I know we are all hurting--- a lot. I know it's hard sometimes to focus on the good, but I am curious as to what makes you feel better.
For me, sometimes I talk to Madeleine. I have told her over and over how sorry I am that I couldn't protect her from her trisomy. I tell her how much I love her and I thank her for being so strong. This helps to take away the intense sadness and then I can find something to distract me such as putting together a puzzle or painting a room. Being with family is my biggest outlet right now.
What about you?
Re: GTKY: What makes you feel better?
DS1 - 7/2011, DD 12/2012, DS2 - 4/2014, MMC - 12/2015
Blogging, and going to the cemetery. It's a place of comfort for me. I like to buy her a little something and talk to her for a bit.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
I totally get not being able to journal. The urge might come later though, I just hope you have some kind of outlet now though.
2013 FET#1: BFP, but we lost the baby at 12 weeks
2013 FET#2: BFN
2014 FET#3: BFP, but our sweet baby was born sleeping at 33 weeks
IVF#2: BFP! DD born 2015
2017 IVF#3: BFN
2017 IVF#4: BFN
1st Dx = Unexplained IF, 2017 Dx = DOR
Asher born February 5, 2011.
Baby #2 born sleeping at 20 weeks. May 6, 2014.