So, I am already so the worst mom ever... I have been in training for the past 2 weeks in Houston, away from home, and still have a week to go. They planned it so that we have been so busy working on projects for the past two nights that it is "a test" to make sure we can work under pressure. So long story short, in 2 days I have had 8 hours of sleep. I am always so watchful of how much sugar I have, my half a cup of coffee in the morning is a treat because I usually drink decaf tea and I keep track of how much water I drink everyday which lately means ducking out of training every 15 minutes to pee... My job has already trumped my child... How am I going to survive when the LO actually gets here.
Re: I"m already the worst mom ever...
'I loved you for a thousand years and I will love you for a thousand more'
BFP#1 10/11/11 - DD born 6/6/12;
BFP#2 7/6/13 - Due 3/8/13, MMC at 12w D&C on 8/31/13;
I also have no idea how I'm going to find time to be a parent since I'm constantly struggling just to get everything for work done in a normal amount of time. I find myself procrastinating (often here or FB) at work when I get stuck or doubt what I should do next so then everything takes me even longer and then it takes me 10 hours to get 8 billable ones in and not totally fall behind. And I have a lot of trouble focusing and getting anything done when I'm really tired, which happens more often now.
I seriously could not survive on 4 hours of sleep without passing out by 2 pm., so more power to you!