I sobbed watching Tori Spellings new reality show last week!
I wouldn't say I sobbed but I def teared up when she was sitting on the couch talking with her friends and her oldest walked in. It's gotta be tough for the kids to deal with.
December 2014 November Siggy Challenge: How I Feel in Third Tri
Normally I sleep like a rock so I never remember my dreams. Pregnancy is changing that and this morning I woke up and started crying because I had a bad dream.....oh hormones I do not like you!!
I cried when we and the BF were going to the Tulip festival, and after spending 2 hours in the car driving through traffic to get there, we decided it best to just turn around and go another time. I was a blubbery mess saying how I ruined our day, and Im so sorry I wanted to go there...
Of course he was understanding, but I was invonsolible. haha..funny to look back on it now, though.
I cried yesterday because my husband offered to help make breakfast. In my irrational hormonal state I wanted him to INSIST on doing it all, not just offer to help even though that was actually a nice offer.
I also cried when thinking about my grandpa who passed away in January. I was hoping to get pregnant before that so I could tell him but it didn't work out that way and the thought of getting to share the news with my grandma alone is bittersweet.
I cried yesterday morning because it seemed like frequently when DH and I discuss the pregnancy, particularly related to telling other people, he says things like "when we feel more confident about it" or "when we know everything's good" and it made me think about what if something is wrong or what if we lose the baby. I got so sad and started bawling. He felt really bad - that definitely wasn't his intent. This is our first child and we've never been pregnant before, and he's just so cautious about telling people so early. He said he won't use phrases like that when talking to me anymore and that he was so sorry he upset me.
I think I also cried because I felt nauseous. And cried because I burned my taco shells. I cry SO easily now.
It's so good when you can finally figure out what DH is doing that really irritates you and coherently ask him to stop. Last night I had to ask him if we could both work on being more happy and fun since we tend to get perfectionistic, tense, and stress each other out. I also cried last night at an intense lifetime movie about an anorexic girl. Lol
Yesterday: I cried because I can't see my husband. I cried I'm church. I cried watching Harry Potter when snape dies and you watch his memories. I cried because I was thinking about crying. And I cried again because I can't see my husband. Today: I cried because my church pastor called me. I cried about my husband. I cried because the pastor prayed for me. I cried about how excited my pastor was after finding out my due date. I cried just now reading what other women cry about. And now I'm crying about my husband. Lol hormones!
I cried because of cookies. I took my last box of Tagalong Girl Scout cookies to school with me because I have had food aversions to everything else besides those for two weeks now. My two closest friends (who know I'm pregnant) asked for one. I said sure, but only one. Then one of them took the box and took a handful, leaving me with only 4 left. Definitely sob/cried on the phone to husband that night.
Luckily this is the only incident so far.
I have only cried a few random times with this pregnancy. I feel like I should be more emotional, but I'm not & I guess I should be happy about that!
1st random crying moment was before I even knew I was pregnant but my H&I were watching Kitchen Nightmares with Gordon Ramsey and I felt so bad for the old man who owned the restaurant. You could tell he really, really loved his restaurant & thought he was really doing a good job. It was so sad, because everyone was being tough with him and he was old and it just broke my heart for me.
2nd: I was really mean to my H for just a few seconds and then I cried because I felt like the worst wife ever.
3rd: Today I was picking out Mother's day cards & a birthday card for my best friend. Goodness, that was hard.
I cried because of cookies. I took my last box of Tagalong Girl Scout cookies to school with me because I have had food aversions to everything else besides those for two weeks now. My two closest friends (who know I'm pregnant) asked for one. I said sure, but only one. Then one of them took the box and took a handful, leaving me with only 4 left. Definitely sob/cried on the phone to husband that night.
Luckily this is the only incident so far.
What a bitch! I would have went psycho.
TTC since 10/2007. PCOS/Lupus/<3 shaped uterus/Stroke/Factor V Leiden. Early MC (4-5 weeks) 9/2002. Natural MC (6 weeks) 6/28/2007. BFP on 1st cycle Clomid 10/25/2011. EDD 7/4/2012. Missed MC 11/30/2011 (9 weeks). D&C 12/1/2011~Phoenix. Early MC (3-4 weeks) 1/2014 BFP 4/4/2014! EDD 12/10/2014
3rd: Today I was picking out Mother's day cards & a birthday card for my best friend. Goodness, that was hard.
This! I cried this weekend while picking out Mother's day cards at Target. They were all just so beauuutiifuuuuulll. I had to remove myself from the card aisle.
Shit you guys! I'm a mess. On the news they said a baby bear was found by the side of the road next to its momma who died. Then they showed the bear. And I lost it. And then husband kept saying "Bambi" .... Ahhhh why all the sad animals?!?!?!
Omg that is so sad. It's like when they poach elephants and if one is shot all the other ones surround it to protect it making them easier targets. Omg I can't - now I'm crying.
I cried today when I picked dd up from daycare. She was trying to poop and for safety reasons they don't close the bathroom doors in the classroom. Luckily there was only one other female kid there but also 4 female staff. She begged me to sit with her and close the door because she was so embarrassed. She's only 4 and I'm crying right now thinking of how uncomfortable she must have been. Ughhhhh!
Animals get me every time. H showed me a picture on Facebook of a rescued baby bobcat and a fawn found huddled under a desk in a building after a forest fire and I got 50 shades of teary. H just started laughing. Wtf, you can't do that shit!! Do you think you're Sarah McLachlan or something?
Shit you guys! I'm a mess. On the news they said a baby bear was found by the side of the road next to its momma who died. Then they showed the bear. And I lost it. And then husband kept saying "Bambi" .... Ahhhh why all the sad animals?!?!?!
Omg that is so sad. It's like when they poach elephants and if one is shot all the other ones surround it to protect it making them easier targets. Omg I can't - now I'm crying.
Eta: crying does not work well with grammar
------------------------------------------------- Whyyyy are you guys doing this to me!!!! Oh my god. I was doing so good today. Poor bear. Precious elephants. I'll take you all home with me!
Edited because mobile quotes suck
May Siggy Challenge = Linda Belcher!! Hands down, my favorite TV mom!
My husband and I watched the movie, "Her", and afterward my husband wanted to have this deep, philosophical convo about it at 11:30pm. He wouldn't stop talking so after trying to tell him nicely that I was exhausted and just wanted to go to bed, I burst into tears. He quieted down then.
I was watching Ellen and there was this five year old kid singing a Katie Perry song. That didn't make me cry but then Ellen gave the kid a drum set, still not crying. Unprompted the five year old said thank you to Ellen before going to see the drum set, that made me cry. I heart good manners.
My first doctors appointment and ultrasound and hearing of a heartbeat were cancelled today because the doctor was sick. I don't remember the last time I cried so hard.
I cried because my brother and SIL don't want to go on an all expense paid trip to Disney with my parents, DH and I and them with their kids. I'm seriously taking it completely personally that they don't want to go with us and their newest niece or nephew that they don't even know is on the way.
I cried because of cookies. I took my last box of Tagalong Girl Scout cookies to school with me because I have had food aversions to everything else besides those for two weeks now. My two closest friends (who know I'm pregnant) asked for one. I said sure, but only one. Then one of them took the box and took a handful, leaving me with only 4 left. Definitely sob/cried on the phone to husband that night.
Luckily this is the only incident so far.
I cried because my cousins brand new car broke down and she couldn't take her son and daughter to the aquarium and she had to call off work the next day to get her car fixed which she wasn't able to do because no one knew what was wrong with it ... I also cried because I was tired of going pee in the middle of the night!
I just cried because DH wouldn't give me a bite of his ice cream. Well, no, he would give me a bite, he just wouldn't let me get my OWN bite because he didn't want me to eat one of his mint cookie chunks. Because he's a bad sharer.
I just cried because DH wouldn't give me a bite of his ice cream. Well, no, he would give me a bite, he just wouldn't let me get my OWN bite because he didn't want me to eat one of his mint cookie chunks. Because he's a bad sharer.
I was crying hysterically because I feel like a failure at life right now and changes drastically to laughing hysterically because of your post. My poor DH is so worried he ran outside to have a smoke and google my symptoms haha
May Siggy Challenge = Linda Belcher!! Hands down, my favorite TV mom!
That is so wrong though. I mean we raise children to realize at a young age they must wear clothes bc that's appropriate but then we tell them they have to do one of the most embarrassing but natural primal things with the fucking door open???
I already commented on this, but I need to comment again. Today I cried because while I was out at my tricare briefing today, my husband went grocery shopping and bought everything I love to cook. He literally bought all my favorites. Some I didn't even know that he knew that I liked. I came home and saw all the groceries and literally lost it. Also, he bought me a 5lb bag of my favorite hard candies that have been helping me with my morning sickness. He and I aren't living together currently, so there's no way he could have known that, other than he just loves me. I saw those and it was all over from there. Water works for the next 20 minutes. Then my best friend and I were on FaceTime and she said something that just meant so much to me, I cried all over again. And when her fiancé (who is tdy in another state) sent her a package and I watched her open it and cried because of how happy I was for her. Last night, the tiniest things were making me angry, and today the tiniest things are making me cry. I'm a mess!
Re: I cried because...
I wouldn't say I sobbed but I def teared up when she was sitting on the couch talking with her friends and her oldest walked in. It's gotta be tough for the kids to deal with.
Mom to DD(4), DS(2) and # 3 Due 12/14/14
Of course he was understanding, but I was invonsolible. haha..funny to look back on it now, though.
I also cried when thinking about my grandpa who passed away in January. I was hoping to get pregnant before that so I could tell him but it didn't work out that way and the thought of getting to share the news with my grandma alone is bittersweet.
Today: I cried because my church pastor called me. I cried about my husband. I cried because the pastor prayed for me. I cried about how excited my pastor was after finding out my due date. I cried just now reading what other women cry about. And now I'm crying about my husband. Lol hormones!
Early MC (4-5 weeks) 9/2002.
Natural MC (6 weeks) 6/28/2007.
BFP on 1st cycle Clomid 10/25/2011. EDD 7/4/2012. Missed MC 11/30/2011 (9 weeks). D&C 12/1/2011~Phoenix.
Early MC (3-4 weeks) 1/2014
BFP 4/4/2014! EDD 12/10/2014
-------------------------------------------------
Whyyyy are you guys doing this to me!!!! Oh my god. I was doing so good today. Poor bear. Precious elephants. I'll take you all home with me!
Edited because mobile quotes suck
TTC#1 Since November 2013 // BFP March 27, 2014 // EDD December 11, 2014
I cried because my brother and SIL don't want to go on an all expense paid trip to Disney with my parents, DH and I and them with their kids. I'm seriously taking it completely personally that they don't want to go with us and their newest niece or nephew that they don't even know is on the way.
Yay hormones!
EDD 12/31
Hypothyroidism
Today I cried because while I was out at my tricare briefing today, my husband went grocery shopping and bought everything I love to cook. He literally bought all my favorites. Some I didn't even know that he knew that I liked. I came home and saw all the groceries and literally lost it.
Also, he bought me a 5lb bag of my favorite hard candies that have been helping me with my morning sickness. He and I aren't living together currently, so there's no way he could have known that, other than he just loves me. I saw those and it was all over from there. Water works for the next 20 minutes.
Then my best friend and I were on FaceTime and she said something that just meant so much to me, I cried all over again. And when her fiancé (who is tdy in another state) sent her a package and I watched her open it and cried because of how happy I was for her.
Last night, the tiniest things were making me angry, and today the tiniest things are making me cry. I'm a mess!