Can I stay with you awhile? (INTRO!)

RustyGirl3 · September 2014

Here it goes...I have been writing this in my head since Sunday while working up the courage to post it.

For those that don't know me...Hi I am Rusty! I am 35 and DH is 35. We have 2 girls (7 years old and almost 4 years old). I have had three losses in the last year. The first was a MMC in August of 2013, then a CP in March of this year and then another in early July. We waited one cycle for my period to come back which it did on August 3rd. I was told to go for CD3 and CD21 blood work which both results came back normal. We had decided to try this month because we figured if anything had come back in the blood work, they would know before we would have found out about being pregnant.

AF was due on 8/30 but we had a fun day planned and I didn't want to test and then be freaked out about something going wrong if it was a light positive like the previous two times. 8/31 I tested as soon as I woke up and the positive appeared before the test even finished. It might be the darkest positive I have ever seen. Tuesday I took a DT test and again there was a very dark positive. I have been feeling nauseous since before the BFP and my chest is a little sore so far. DH and I are scared since the last 3 did not go so well, but we remain hopeful that everything will be fine.

To my amazing, lovely, wonderful and incredible friends over on TTCAL--- You have to know how much your support over the last year has meant to me. I know I haven't been as active over there as I should have been in the last few months, but I always held all of you in my thoughts and prayers and I always will. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.