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UPDATE WTF?! Back From M15 (loss mentioned)

Well, I'm back. Took a nice little vacation to March 15, but my ute said otherwise. Fucking bullshit.

To say the least, my beta draw was awesome this morning, but I started miscarrying about two hours later. Ultrasound confirmed an empty ute. Im fucking pissed, hurt, and heartbroken. So I'm here again. I'm mobile, but will change my sig later.

UPDATE

I went in for my final beta draw this morning to make sure my beta levels were back to baseline. They were 19k. Up from 9,555 last Wednesday. WTF?!?!? I called my doctor and they scheduled me for a repeat ultrasound this afternoon. I'm so confused and all I can say is what the fuck and what does this mean?? Hopefully we'll know more later.

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DD born on 11/10/2007
TTC Sept-Nov 2012
BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
Back on BCP
BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
TTCAL March 2014-Present
BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
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  • Damn... I am so so sorry :(
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  • I love you, Steph.
  • That's shit. Sorry you have to go through this.
  • I feel so stupid for thinking this was my huge blessing. What a slap in the face. I was pregnant for the week of my due date and now I have another loss under my belt.

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    DD born on 11/10/2007
    TTC Sept-Nov 2012
    BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
    Back on BCP
    BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
    Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
    TTCAL March 2014-Present
    BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
    BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
  • Please don't feel stupid! I'm so sorry for your loss, I will be keeping you in my thoughts.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. ((Hugs))

    Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
    TTC #1 since November 2013

    BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14

    BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
    D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14

    BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15

    January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing

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  • I am so sorry!
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    BFP: 03.08.2014 / MMC: 05.07.2014
    Dx: Gestational Trophoblastic Disease
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  • Don't feel stupid. I'm so heartbroken for you and you know how excited I was for you, too. You had every right to be excited and hopeful.

    I do agree with you that this is fucking bullshit. I wish I could take your hurt away.
  • CytheCythe member
    I am so very sorry for your loss. Please, be kind to yourself. Hugs to you.
    TTC #1 since May 2014
    3 failed IUI cycles
    Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
    Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
    Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14

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    I'm so sorry. Sending hugs your way
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss ((hugs)).
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    DX (me): Inborn error of metabolism - protein restriction, metabolic formula & weekly blood tests
    DNA Results (7/1): DH is NOT a carrier for my genetic disorder! 
    7/3: Metabolic clinic gave the green light to TTC - holy crap!
  • I'm so sorry.
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    Oh no, I'm so sorry Steph :(
  • I'm sorry for your loss


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  • I am so sorry for your loss, sending T&Ps your way.
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  • My thoughts and prayers are with you and your DH! Be angry, sad and frustrated as long/as much as you need! Hope you can get answers!!
        BFP: 2/24/14 | EDD: 10/22/14 (triplets) 
    US (with RE) 3/24/2014 (two healthy HB), US (with OB) 3/31/2014 (three healthy heartbeats)

    US (with RE) 4/7/14 No Heartbeats :(  | D&C 4/8/14
    BFP#2: 10/22/14 | (beta  #1 75, beta # 2 219) | EDD 7/3/15 ~*Please be our RAINBOW*~
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.



    TTC #1 since 11/2012
    Me-31, H-27
    **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
    **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
    Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
    SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
    HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
    Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
     9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
    BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
     U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
    U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
    U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
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  • I'm so, so sorry.

       Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
    SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
    BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
    Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
    Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
    ~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
    New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
    Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
    Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
    Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
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  • I'm so sorry. :(
    Son: Jackson, 11/02/06, stillborn due to PPROM and IUGR. Over the next ten years we had 9 miscarriages from 8-14 weeks. On May 18, 2016 my daughter, Ridley, was born. We're OADNBC.
  • Oh I am so sorry!!! Thoughts and prayers are with you at this time.
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    DD: 10 (born August 2004)
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    BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
    BFP: 01/31/15 MMC: 02/25/15 





  • Oh no. I'm so sorry you're going through this.

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    Aug-2014: All initial testing went well, waiting for 2015 for possible IUI.
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  • So sorry to hear this. Hugs.
    Me(29), DH (29)
    Married December 2011     TTC#1 Since November 2013
    Dec. 2013... BFP! 12/31/13... Natural M/C 1/29/14 (8 weeks)
    July 2014...BFP!... 17dpo beta 581...19dpo beta 1419!!.. stick baby, stick!
    EDD: 3/20/15.. It's a boy!


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  • I'm so sorry. Big creepy Internet stranger hugs. Be kind to yourself



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  • @Brewgirl1980‌ I thought of you today. Maybe we'll get our rainbows soon. (Hugs)

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    DD born on 11/10/2007
    TTC Sept-Nov 2012
    BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
    Back on BCP
    BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
    Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
    TTCAL March 2014-Present
    BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
    BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
  • So sorry for your loss.

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  • tlc35tlc35 member
    Such bullshit.  I am so sorry for your loss.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Please don't feel stupid, you had every right to be excited.
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  • I'm so sorry :( t&p's for you
  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Fx for you!
    Married July 19, 2014.
    Inherited one stepson, so excited to continue our family!
    BFP#1: June 15, 2014. MC June 20, 2014.
    BFP#2: July 11, 2014. MMC July 27, 2014. Naturally passed tissue August 5, 2014.
    BFP#3: October 29, 2014.
    EDD: July 8, 2015 *Stick baby stick!*
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Please please don't feel stupid. Big hugs to you.

    Me: 25 DH: 26
    Married 11/12/11
    BFP 12/17/11
    DS 8/29/12 via C-section
    TFAS 3/2014
    BFP #2 5/25/15 EDD 2/4/2016
    It's a BOY!
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    6/13/14 - Began O & 7 DPO bloodwork
  • I'm sorry for your loss : (
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    Started TTC Baby #1 6/2014
    BFP #1 7/27/2014 
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you huge hugs. I will be praying for you.
  • RN1175RN1175 member
    I am so sorry for your loss

    Married Sept. 2012

    Me 39 MH 40

    DD# 1 10/23/02

    DD#2 06/11/13

    2 losses, one before DD#2 at 5 weeks, one after DD#2 at 4.5 weeks

    TTC #3

    10/15/14 Consultation with RE

    Nov & Dec '14 IUI BFN & 1 cancelled d/t early O

    Jan 15 Consultations with 2 new RE's for different opinions for possible IVF with DE

    Jan '15 Starting the process for Foster to adopt!

     

  • Sorry for your loss.

      


  • I'm so sorry...
  • I'm so very very sorry. I know what you mean when you say it feels like a huge slap in the face. I just want to hug you, and cry with you. I'm so sorry.
    BFP - March 31st 2013 - MC on April 6th 2013<br>
    BFP - May 11th 2013 - MC on May 15th 2013<br>
    BFP - June 22nd 2013 - MC on June 30th 2013<br>
    BFP - September 2013 - MC September 2013<br>
    BFP - October 31, 2013 - December 17th - found out baby stopped growing at 7wks - natural MC December 20th 2013

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  • I'm so, so sorry :(

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