I'm scared to death but I'm going to accept that today, I am pregnant! Thanks to the ladies on Saturday's TWW post who helped me decipher things.
I had a miscarriage with my first BFP that was emotionally draining for H & I. I got a light BFP at 14dpo and started spotting the next day. We went back and forth with low yet doubling betas and inconclusive ultrasounds, and at 8 weeks I miscarried, the day after we told our families. Hence my terror and excitement at the moment.
Cycle: 6/5 AL
CD/DPO: 31/9 (I tested yesterday at 8dpo)
EDD: March 20, 2014 per FF
Timing: -5 through O
What we did: H wanted to go all out this month so we had sex for 10 days straight, until my O was confirmed. We used preseed every time and I am on metformin for PCOS as well as synthroid. I ate pineapple core but I forgot one day and it rotted in the fridge by the last day, so I doubt that was helpful. I also used OPK's and FF charting.
How I told H: My PgAL brain was on high alert, so it wasn't as romantic as the first time. I called him at work and said, "I'm currently staring at 4 positive pregnancy tests, but don't get too excited because it's still early". He laughed that I took 4 but was very happy. He told me he is cautiously excited.
Symptoms: I know its crazy early but the bloat is killer. I was so uncomfortable at work last night because my scrubs were cutting into my stomach all night. My boobs are slightly sore but not too crazy. I am having slight cramps and a full feeling in my abdomen, and I couldn't hold my eyes open the other night at 11:30 when I usually stay up until 2:30am (I'm a night shifter) Lots of creamy CM as well.
I'm terrified that I could have a CP since I tested so early. I figured if I did, I would want to know about it so I could bring it up with my doctor. It causes extra worry, but I'd rather know than be oblivious to it. I am having to talk myself out of constant testing to make sure there are still lines, and constant googling and looking at pregnancy tests of CP's. And I have to stop. Previous pregnancy loss takes the carefree feeling away. Today I am pregnant, and I'm excited.
Thank you all for all the information I learned here and all the laughs you constantly provide. I'm rooting for all of you and will lurk every day. I hope I don't have to come back here again any time soon (even though I love ya.

Here are the pictures of my tests. This was from 8dpo and it was my second or third urine of the day. Obviously I had a hard time believing it. Haha.
Me(29), DH (29)
Married December 2011 TTC#1 Since November 2013
Dec. 2013... BFP! 12/31/13... Natural M/C 1/29/14 (8 weeks)
July 2014...BFP!... 17dpo beta 581...19dpo beta 1419!!.. stick baby, stick!
EDD: 3/20/15.. It's a boy!

Re: Cautious BFP!
My Ovulation Chart
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So THAT's how you get into baby-making position!
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
TTC #1 8/2012~Chronic Pelvic Pain Condition began 10/2012~Told I was crazy by many doctors until a good specialist DXed a labral tear and bone impingement in left hip 4/2013~Surgery on left hip: 5/31/13 SUCCESS!!! Pain flares to continue indefinitely (but mostly gone).
Resumed TTC 6/2013~Chronic stomach pain and distension: 8/2013~TTA 1/2014 Until Resolved ~7/2014: Trip to the Mayo Clinic--SUCCESS!! Finally on the road to getting better.
Resumed TTC 7/2014! Third time's the charm....8/2014 Visited the RE~DX: MFI/low morph~Straight to IVF with ICSI! 9/2014~Transferred 1 perfect beautiful 6AA blast with 10 to freeze!!!~10/8/2014: BFP!!!! EDD: 6/17/15 STICK LITTLE BEAN!!! IT'S A BOY!!!!!
TTC Since 6/2013 Early Loss: 9/2013 MFI Diagnosis: 12/2014
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
Me: 28 H: 28 DS: 4
Trinitrotoluene: "My ears have been deflowered ....my mouth just hasn't been!"
DD: 10 (born August 2004)
Married 03/01/14
TTC#2
BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
Formerly Aaren91011
BFP 6/15/14 EDD: 2/24/15
Surprise BFP Feb 2008 MC at 6w2d
BFP! 10/28/14 EDD 7/5/15
Me: 25, DH: 28, Baby #1 Due: April 30, 2015
Team BLUE!!
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
"Meet me in St. Louis"
BFP 12/9/14 EDD 8/18/15
Me: 22, RN
DH: 30, Corrections officer
Wedding Date: 9/06/14
BFP: 9/15/14 !!
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TTC since March 2014
BFP#1 09/25/2014 EDD 6/4/2015
BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15