice cream.
@goofygoff I had a dream with you in it earlier this week. We'll it was your avatar and we were lesbian lovers "> :x
While disturbing it was fantastic.
I'm trying to decide on a good confession that I'm not afraid to get flamed for;) well here goes: Deep down I feel like I am more attracted to my H and love him more than he does me. He hasn't done anything wrong for me to feel this way it's just how I feel. It's gotten me pretty depressed to be honest and I've noticed I'm having tons of dreams about him leaving me or cheating with another woman. He was unfaithful to me years ago when we started dating and I made the decision to forgive him and continue the relationship, but since I've been pregnant it's like I suddenly can't stop thinking about it even though it was years ago and I thought I was over it. All these feelings started when I found out I was pregnant, I think I'm feeling unattractive to him because he doesn't want to have sex with me because he is afraid after the losses we had. That's perfectly understandable, yet I feel so lonely and ugly and unwanted by him. I love my husband so much, I am still just as if not more attracted to him as I was when we met. All I want is for him to be happy with me and he says he is and I have no reason to believe otherwise yet the worry is there. Sorry for rambling, I didn't realize how upset this subject actually makes me. I want to talk to him about it without coming off as to needy or whiny. Any advice? Anyone else feeling this way? Unattractive?
My fiancé and I were having a lot of trouble finding a position that worked for him with my belly and not being able to be on my back, so sex was just not working for a while recently. He also is definitely attracted to a skinny body type. So needless to say I was feeling pretty unwanted, gross and just bad about myself too. What I found helped was looking up pregnancy comfortable positions together and then taking the reins to initiate myself. That way he knew he wasn't hurting me or baby because we looked into it together and what man isn't turned on by his partner initiating?
I'm trying to decide on a good confession that I'm not afraid to get flamed for;) well here goes: Deep down I feel like I am more attracted to my H and love him more than he does me. He hasn't done anything wrong for me to feel this way it's just how I feel. It's gotten me pretty depressed to be honest and I've noticed I'm having tons of dreams about him leaving me or cheating with another woman. He was unfaithful to me years ago when we started dating and I made the decision to forgive him and continue the relationship, but since I've been pregnant it's like I suddenly can't stop thinking about it even though it was years ago and I thought I was over it. All these feelings started when I found out I was pregnant, I think I'm feeling unattractive to him because he doesn't want to have sex with me because he is afraid after the losses we had. That's perfectly understandable, yet I feel so lonely and ugly and unwanted by him. I love my husband so much, I am still just as if not more attracted to him as I was when we met. All I want is for him to be happy with me and he says he is and I have no reason to believe otherwise yet the worry is there. Sorry for rambling, I didn't realize how upset this subject actually makes me. I want to talk to him about it without coming off as to needy or whiny. Any advice? Anyone else feeling this way? Unattractive?
My fiancé and I were having a lot of trouble finding a position that worked for him with my belly and not being able to be on my back, so sex was just not working for a while recently. He also is definitely attracted to a skinny body type. So needless to say I was feeling pretty unwanted, gross and just bad about myself too. What I found helped was looking up pregnancy comfortable positions together and then taking the reins to initiate myself. That way he knew he wasn't hurting me or baby because we looked into it together and what man isn't turned on by his partner initiating?
It seems like I'm the only one who ever initiates, even before I got pregnant. It seems like he's doing me some kind of favor by having sex with me. I just wrote him a really heartfelt letter and left it under his pillow, it's easier for me to write my feelings I have a hard time expressing myself verbally and am afraid I'll start crying and forget everything. Wish me luck that it goes over well my fingers are definitely crossed!!
My husband must have been sending my feelings because he just came home with a bouquet of flowers for me! I wanted to cry seriously. I still want him to read the letter I left him
My husband must have been sending my feelings because he just came home with a bouquet of flowers for me! I wanted to cry seriously. I still want him to read the letter I left him
Re: ~~~FFFC~~~
B born 7/15/13, C born 3/2/15, #3 on the way May '17
I’m a modern man, a man for the millennium. Digital and smoke free. A diversified multi-cultural, post-modern deconstruction that is anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been up linked and downloaded, I’ve been inputted and outsourced, I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a high-tech low-life. A cutting edge, state-of-the-art bi-coastal multi-tasker and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond! I’m new wave, but I’m old school and my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hot-wired, heat seeking, warm-hearted cool customer, voice activated and bio-degradable. I interface with my database, my database is in cyberspace, so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive and from time to time I’m radioactive.
I have never seen Hocus Pocus. Guess I should check it out. I do love me some Bette.
Eta: My mom's black cat is named Binx after the cat in hocus pocus
Since it's his birthday, I'll probably just bribe him.
Not a very juicy confession but I have candy on my brain.
I think that's also contributed to my lack of contribution to TB this week... oh that and OMG the trolls.
Eta: though I only like the actual Cadbury cream eggs. Not the weird "goo" filled halloween ones.
I am an embarrassment with my gas lately. I simply can't hold it in and they are not quiet.
ETA: all this talk of candy isn't helping matters as I now wants all the candy.
/runs away like I do when I toot in public...
I ate ice cream for lunch.
No ragrets!
For SuzyQ and all March 15 loss moms
Eta: it was one of those loud ones, too. Definitely noticeable. DH is getting used to this happening with more frequency.
Eta: my husband is totally use to it now. He mentioned last night that smelling someone else's farts might be a cancer cure. So I figure I'm saving his life.
https://time.com/2976464/rotten-eggs-hydrogen-sulfide-mitochondria/
YUP! I could not agree more!
I also used being pregnant to my advantage at lunch by throwing a fit when we were taken 20 minutes for our reservation, so we had our lunch comped! You can't starve a pregnant lady...
~~apparently the bump decided to get rid of quote trees?~~
I almost spit out my ice cream.