Well, I'm back. Took a nice little vacation to March 15, but my ute said otherwise. Fucking bullshit.
To say the least, my beta draw was awesome this morning, but I started miscarrying about two hours later. Ultrasound confirmed an empty ute. Im fucking pissed, hurt, and heartbroken. So I'm here again. I'm mobile, but will change my sig later.
UPDATE
I went in for my final beta draw this morning to make sure my beta levels were back to baseline. They were 19k. Up from 9,555 last Wednesday. WTF?!?!? I called my doctor and they scheduled me for a repeat ultrasound this afternoon. I'm so confused and all I can say is what the fuck and what does this mean?? Hopefully we'll know more later.
DD born on 11/10/2007TTC Sept-Nov 2012
BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
Back on BCP
BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014
Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
TTCAL March 2014-Present
BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL! EDD May 18, 2015
Re: UPDATE WTF?! Back From M15 (loss mentioned)
BFP 12/9/14 EDD 8/18/15
Surprise BFP Feb 2008 MC at 6w2d
BFP! 10/28/14 EDD 7/5/15
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
I do agree with you that this is fucking bullshit. I wish I could take your hurt away.
3 failed IUI cycles
Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14
~Santa Claus is Coming to Town~
Me: 31 DH: 29
DX (me): Inborn error of metabolism - protein restriction, metabolic formula & weekly blood tests
DNA Results (7/1): DH is NOT a carrier for my genetic disorder!
7/3: Metabolic clinic gave the green light to TTC - holy crap!
My Ovulation Chart
US (with RE) 3/24/2014 (two healthy HB), US (with OB) 3/31/2014 (three healthy heartbeats)
BFP#2: 10/22/14 | (beta #1 75, beta # 2 219) | EDD 7/3/15 ~*Please be our RAINBOW*~
Me-31, H-27
**Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
**Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
DD: 10 (born August 2004)
Married 03/01/14
TTC#2
BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
Married December 2011 TTC#1 Since November 2013
Dec. 2013... BFP! 12/31/13... Natural M/C 1/29/14 (8 weeks)
July 2014...BFP!... 17dpo beta 581...19dpo beta 1419!!.. stick baby, stick!
EDD: 3/20/15.. It's a boy!
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TTC #1
Married
July 20, 2013
Off BC since 10/2013
TTGP JANUARY SIGGY CHALLENGE: WORKOUT FAILS
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
TTC #1 May 2014
BFP 7/4/14 ~ EDD 3/17/15
My Chart
July TTGP Siggie Challenge: Favorite GP/Reality TV Show
TTC #1
Me (30), DH (30)
6/13/14 - Began O & 7 DPO bloodwork
Married Sept. 2012
Me 39 MH 40
DD# 1 10/23/02
DD#2 06/11/13
2 losses, one before DD#2 at 5 weeks, one after DD#2 at 4.5 weeks
TTC #3
10/15/14 Consultation with RE
Nov & Dec '14 IUI BFN & 1 cancelled d/t early O
Jan 15 Consultations with 2 new RE's for different opinions for possible IVF with DE
Jan '15 Starting the process for Foster to adopt!